I am sorry you are going through this
To keep you positive and hopeful:
The more you respect yourself the less you allow others to disrespect you:
The more you love yourself the more others learn how to love you:
To shield from others negativity:
The Black Mirrored Stone Shield
To increase respect from others:
Torus Weaved Respect: New Release
and no, you are not the only one
Hope things get better 