I do not consider myself to be a sexually repressed guy and yet, after getting onto no fap, the concept of masturbation seems like such an abomination. One that I cannot picture or imagine any of the great leaders of the past doing (Prince Siddhartha, Yeshua, etc). Although I do not notice that much of a difference from not fapping in terms of extra energy or better concentration on my academics. It’s just that I’m a lot more proud of myself for not engaging in such a shameful act…
Also admittedly, it has become a part of my identity now for better or worse. This is partly why it took me only a couple of tries to not relapse at all and keep going!! I mean this is something right?