Hello, this is my first post, if I’m going against any forum rules please let me know.
The past few weeks I’ve been experiencing a lot of new things, one of which is internal orgasm (I’m a guy)(I’m assuming it is an internal orgasm). I feel I need to explain how I got here quickly.
Basically, I used Sapien’s Internal Alchemy audios for a couple of weeks and eventually after using the Transmuting energy one I thought I could do it myself, so I directed the energy (felt like an electrical ball) from the lower dian tian to the ass and up the spine to the brain. Ended up experiencing what felt like electrical currents all over my body, followed by white light and my body shook (eyes were closed). After that I could feel the chakras, energy body, etc. This is the point where I started to experience what I think are internal orgasms.
Basically what happens is whenever I’m relaxed and have sexual urges, warm energy from my balls transmutes up my spine up to the brain. After that, my balls start to get sucked into my body basically and I start to experience this warm/electric feeling all over my body. It’s really scary because my balls shrink and get sucked into my body and I start to panic because it feels like I’m going to lose them lol. Eventually after hours it stops, but this is really affecting my life. I cannot sleep or anything, maybe 1 to 2 hours a night. And the process starts to happen whenever I’m relaxed/have sexual urges, so basically at night when trying to sleep.
I’d like to stop this from happening because I don’t know what will happen and I’d like to refrain from losing my balls lol. I appreciate any help on this topic, thanks.