Hey everyone,
I’ve been on a roll lately with improvement. Health, mindset, cognitive ability, etc. Thanks to Dreamweavers new tools! It’s been a very smooth ride until last week.
Over a week ago i purchased a field from another creator to increase my psychic ability. Normally i wouldn’t purchase this type of field, except for this one allowed me to meditate on a specific ability. I chose to have the ability to better integrate fields, specifically when played from my pockets, but also in general. Well it worked almost too well! I didn’t consider this at the time, but my listening habits all remained the same.
So fields are more potent, yet i didn’t adjust my looping habits. As a result, I’ve had issues since last Tuesday that have not yet resolved, but do appear to be improving.
At first I thought i was having a healing crisis from too much Primordial Core combined with energetic overwhelm from using too many fields at one time (3), which I looped non stop during a work event (physically preparing multiple spaces for a big event). Usually i can loop this many with no problems.
It seemed my nervous system and energy was all out of wack. I was feeling just fine that day and not even stressed, i was even having a lot of fun joking around that the number 13 was missing from table numbers and asking if that was on purpose. Minutes later i was finally able to put an earbud in to focus on Merry Maker while working on my own, when suddenly i felt extremely fatigued and shortness of breathe. I was tri-looping Welcomed, Aureus Fortuna and Merry Maker.
I went to the find a place away from everyone and looped Supreme Grounding which helped a lot. Later i found Your Energetic Being and drinking some water to also be helpful.
Ever since then, I’ve been having shortness of breath and fatigue, with sudden bouts of having to catch my breathe. Especially when i try to meditate on fields, because i have a bad habit of holding my breathe while focusing on feeling the energy. Then suddenly I’m gasping for breathe and feel like there’s not enough blood flow. Then im finding I’m having to consciously breathe, because I’m having trouble letting my breathe return to being automated.
Staying away from coffee because that makes my symptoms worse.
So, last night i looped Crownbreaker to see what happens and my symptoms were triggered. If i remember correctly i think the first instance of shortness of breathe was felt while looping this with Exp Potion in my pocket I think last Monday night.
But also my symptoms were triggered today while looping Merry Maker (but also i had some coffee earlier).
I’m not sure, but I’m wondering if these symptoms are just anxiety?
Perhaps from a lot of release, since not only was i looping these fields more than usual, but they were working more potently.
I’ve never had to deal with a lot of release like this, if this is what it is. Would the Alchemical Crucible be ideal for dealing with release, or are there other fields, including among Dreamweavers newer ones I could try?
Over the past week I’ve been trying to figure out what to do on my own, but i figure i should reach out to get all of your ideas! Maybe some of you recently had to deal with something similar and have some tips.
Thanks in advance!