Got a few weeks(months?) of misery and impending doom-feeling (withdrawal)

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#1

So i’ve been on clonazepam for 1 year now, 1.5mg/day. Same shit jordan peterson was on and took like over a year or two to recover and had to be hospitalized at some russian specialist place, just slightly less dose and i think he was on that for 2-3 years.

What i got going for me that he didn’t is:

  1. i’m a lot mentally stronger than him when it comes to withdrawal, that was his very first withdrawal of anything at all, i’ve withdrawn from a whole bunch of bullshit i don’t even want to count up
  2. smaller dose, less time

However i know this one is going to be rough, i need to be able to function at work and I have 3 weeks vacation starting 19th.

Dopamine is not hard at all to re-sensitize, but this is much more vicious beast because it fucks your GABA, which is something otherworldly to withdraw from - I won’t even need to use the alien audios to see aliens, but the ones I’ll be seeing won’t be very nice.

What I know from previous experiences:
Constant feeling of dread and impending doom
Anxiety extreme - like won’t be able to function with people at all
My subconscious will be filled with fear, negativity and anxiety, plus lack of sleep

(kind of why i requested a GABA-A+B specialist healer audio field in the field request, don’t think creator managed to do that so far, i’d take a loan and pay $1000 for one that is effecient)

Worst parts are first 3 weeks, usually can last months after that, but I feel I should be able to function much quicker, I have to.

I’ll probably be listening full on to Plasma brain, brain regen, overcome any addiction. Other than that I’m not sure.

Any advice much welcomed. Gonna be one hell of a christmas, but I brought it upon myself so I’m not feeling the slightest bit sorry for myself.

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#2

My recommendation to you would be to try out Psychic Universities’ “Subconscious Limitis Dissolver with the Higher Self” field.

You can tell your Higher Self what exactly to dissolve and since the process is done by your Higher Self it will be 100% safe for you and tailored to your particular situation.

There is also a GABA field from Sapien Medicine. I am not an expert on this so you would need to check for yourself whether this field would apply and be helpful in your situation:

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#3

Yes i have it, it might temporarily help, but the problem is it also might just keep desensitizing those receptors, they need to be sensitized again (like the dopamine upregulation field), there is nothing out there from any creator that specializes on the gaba stuff - plasma brain will be my best bet

I’ll try your recommendation too

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#4

There is also Psychic Universities’ “Fix Neurotransmitter Dysfunction” field on his patreon. This might help with various conditions.

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#5

Good luck man you got this

#6

I may be wrong but I think GABA increases brain activity speed…so to speak. Deep brain magentic stimulation, and mstate gold can help with this. The brain reset (maybe not needed with plasma brain?) too. Brain reset can help…well reset your brain when it goes a bit haywrire with withdrawal. The magnetic stimulation and mstate gold is to make your brain work similarly to when you have high GABA (I don’t know if it can increase it or stimulate the receptors though…which would make them bad choices).

I think you may need gluthatione and the autoimmune reversal for damage control.

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#7

Appreciate the input, but unfortunately it doesn’t upregulate GABA, there is nothing in the world that upregulates it except for Fasoracetam, upregulates GABA-B and Bacopa upregulates GABA-A - but the effects are rather small I believe

Will probably get those nootropics however, praying it’ll help, unless Dream can put that shit in a field :D

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#8

If Dream were to make a GABA upregulation/restoring field, here is a ton of good information regarding it

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#9

I’m assuming you’re aware of pregabalin, gabapentin, cbd and a smart cannabinoid field (that one would adapt to your needs so) then?

#10

They don’t upregulate or sensitize the receptors, they will just worsen/prolong the GABA upregulation

In order to upregulate something, you need to avoid all forms of stimulation on that receptor.
CBD however is said to be able to slightly upregulate it, but pregabalin and gabapenting would worsen/prolong the withdrawal - it would just make the withdrawal not feel bad, because i’m getting the GABA from that instead of the benzo

It’s a little like, if you desensitized your dopamine receptors due to use of amphetamines/adderall - then watching porn all day long or playing videogames a lot will only pro long the upregulation and sensitivity of the dopamine receptors, you need to abstain from as many dopamine sources you can for best effect in upregulation

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#11

Good luck, I’m also tapering myself off from it as well

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#12

Oh damn, yeah i might need to taper but i really wanna cold turkey… how long had you been on and how much/day?

Whats ur tapering protocol?

#13

I’ve been taking 1mg for about four months, so I’m halfing it for a couple of weeks to 0.5mg and then I’ll keep dropping it down. I tried this weeks ago, but I failed at it, so I’m at it again.

I’d be cautious of cold turkeying man, benzo withdrawals can literally kill you, I don’t know if that would be as much as an issue at your dose for a year, but still, probably best to err on the side of caution

Plus it makes the exit a lot smoother

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#14

Yeah, i’ve withdrawn from a ton of stuff before, even this benzo, and each time it gets easier - it’s like you build up resilience to it so I’m not super worried, but I’m worried enough because i can’t not function at work, so it’ll most likely have to be tapering. If i had a month off from work i would of cold turkeyed with ease

I find it interesting how time goes so extreeemely slow on withdrawal, one day off of benzo feels like a whole week on benzo

#15

To me it doesn’t even have a noticeable effect anymore – I’m now in the stage of taking it just for maintenance purposes. Benzos suck. You take them for anxiety purposes and then it gets to a point where you are now taking them because if you didn’t it would lead to severe rebound anxiety. Very insidious.

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#16

Word, it wasn’t even anxiety mainly for me, it was that it provided some sort of inhibition that was really helpful in my line of work

I think all of these stuff lowers your vibration/damages your aura slightly in general, once you’re full natural, you’ll most likely also get full effect from fields since you’re 24/7 under the influence of substances that alters your mind and mindset in an unnatural way

#17

Same for me, although I was having panic attacks as well which is initially why I got on them. Ended up taking it everyday lol.

Agreed. Alcohol, benzos, e.t.c they all are pretty detrimental

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#18

On a positive note, we have something most don’t when it comes to withdrawing from this shit. We have assistance from spirituality, from inner beliefs, from sapien/dreams fields, from meditation (meditation helps a shit ton during withdrawals, trust me) - most people who suffer for long period of times have nothing and just wait for things to get better, we can actively improve our situations with a lot of these helpful tools, plus working out a ton etc

I’m probably going to spam alien and angel audio fields during my withdrawal lol, they probably got some good shit that we don’t and with some luck, if you nag them enough they might get fed up and just end our misery one way or another

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#19

Best of luck on kicking this shit bro, hopefully it isn’t too painful

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