The Light Higher Self…
…and the Dark Higher Self…
…are together the realized “Duality Higher Self”.
They are the “beautiful” parts of the team.
They are those parts that one usually chooses to identify with and to mentaly romanticize.
But there is more:
The yet still “always rejected, ugly and disgusting Higher Self”…
…that needs to be accepted as part of the whole team if the team is about to grow…
…in order to realize a bigger, more broad and further reaching complete picture of reality.
To see the bigger picture, one has to be willing to look at as many parts as possible. Even at the ugly and disgusting parts. I guess this is the next step.
I continue thinking about what @SammyG wrote in a different thread as a reply to me a few months back:
I still do not understand this fully.
But do more so than 2 months ago.
If accepting and healing my view of the ugly and disgusting part of the world is the next step, then so be it, I am willing to sacrifice any self-constructed mental walls.
These walls most likely only provide fake stability anyways.
These walls prevent me from seeing more.
Therefore, sooner or later they have to go.
I choose to see everything.
Why?
Because this stuff here is becoming boring and I am curious what is beyond the Veil of Duality.
It will take a while to get there, but the only important thing is the decision I am making right now. The decision to truly know and experience is what sets the further path in respective motion. I have powerful allies by my side at all times now.
The Temple of the Sunless Sea spares no one who enters it.
Artemisia takes no prisoners…
…and to those who really want to know, she will show her true ugly and disgusting side…





