I stayed connected with Panther today for around an hour and a half, it might have even been longer.
I have my NFTās printed in A4 size on my bedroom wall and I feel like there is more energy from the bigger sized NFTās, it might not be true but I seem to get a better connection while focusing on the bigger ones. But anywayā¦This is one of the craziest NFTās I have to date.
I stayed focusing on the eyes again, this time I kept fighting on through the crazy energy it was sending through my body, loads of anxiety also at the beginning but I stuck with it. Then my eyes started going so hazey that I thought my eyesight was going. It was like a mirage on the NFT and my eyes. It was literally like everything was turning hazey white and I couldnāt really see properly anymore but i kept with it and my third eye was pulsating so much with pressure also. This was after maybe 10 minutes. Then I felt āinvincibleā would be the word I would describe. Still in meditation mode while staring at Panther, I spread my arms out and felt every muscle in my body tense up like I was about to run through a wall but I was still focused and very alert, instead of a fit of rage type scenario which was cool. What was nice was even if I lost focus for a couple of seconds, I still stayed in a meditative state. I always see a light purple colour while meditating and that never left even when I lost focus for a few seconds or more.
I then took the chance to ask my new friend for some help with healing, removing blockages, negative energy and trauma while still staring at it. Iām not even sure if all of these types of things are part of Panther but it was the first thoughts that ran through my mind to ask. I usually feel so heavy, like my whole body is full of metal and I just keep dragging myself around (I think this is from trauma) but after asking to help remove this stuff, I felt so light, like what a body is supposed to feel like. The heaviness is back now again tonight but i know there was a nice bit removed from me, i can feel it. While keeping eye contact I spread my arms out again and it felt like everything was leaving out through my fingertips with little zaps of energy. Then my lower lower back started vibrating like crazy in the middle (root or sacral chakra maybe?)
All during this my eyes were still so hazey, if I didnāt know any better I would have thought I was losing my eyesight it was that intense while staring at the NFT on the wall. Then I moved my focus from Panther to my other NFTās and thatās when things got even cooler.
I first moved to Pegasus and it looked like he was jumping up and down and almost getting ready to fly off. The eye in the Enviromental Transformer Servitor kept moving in circular motions and the rest of the pic changing shape. Eternal felt like it was coming out of the page and moving up and down (I was hoping for the snake to start moving but theres always tomorrow ). Caladrius while looking at it, the wing that is not spread out, spread out like it was ready to take flight with the wings moving and I think the legs were moving also. This was an amazing experience, so I thought Iām connected pretty deep now, so I may as well take advantage of it, and i used it to gain a deeper connection with all of my NFTās and each one has been the strongest connection that I had felt to date so that was great.
The energy Caladrius engulfed in me was something magical, I felt like every fibre of me was being being insanely rejuvenated and I felt like I was holding on to an electric fence it was so powerful. I asked for the healing abilities of Caladrius to be put in through my body and to come out my hands so I can help use it to heal my infection on my lower leg. I put my hand over it for maybe half an hour and there was burning and prickly stinging pains in my hand while doing it and the Cellulitis started to fade in colour on my leg and the pain and burning there is now gone!!! Today has been mind blowing really but im trying my best to be chill about it. I have some crazy pain in my head and forehead from it all day though but thatās all good, totally worth it.
This NFT is mind blowing, thanks @Ugninis and all others who were involved in the group who helped Cap bring this beauty to life. Just now coming into bed i focused on it again for 5 mins and the hazeyness happened again but thatās enough for tonight. Tomorrow Iām putting all my focus into Caladrius and I canāt wait to see what unfurls even more with that now after todayās experience with it after getting a helping paw from Panther