Haha yes I was!
After a few days I’ve had some experiences which I don’t quite understand. I play this once in the morning and once before bed. I’ve been much calmer and happier since yesterday! But my other experiences;
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Throughout the day my face and head are full of oil and I feel very hot. Just my face and head, the rest of my body is normal. I’m guessing tours is my body’s way of removing toxins and old crap.
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I’m having dreams now. With aphantasia I hardly dream or remember them. Anyways the dreams I’m having since starting this audio always has me dying. Two nights ago I had 3 dreams of someone killing me (once by banging my head against a wall, second time threw me off a building and 3rd beat the hell outta me). My dreams are blind so i couldn’t see anything or see who it was. Last night’s dream was about a family member putting a snake on my bed. I just looked at the snake and it attacked my throat.
I understand death is probably my old self/ego dying off, but why someone who I don’t know attacking me and a snake that was brought by a family member?