I tend to be narcissistic and self-centered (I’ve been working on it for years), which makes hard to be genuinely curious about other people and what they’re up to.
Are there any set of audios that deal with developing curiosity about other people?
Should help give a reset to your current being. I noticed I would usually be self centered, leaning towards more to the narcissist path but these two help me see more clearly and be more caring about other people.
Otherwise
Conceptual Realization should help you understand why you feel these way and give you a “aha” moment and guide you to change. Looping higher self would also be great.
I would add pretty much all, at least the free ones, alchemical revision stuff + innocence. And at the start, Ego dissolution, u may even consider Ego dissolution meditation:
I seem to see other people as means to an end, I was parasited by an extreme narcissistic mother my entire childhood until the age of 13. It is hard to get or sustain friendships over time.
Idc about other people’s feelings and my heart chakra+plexus feel blocked most of the time.
I believe I am a huge empath because when my heart chakra is open I can see the particular way of suffering that each person has in their whole expression of themselves, and makes me feel incredible sad and want to help them in a good way, not from an economic place.