Thank you so much for sharing this.
You really have my deepest heartfelt sympathy. TF journeys are definitely not for the faint hearted, it takes a hero’s bravery to endure it…so much immense pain is triggered during the process…it’s just too much to bear at times.
I’ve learnt to accept that separation a blessing in disguse… it’s absolutely necessary for the healing and growth of both parties.
Get healed, be happy and your Divine Feminine/Masculine will reflect this in their journey as well …maybe you’ll come back together and be able to serve the greater good in Divine partnership, which the main reason for TF’s coming together. The intense romantic love is just the reward for our service…and a major motivation to stay on the TF journey in the first place.
And like you, I’ve also learnt to let go and trust The Divine’s will.
I know whatever /whomever is meant for me is meant for me…no need to chase or fret as it can never be really lost. A human lifetime isn’t even a blink of the Divine’s eye…therefore, if not now, next time around.
Just my two cents…