Are you currently starting your morning with the audio named Energy Body/Aura Deep Clearing Cleaning available on Youtube and Patreon? Just be aware that it is said to clear the effects of audios listened up to 3 hours beforehand so best to listen in the morning.
So maybe start your morning with this to also help your other audios take better effect afterwards, especially the grief and loss recovery ones. I think in the short term it should probably start your morning until things get better and even then as maybe once weekly afterwards. It will help with the negative energy and thought forms/emotional fragments that grief can bring up.
From description
What this does is clear your entire energy system of built up junk and ‘psychic’ debris. With normal day to day living you build up a lot of negative non beneficial energies within your system that can affect you in the short and long term. Every negative emotional interaction usually creates a disturbance in your system.
This will clear out everything and wash over you helping you to return to being fresh and clean. I dont not suggest you use this after other energy work or (subliminals) since it will likely clear out those energies as well (not that it is negative, but it is something different than your natural system)
Maybe at some point also consider the following as you will likely benefit from it:
https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/new-release-aura-and-energy-body-repair/13342