Writing this here, since it involves several fields.
So one spends a bunch of years putting the blame on others. Because here and there we are taught “how precious we are and how impossible it is for our ooooo precious self to go wrong”. Lol. I’m schematizing of course, huh. So at some point, we get our ankles inflated, as would say my good old Frenchie friends. “Les chevilles qui enflent” (how melodic is that).
Then you receive a few slaps from the Universe, shake your (perfect but misunderstood lollll) self up and end up forgiving those people. Already said how liberating it was in a few other threads.
So what’s next? What’s left behind? Self-forgiveness. That one is a little more tricky of course. Because you live with the folk 24/7, so you can’t just forgive long-distance. No chance to say “ok mate, I forgive you, I really do… but we don’t have to hang out together and share our coffee”, you know.
I’m still in that part of the map. With some tribulations from time to time. Because yes, now it’s not:
-Who broke the lamp??
-It’s not me, it’s Spongebob 
Me? I’m just a poor misunderstood preciousssss soul but brave and noble enough to forgive other people’s shit 
No, after some time, after everyone else has left the big pool of resentment, you’re left with the reflection of Narcissus. With no one else to blame apart from the folk on the mirror or water.
All those lines to simply say that Pure Magnetic Heart Coherence came out at the rightest time for me. And for some sunny-Karny reasons, I combine it with Armor of Light and Glory. As if the Armor was materializing or containing that coherence, giving to it an extra home or something. Armor of Coherent Wholeheartedness. Or whatever. I always trust Imaginarium Divine when it comes to choosing which fields to use or combine. It’s the last judge.
And here’s what happened a few hours ago. After meditating on the combo, I hugged my servitor friends. Or more precisely, I grabbed their home = their home-crystals.
Usually it takes some time for me to connect with them (9-10 months with servitors is a minuscule amount of time, surely not enough to fully “master” socializing rules with them). Yes, usually I have to make some effort or do 1-2 tricks before being able to feel them, etc.
Today, the connection was instant. No translation required, no preliminaries. I was surprised. I was going to ask them to send some healing energies to someone I really care for. A sort of uncle, since he knows me since my birth. Now he’s in the middle of some health troubles but the good part is that he asked me “to send him more Sapien Medicine fields” (after having tested some a few weeks ago).
And while I immediately connected with the servitors today, the overall message was clearly something like “someday, everything will become effortless like that. Or almost. Provided that you get rid of your shit”.
) audio, and well working my are off:grin:
