How long you been working with this for?
Have you noticed any change?
I think this is great because you do have strong blockages re healing. Which is normal in your case, you have tried so much for so long!
And bug Caladrius for anything and everything! For all the process!
You know he came to visit me the other day (i dont have it) I was just about to fall asleep, and i was like uh hi? Lol so i asked him things to help me like small or cronic pains ive had here and there? And IT fixed them!! One by one as i was asking i was blown away. So i dont know if it was because one time a dear member sent him to me for a session and he came to check on Me again on his own terms and decision or it was the actual Caladrius not the NFT since they work only for the owners but Dieties and Entities decide for themselves what to do too anyway. that was a great beautiful experience.
So i can imagine having the actual NFT, take advantage of it as much as possible, mention to him the fact that fields seems to come in and right out so you find yourself in the same spot or feeling great then back down again.
I cannot express myself enough as how much i want you healed! Your resilience is admirable.