Look, man, I understand how frustrating and depressing it can be when your life, when aspects of your life are limited due to certain misfortunes. I myself have had to endure long times of feeling shortness of breathe and I can tell you it’s an every day battle (and I still have to face significant health issues). And yeah, I can imagine how frustrating it can be when ppl whom would you expect to help won’t reply to you. But it’s nothing personal, they simply have too much work to reply to everyone, even I didn’t get reply to most of what I wrote. It’s just life.
But man, trust me, you cannot measure your worth by sex and needlessly put your life onto others’ hands. It’s your life. And you can really find someone who will truly understand you. Understand that you don’t need to prove yourself to anyone, not even in sex. Someone doesn’t like you for it? It’s okay, you will find someone who is understanding.
I wish you lots of strength and can send some healing if u want.