Speaking of this, this exact concept helped me get over all of my “heartbreaks” (not romantic only but generally) that felt very significant at the time.
I read it somewhere that even if it didn’t work out or anyway, that person gave you the feeling of love, it means you are capable of that and this exact person made you feel it again not someone else, so you should be thankful of that to them
And it really clicked.
I was very thankful and could finally let go( but with grace)
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No… It will just be in the shadows of my mind, configuring and disfiguring itself for when it shows to my minds eye
The light it’s presented by will change with time as it has
I used to see it under the light of shame and embarrassment, of letting him and myself down even
Now I see it under the light of acceptance
Yep, in case I ever needed a parachute, I had my clothes
Saved me
I was gonna be a gangster rapper lol
Oh I know… I just wanted to share:)
Yeah their instincts of heart control them, not their awareness
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There’s love to live in life
Love is the most beautiful thing
Reason for living in my eyes
It’s the most important thing to living
Love
I’m thankful for love and to be able to love
There will always be love
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Why? Like, not called to do so anymore?
Yeah, that’s really an issue 
Like, a serious one. My relative literally stopped cause he couldn’t go to work and use his brain on a computer after sparring lol
Damn
Yes
Compassion and kindness strongest of them all
O my God 
Bro, you have some stories
I can relate to that…a bit. We have hundreds of stray dogs outside our house and gotta fight for life each time going to store 
Also…I can hear them attacking victims every night under my window
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Yeah that’s why I’m even switching things up in my life
I’m going to get into calisthenics, running, boxing while weight lifting here and there
I no longer want to be 275 lbs
Thinking imma cruise around 215 now
I’m probably 200 now lol haven’t worked out in weeks and eating no where the same as I do when I’m on
Surely I’ll get 5 lbs heavier when I’m back after a week but depends on what I do, not sure really
Damn
Yeah and it’s not like it’s healed after a day either
He was probably a bit different for like 2 weeks
That’s sucks!
You know after I got attacked I was a bit traumatized
Started feeling a bit fearful from dogs
Took me like 5 months to get back to how I was
I walked by that growling pitbull being held at the collar by a homeless(?) women like “ah, dogs LOVE me, no worries”
Moment my shoulder passed them, SNAP, that dog was latched on my wrist lol
Wow damn lol
Oh I do
I closed myself in ways for some time but in recent times I stopped holding back
I used to be like
Why share this about me? Ego blah blah
You know, on spiritual pursuits
Now I’m like, it doesn’t even matter
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Yeah, and that’s when your arc with cockroaches began
Yeah but it doesn’t work out for everyone.
Balance is important, I agree
I understand.
No, it’s great you’ve had him in your life, this experience, this influence. And it’s great for him that he’s had you in his life.
Maybe in some parallel universe that gangsta rapper is influencing some young boy 
Wdym?
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I’ll respond tmr bro, it’s very late, gotta sleep 
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Actually!
That place didn’t have no cockroaches
It wasnt by a residential area that much in Oakland (well, it was like 2 blocks away lol but still)
So I’m sure the cockroaches hanged where people slept
The cockroach infested house was in San Jose (which I have crazy crazy stories about but wouldn’t share cuz it has to do with gangsters and stuff like that and I don’t wanna share these kinds of things on here)
Yesterday I was coming home
There was a cockroach at the door step right by the door
They always chill there so that when we open the door they come inside
It wasn’t easy to get it to go somewhere else before I can enter my house lol
It maybe wouldn’t have for me either if it weren’t for my old coach
I hope I didn’t make it harder for him to trust in a future prodegy of his
Maybe I developed trust issues in him
I hope not
I hope he sees life in a nicer way
I hope he’s doing better…
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Their hearts full of greed moves their body with out them being aware of themselves and their greed
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Okay, bon voyage!
Time to get ready for the fight tonight!..
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That sounds so funny 
Alright, have good time watching the fight! Byeee
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Thanks to you he has experience.
He’s not alone, by himself. He has his own guidance. He’s not helpless. He’s right where he needs to be, at the exact perfect place in life and all of his hardships and successes serve one purpose only - to eventually achieve what he wants in life. So, his experience with you was one brick in his life and a beautiful one.
And one day you can go and check on him and see that for yourself
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They hang there for the longest!
I saw this roach there just standing still at the step
Tried to get it to leave, went under the door
Took out the trash my mom left outside for me to take out when I get home, which took like 4 minutes
Came back and it was outside of underneath the door just standing still on the door step like 3 inches from the door again
It would only go under the door if I was persistent
It had no fear at all for me lol
Used a branch twig thing to get it out and it was adamant on staying near lol I had to keep pushing it to get it to take a hike
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Thank you Ro …
I needed to hear this
You’re right. He is indeed on his own path with his own guidance and he’s right where he belongs…
I hope in his path there is prosperity left and right
I know he’s changing the world, one champion heart at a time
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Tuning in!
Forgot Crawford beat Gamboa, that’s pretty crazy!
My friend pointed it out to me on a call while watching this montage in the pre fight, I was like damn!
They say “fight of the century”
My friend said maybe of this generation
That’s very true I think
Cuz this new generation I’m unsure of
Imagine if Crawford knocks out Canelo
That would be legendary
2 Crawfords fighting tonight lol
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I got what they are waiting for
xxx
Just got home from work. Perfect timing
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Crawford looks good at this weight, imo
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Physically I mean. Frame holds it well
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That was a good one
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