I seem to see other people as means to an end, I was parasited by an extreme narcissistic mother my entire childhood until the age of 13. It is hard to get or sustain friendships over time.
Idc about other people’s feelings and my heart chakra+plexus feel blocked most of the time.
I believe I am a huge empath because when my heart chakra is open I can see the particular way of suffering that each person has in their whole expression of themselves, and makes me feel incredible sad and want to help them in a good way, not from an economic place.