It’s interesting that you share this insight (thanks) today. I remember I was walking home from work today and get an insight as well. As I was walking I looked at a group of little birds on the floor in a grass field near me… I said hello to them in my mind, and at the same time felt the wind and air around me. The birds were jumping and lifted the floor in a happy way… in that moment I observed the present moment. And… noticed me and them were the same. We all are made of the same. We are the present. With all that is “inside” it at a given moment.
Beautifully put. That’s something a lot of people don’t understand. They think enlightenment is becoming an ascetic. But, really one can transcend dualistic perception, have an all encompassing understanding of phenomena, and still achieve worldly goals in a conscious way that is in line with your Higher Self’s longing for you. This is the lessons in the life story of the Buddha Shakyamuni. He went from a rich prince to an extreme ascetic, surviving on one grain of rice a day, til he discovered the middle way of balance is the key.
Exactly. This is my experience. Before I cared at all about enlightenment I was too lazy to hold down a job consistently, was a selfish drug addict, and generally had no direction. Ever since I’ve been on the path, now I’m a Paramedic with the same job for almost 3 years. I feel like I can achieve anything I want to, I try to be of service to others every opportunity I get, or atleast do no harm. My mind and heart aren’t scattered. I know what I want out of life.
Life is an equation: 50% spiritual, 50% material. Well, an ideal life IMO.
Thanks @SammyG for writing this My current journey for sure. It adds to another piece that has been shifting and merging for a while for me… that being my resistance to fully letting go into awakening. I’ve realized that my “self” has been pretty fractured along the way, and the self doesn’t want to let go because itself hasn’t felt integrated and whole, healed, and another huge surrender beyond that into dissolution is too much right now. Allows me to have some compassion and Learning to enjoy the layers and stages as they lead to a more integrated me, despite the ruptures. I’m feeling it’s a necessary step. And as you mention, maybe the fully expanded state isn’t necessarily the outcome, or what’s best this go around… who knows, but I’ll keep diving deep
Some of you have the ability to describe your feelings quite beautifully and extensively…
In this case, it’s hard for me to do that.
There are too many emotions, sensations, and changes in reality in a short period of time.
it is also difficult to single out just this field from all the cool arsenal of our Captain that has emerged in recent months.
according to my subjective feelings - for me personally, this field has served as a powerful motivator in one direction.
It does not allow you to relax, and does not allow you to sit still. It pulls you out of stagnation and pushes you powerfully towards knowledge.
This field has brought me into an area of knowledge that I have long (several years) been leaving “for later”.
The array of information that comes from various sources is enormous, but it does not frighten, but inspires.
For the first time in a long time I have received a huge positive resonance in one area of knowledge, which I want to study, and in which I would like to develop…
(perhaps this effect is caused by the totality of some new fields)
I listen to this every day. Feel the guidance in many ways… especially to different spiritual teachings. Both digging deeper in ” lost” practices and interests that blueprint realigned me with, but also some new stuff that perfectly fits my spiritual puzzle.
In fact just now I watched a show on Gaia channel where they talked about purity. Always felt this is a life theme for me but had difficulty in explaining what I mean with it. Closest explanation would be being true to oneself. Knowing who one is suppose to be in one’s incarnation. NOT about being a saint… In this show they defined purity as being able to see the intent behind things, hear what’s not being said, see the pattern before the form manifests.
It was such a relief and joy to hear someone else say these words just now, as I’ve been pondering this lately. A clear guidance and confirmation.
I don’t know what’s going on, but that’s exactly what I meant…
and the interesting thing is that you wrote your post in parallel with mine, and sent it a few seconds after mine :)
I’ve just got this (thank you again, YouKnowWho!) and I had every intention of trying something new (for me) that I had seen recommended for new fields by some of our more experienced forum friends: putting aside my usual fields (Goodbye, 7-hour “morning” stack; see you in a bit) and looping this for the next day and night. (Normally, I get a bunch of fields altogether and then I have Christmas Morning Syndrome, wanting to play with all my new toys, fields and tags all at once. )
This field isn’t having any of that, from me. I’ve been listening to a lot of fields (that 7-hour “Morning” Stack is only one of my stacks ) but this field is different to me. The slow, deliberate quality of the music of this field forces me to stop everything else I am doing and FOCUS (which hasn’t been my strongest skill). In fact, it felt to me like this field was insisting that I focus on the spaces between the notes, another novel experience for me.
Needless to say, I’ve scheduled some time later where I will sit myself down and FOCUS on this field in the way that I’m sensing it wants from me.
Even though I was a little haphazard with that first go with this field today, I could feel it was having an effect on me. (I can’t describe yet precisely what that effect was.) This too was different for me as I normally spend (a good amount of) time before I can feel a field’s effect on me. Nope, this one is getting right to work. It must be “perfect” timing for me.
And to me VoT is actually my best mood changer. It crushes instantly any fear or negativity, anxiety or stress i may have small or big. Like instantly and i feel after only 2 loops as if i am sleeping on clouds or skipping margaritas lol and the effect is long lasting.
(Sorry out of topic for a bit but since ppl is asking whats the difference lol delete if needed)
TPTB presented this field to me as a better option than my near literal Death Star field request. So far it has exceeded all my expectations. This is an early report.
When I play the field after work (about 3 sessions) in a row. I’ll feel a sort of bilateral gentle pulling, a good sort of tearing or loosening, that runs from the top of the head down to the base of the spine. Initially it started at the top of the head. Now it starts at the top of the head and below the belly button, with both ends working towards the middle. Then the legs, with the arms not much delayed, have a nice electric feeling. The relaxation is very deep. Other things I’ve noted about these sessions. Sometimes there will be a sudden moment of physical relaxation, but there are other moments that feel as if a “file” has been “decrypted” in my brain. This feeling is different from a “Eureka” moment, as it’s not evident what has been unlocked and it doesn’t have the same excited feeling of discovery.
Sleeping can be challenging for me, but this field sends me to The Land of Nod quickly. (I wouldn’t suggest looping during sleep, as I noticed a bit of jaw tension when I did.) Dreams are vivid and often instructional. In one dream, I was on a train to Brussels departing out of the American Midwest talking to an actor. In another dream a comedian was taking apart a joke with an exploded diagram (I’m not in he performing arts, BTW.)
During the daytime, I would say the biggest change that I’ve noticed is an extra moment that allows me to redefine situations. That distracted driver who forced a quick reaction on my part is now just a part of driving, not someone a meriting a moment of particular scorn. It’s not so much that the field dampens the reactive mind—there’s just less of it to dampen. The solutions of letting things go or just choosing not to see ambiguous situations in the least favorable light have always been in place for me, but they just usually arrive 5-10 minutes too late. With this field, I realized that those solutions were always immediately there, the ego was just blocking them. I think a similar thing is going on with the brain “decryption” noted above.
Final note. The vibratory aspect is like a tuning fork, with a very long fade out, especially in the forehead. My sense is that this vibration makes it hard for energy clutter to stick to me, while other Sapien Medicine Fields seem to find their slot more easily.
As this my interaction with this field reveals more, I will update on this thread.
I’ve been using this field on loop for an hour while I go to sleep, does the trick for sure. I also use it after work to “reset” me, put me in a better state of mind.
Can someone explain why I get angry while listening to this or get into bad mood despite having very high level vibration? Didn’t feel like this at the start
My current journey for sure. It adds to another piece that has been shifting and merging for a while for me… that being my resistance to fully letting go into awakening. I’ve realized that my “self” has been pretty fractured along the way, and the self doesn’t want to let go because itself hasn’t felt integrated and whole, healed, and another huge surrender beyond that into dissolution is too much right now. Allows me to have some compassion and Learning to enjoy the layers and stages as they lead to a more integrated me, despite the ruptures. I’m feeling it’s a necessary step. And as you mention, maybe the fully expanded state isn’t necessarily the outcome, or what’s best this go around… who knows, but I’ll keep diving deep
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