Ok I will buy it, Body dysmorphia has been affecting me for so long
You can sort of try this field out by test-driving one of the components of this field for free: The Alchemical Revision of Childhood and see you like that.
Of course, the ABotP will be greater than each of the sum of the 2 components but you can give yourself a little taste.
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Iāll try the whole alchemical series with new perspectives in the end to heal detox
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Let us know how you enjoy that!
This makes perfect sense!
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Iām so in love with this field.
To me, this isnāt only the blueprint of the past, but it can be the blueprint of anything that you feel you lack, built up from the accumulated experiences that have shaped you.
The biggest one for me is the blueprint of love and support.
I would say that is the biggest thing that I feel I wasnāt given enough of growing up.
There are two aspects of this Iāve noticed since using this field.
My family and close ones are giving more love and support, itās like theyāre making it up for me somehow. But also, Iāve had new perspectives about events in the past, why did it happen, and how much love and support my parents were trying to give me even though they might not have been offered that in their childhood.
Somehow, I think was still lucky to grow up in my family.
And oh the music, itās not complex, itās simple but it sounds very endearing to me, it sounds like a journey deep into the past, like a loving light, gently spreading its way even to the darkest corners of the soul.
And the profound changes begin.
I canāt recommend this one enough!
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I meant to be sensible here,
Only listen once twice at the most.
But one thing led to another and I listened to it eight times yesterday and thrice today so far.
Itās not really like me to do that and Iām not suggesting it -
But the way this feels.
It feels like (and I mean this in the best way) someone turns you inside out and puts you through the car wash
Like your soul is getting hit with the fire hose
It feels like some combination of a workshop, shamanic journeying, a time machine
I found myself unable to resist going back and facing the āpop up book of crapā that sometimes, because itās repressed, comes to knock at the door and haunt you while youāre just taking a walk or something
Itās too early to say definitively but I feel like if this could talk to me and tell me what itās doing, it would say something like this:
Hi! Hereās all the crap. All of it, thereās that, and that, and that. Yep, there it all is. Letās take a look at it aaaaand now look at it again. Does it feel the same? No? Youāre welcome.
I find myself, once thinking about a memory while listening to this, unable to think of it in the same way after. Itās not that the meaning has changed (yet)(although that is a good practice assigning new meaning to things), itās that I am not experiencing it in a way where it actually harms me in the present the same way it did in that moment.
Im sitting here right now actively attempting to bring up one of the memories that would definitely hurt three days ago if I played the memory clip again and it feels like there is a buffer. A little space.
Iām not feeling emotional fallout, no anger or anything like that, maybe itās because some of these memories Iāve processed over and over and itās just time to put them to bed.
Thank you for creating this field Captain, I do feel that this will have profound changes on my being and the level of a general sense of peace in my life.
P.s. definitely heard a short mosquito or fly sound real quick in the beginning, just passing through
I wonder what the mosquito symbolizes in the fields
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This.
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I tried the Alchemical Revision of Childhood and had several dreams which changed midway and then ended positively. I had listened to BPOL last year. I just started this yesterday and this is very powerful.
Last night I had a dream which I donot want to describe in detail and today i was like, dont give a damn or you know not bothered. I felt strong emotionally. I can control my emotions, like I am more in control. Today just I listened for the 2nd time and I felt a bit scared.
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So, I did have a troublesome childhood - but it depends on what you mean by childhood. Age 1-5? Not very troublesome i believe. Age 8-20? Disaster, death, alcoholism, abuse. I threathened to kill myself multiple times at the age of 10 already. (standing at the window from fifth floor just balancing myself on my toes pretty much).
Also, love was not a word used in my household. I did not learn that word until I was 14 I think.
Iām interested to know what ages childhood is defined as. Since 0-5 i believe is where we soak up all information like sponges.
Would you say Iād be better off with this one instead of BOL alone? If I could only pick one.
The free version made me bawl my eyes out (Revision of childhood). So there was definitely a release there. Only other audio that did that was Shatachandi.
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Hi
I didnāt restrict myself to believe that it is only effective for childhood traumas. Intention is key in energy work. I have intended the audio to heal different stages of my life all way to my 50s. Lots of burping and yawning (thatās my sign of energy moving)
Encourage you to experiment and see how it works.
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As a first purchase, would you guys say BPOL or this one? Both are fairly top tier it seems but I can only afford one.
Edit. It will be BOL.
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Great choice
Iāve personally always considered childhood to be 1-8 years old, or at least individually for each person up until puberty hits.
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Can this be listened to by children? If yes what age onwards?
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Sure, children have pasts, too. And healing their traumas gives them more strength, resilience and brighter outlooks as they head into their future.
Iād say from the age that they can clearly communicate to you any discomfort or pleasure theyāre experiencing from this field. Since you canāt know what theyāre experiencing, youāll need them to tell you (as best they can) especially to make sure youāre not overloading them and so that you can help them work through any discomfort that this field may bring up for them.
Similarly, Iād start them off s l o w l y with this field, just like you gently ease them into their baths, you know?
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My daughter is age 6. Do you think that is appropriate for this field?
How does this differ from crucible of the past?
Crucible of the past could be like lineage of BoPast.
BoPast
Crucible of the Past
Childhood Revision
I personally wouldnāt do that. Environmental fields for kids should be enough.
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