Stuck in toxicity. Need a push through

Please suggest me which to play.

Assume it should be free right?

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Patreon has an Environmental Sevitor as well. So when you aren’t around or can’t play fields you will still have access to it.

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Yes please.

Thank you.
Is it enough to have it on my phone opened as a picture?

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Yes. It’s enough for interaction. From there you can assign him the requests to be taken care of, for several hours at a time.

But also @Mr.Nobody will let you know of fields etc

This is just something to be closer to you 24/7 and on command

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Right. I forgot they are servitor rather than a field.
I will adopt them into my life.
Thank you Desiree.

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Radiate Positivity
White Light Waves

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I do use these in private.
But I haven’t tried to do so around them.
I will try.
Thank you.

Desiree, I have a question about the environmental servitor.
I now have patreon subscription, but I will not be extending it further next month.
Will the servitor still work for me after I’m no longer a patron?
Thank you.

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Noo it’s designed to work only if you’re a patron but hey! It also works for the $1 tier!

Also maybe in few weeks from now with the next Patreon round, the environment will have become so much better that you won’t need the environment one! And can handle with free fields to maintain a good spirit inside your house!

(update: it doesn’t! Works for $4.5 and $22 tiers only)

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I didn’t know there is $1 tier.
That would do.
Thank you Desiree.

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White Light Waves is really good also - thanks for the reminder!
But what matters is that you, as much as possible stay unaffected by them
The children part is tricky, but you can always ask the sevitors to protect them
And keeping the environment clean should gradually help also
It’s easier said than done, I understand
But then, if you’re not conforming you’re seeing their true colors
And you’re not conforming - you have changed
It’s for the better for everyone just to be unaffected by each other
Your own self too, because while acceptance is there, there is something that wants what a different attitude can offer
Actually here is where alchemical childhood can come in very handy almost instant
But sometimes we also don’t wanna face that
It is just many lanes in one main street
And you have to cross some and walk through some
And in between all of this find what keeps you, yourself.

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I appreciate your support and soothing words, my friend.

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Feel better :) :heart:

Also if these help you feel more supported, see if you can play the new Grace and Comfort, Light at the Dawn, or the new alchemies

The Alchemical Revision of Trauma

Alchemical Revision of Inner Self Love

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White is also the color of detachment.

(purity under all circumstances since it changes to whatever wants etc)

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I will try all these newer ones now
Thank you :heart:

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I wonder if there is a link between this and me suddenly starting loving the colour white.
I always loved black and White was meh to me, too bright. Now my preferences changed 180 degrees.
Speaking of white, having typically green aura throughout entire life, I was told I now have some white sprouting. I read it means I am aligning my chakras.

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Don’t feel suicidal over them being toxic, they aren’t constricting your freedom and and aren’t wronging you, right? You said that they do that to other people much more than you. What you should do with your freedom is enhance yourself and help others. Oversensitivity to others suffering will only damage you.

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Thank you, I understand :white_heart: