Resistance to being emotionally open

[anon36260187]

I’d say pause using all fields

[Zen]

Carry on, why you say that?

[anon36260187]

Pmed

[Star]

@Nice2knowU

Thank the delivery guy, the barista, the newspapers, etc. The gratefulness is probably closest to expressing love. Eventually you’ll get there

Some people die (with old age even) without realizing this profound truth.
So thank you for bringing this up.
This relates to that banalized saying that tells that love is in the little things… in the details. “Hiding” in the daily interactions with people we do sometimes in auto pilot.

The world needs this love, the attention to the person next to you, who is serving you and sometimes is struggling a lot inside. Your truthful gratefulness for their service to you can bright light to their heart… A chain reaction of love.

This is healing. For all

A lot of great advice to you here @Zen
You got this

[and_tg]

Taking a look at the Love Graviton might be useful.

Also, Maoshan posted some interesting things in another thread:

@Maoshan_Wanderer

• Do some form of active release exercise. Could be something specific like say EFT, Yuen Method, etc., or something generic like Going into the Heart Space.
• A few times a day, actively Let Go

I listened to the “Let Go” and “Going into the Heart Space” so far and they are really nice.

Best of luck to you.

[Zen]

Conjunction of Spheres (album)

Ahhh, got it, thanks! In that case, I personally would use this for “emotions” and Venus for the love-related emotions (affection, love, appreciation, enjoyment). Got it, thanks. Astrology is an art of interpretation (It’s a science of calculation, but it’s an art of interpretation) which means that everyone is going to bring their own flavor to the party. To me, Pluto’s “power” is akin to nuclear power, having been discovered at the same time as people were beginning to use nuclear power (fo…

@WellBeing

“Do you want transformation, like from a nuclear blast? Or do you want healing?”

I’ll like both, wouldn’t healing lead to transformation? a development of new behavior?

@WellBeing

Pluto’s gifts is to uncover what is hidden, which ties in nicely with your idea of “discovery.”

I didn’t know that, but that’s nice. I also added it because it’s the planet that rules my zodiac sign (Scorpio)

@WellBeing

You’re clearly not apathetic when it comes to your health, your body, your athletic prowess. You’re not apathetic when it comes to your friends (here, “out there,” and the cross-overs between the two). You’re not apathetic about Sapien fields and this forum.

this is true, i guess these are things i’m somewhat proud of (yet at the same time feel like i can’t express that too directly due to fear of my ego overstepping)

i can def see a sense of self worth affecting my life, as if I don’t deserve to be recognized for my work. Whenever I make something and others are congratulating me i would “rub” if off as nothing, don’t know if It’s cause i don’t want to act egotistical or because deep down i believe i don’t deserve to be recognized. I spend more time aiding others in their journey than i do on working on mine (if that’s any indicator) usually giving me a greater sense of wholeness.

@WellBeing

I wonder (and this might be a discussion better suited for your other thread) if the “issue” is really more of an issue of “expectations,” like “I should feel my emotions in this way or at this level, because that’s what I think other people do (or “…because that’s how other people have demanded of me”).”

No, i don’t think this might be the issue. I’m usually doing my own thing without the need of approval from others. As long as i’m not being disrespectful or rude.

@WellBeing

(It might just be that you don’t really care all that much about the people or topics that prompted your other thread [and that’s your right and freedom and call] in comparison to the topics I touched on above where you’re clearly not apathetic.)

it’s clearly an area where i put my time into yes so i suppose I show some more interest in, but it’s beyond that. I have a difficult time expressing to the greatest being(s) in my love for them, in fact i would have a much easier time express emotions when they are from anger should anything happen to them. I recognize this but don’t understand why I have a hard time expressing love and appreciation and not just the most important people in my life but everyone i could potentially come across.

(sorry if this is out of order, my mind.)