The Crucible of the Past

Looking forward to your update, I think our scoliosis is more or less closely related to our inner emotions and the past.

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Thank you for sharing, I hope by sharing your story here you got a little bit of ownership back of your identitiy. I wish you all the best in your journey back to your true self and I sincerely hope this field will relieve you of the burden of your past, and transmute it into growth and confidence towards the future.

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def. before you should listen to new perspectives (or outlook retainer).than that. i have listened to emotional release beforhand but the audio is overwhelming neverdeless. very responsible work is needed.

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Iā€™ll have to agree it pulls out a lot of stuff. Iā€™ve had to use enegry blockage removal (after the longest time of not needing it), emotional release, even the base crucible amongst others. Though I should have tried the personal emotional mental supporter in hindsight :joy: Thereā€™s one mentioning pure magnetic heart coherence too, I think thatā€™s a great combo too.

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This has been the most transformative field I have ever had, and I only bought it yesterday. I almost didnā€™t, thinking it was ā€œtoo lateā€ in the month since my theme for this month was healing/releasing the past. However, for that reason I felt a strong push to buy it anyway. Iā€™m glad I did.

On my first listen today, I was put into a relaxed state, I felt a sort of bliss. Then, near the end, it felt like an emotional dam was beginning to crack and leak. I felt this voice and sentiment in my mind, which was something along the lines of ā€œitā€™s okay, you donā€™t have to be hurt. You can let go. You are worthy of love and acceptance. You are loved.ā€ And at that point, I broke.
On my second listen, I was uncontrollably bawling my eyes out the entire time lol. The dam had fully broken, and it was like I was releasing whatever suppressed emotions and trauma I had been holding on to. Iā€™m sure there is still more to be released, so I look forward to a profound healing experience.

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Spot on Mctoran! I just bought this field yesterday, too. Whoa! Get in, Buckle up, and Hold on! Lol

We are the Powerful, Stong, Loving Individuals we are Because of our Trials by Fire. We are those little lumps of coal that withstood the tremendous heat & pressure to become beautiful sparkling diamonds! Our experiences and our reactions to them, are what shape who we become later in our lives.

What would it feel like to retain everything that we have blossomed to be because of our past traumas, everything that we learned pushing up through that mud to blossom as the lotus, and have the magic of Dreamweaver remove the pain/trauma associated with those painful experiences?

Not erasing the experiences that have allowed us to blossom later in our lives, but keeping them there in a more benign way. So that we could further expand into our truer, even more radiant selves without the pain that sometimes surfaces when we least know it. Would we not be able to expand even further without something triggering a feeling of that pain?

Would we then be able to blossom into our fullest potential, if Captain was somehow there to hold the hands of our little frightened inner child giving encouragement? Supporting us, helping us to push through that mud to blossom even fuller, more fragrant, more colorful than we could ever achieve on our own?

That is what this field does. Read the description, again. This is important. I know that most of us have done a stupendous job of healing ourselves over the years, as have I. What I am trying to say is that the pain is still there at some level for you, too, maybe? Perhaps you defend what happened to you when you couldnā€™t always fight back, and you were accepting of the pain/trauma you experienced as you were aware enough to realize that these painful events transformed you into what you are today. You, I, can only release so much pain as we can by ourselves and a few teachers along the way. However with Dreamweaverā€™s Cruciple of Past we can have our ā€œCake and Eat it Tooā€! Lol. We can retain what we have learned from said teachers, remove said pain from our energetic signatures, perhaps pain over lifetimes even, and surface on the other side holding Dreamweaverā€™s hand.

You and I need this field. Itā€™s not something on your wishlist with some extra available cash. This is alchemy. Dreamweaver alchemy. Give yourself a New Years Eve present that will give you the Best New Year ever!

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An update. This gave me the impression over the years i had discarded many aspects and pieces of my self to make room for all the baggage and emotional junk iā€™ve accumulated and essentially reversed this process leaving me the feeling of reuinification with something long assumed lost. pretty f ing cool man ;)

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Thatā€™s the way I tend to see things too. A nuance however, itā€™s possible to use techniques like those to revisit the past without changing it, but to see it with current knowledge/perspective. In the example I gave above ! was 5 and the situation made such a profound impact that it lead to certain patterns repeating themselves throughout my life (thinking I was responsible for fixing things for people because they couldnā€™t do it for themselves). Today I know that people who make others suffer suffer themselves, they truly donā€™t know any better and that fixing things for people is taking their power away from them, that no one can really do it on someone elseā€™s account. But even knowing this, I wasnā€™t able to let go of the pattern in the now. I didnā€™t actually change the event per say. But I relived it from my 5 year old self forgiving myself and my parents, which transcended the pattern today.

Not having tried the field, I canā€™t say for certain what it does, but for someone who canā€™t afford it at this time that wishes to keep the lesson while letting go of what makes them suffer, it might be worth looking into :slight_smile: Iā€™d imagine using Alchemical Crucible would help the process too!

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WOW! What a moving thing to read (maybe in part because I related to a lot of the things you describe).

If you donā€™t mind my asking, can you elaborate on this? Iā€™m curious :slight_smile: You said you left the post deliberately vague so of course no worries if you donā€™t feel like talking about it!

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It feels like these are the most beautiful and necessary tears that Iā€™ve ever experienced. They were flowing within seconds

What kind of magic is this

My goodnessā€¦

Should give a warning with this field lol ā€œhugs / tissue/ comfort neededā€

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I genuinely believe this is one of the best field Dream has ever made to this dateā€¦
My experience is even deeper than the Blueprint of Life or the Exalted State.

I still canā€™t believe all of its work in 72h and how traumatized I was.

This is erasing all traumas, all negativity, everything that is obstructing our true self to come to the surface :seedling:

Iā€™m genuinely feeling like Iā€™m being given a second life since its release, no other field did that so deeply for me.

Thank you so much Cap :pray::heart:

Will be keeping an eye on that thread for the weeks & months to come for sure :blush:

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So far, this one is my favorite among the Crucible series. Thanks @El_Capitan_Nemo.

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You guys remember that post from @anon51280824 about the The Smart Cord Cutter Field: New Release - #31 by anon46520955?

I can confidently say this field does exactly the same for our past and anything it entails.

Like for most beings here on Earth, there has been some heavy heavy stuff in my lineage, some of those that happened not so long agoā€¦

Iā€™ve started working on it a few years ago, then assisted my relatives concerned in their own processes, but this would move very slowly in the physical due to how crystalized those traumas were.

I thought itā€™d take a few more years before it comes to the surface (dĆ©jĆ -vu while Iā€™m writing this btw) and one of the main victim in my family found the courage to open up in our private circle 3 days ago.

Since it has become public and so much more is coming to the surface, with a big part of the family acting as one.

There will be many actions to take in the physical and this is not easy, but Iā€™m truly blown away by this quick unfolding.

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Ok, hereā€™s my funny experience with this field. Iā€™ve only had it for 2(?) days. Granted Iā€™ve been playing it a bit during those few days.

This morning I woke up to the music of this field stuck in my head. I canā€™t remember the last time thatā€™s happened to me with a field. I didnā€™t even play it last night. But this morning itā€™s like looping, on its own, in my head. :rofl:

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This interestingly has been happening with me too :grin:
In my case Iā€™ve been looping it for some time, but still, it never happened with other melody in the same manner.

This field is just Wow.
I decided to get it as for me it seems to be the final key in my - long - journey of healing.
Other thing thatā€™s been happening while the melody is in my head is that I have a ā€œmovieā€ of my life playingā€¦ Wounds Iā€™ve been accessing on my own during the years kind of accommodate themselves in a bigger puzzle of events. Itā€™s a flow.
My mind also feels different so far.

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For those who have The Entwining Worlds of Beauty and Joy try playing that after The Crucible of the Past.

I find The Crucible of the Past to be cathartic and a lightening of being and then The Entwining Worlds of Beauty and Joy uplifts you afterwards. Letting go of the past and enjoying the present while looking forward to the future. Perfect for ending 2021 and beginning 2022.

I did The Crucible of the Past x3 followed by Entwining Worlds of Beauty and Joy x3.

The Entwining Worlds of Beauty and Joy is an enhanced blend of The Inner Pillar of Power and Memories of Joy so you can try those instead if you donā€™t have The Entwining Worlds of Beauty and Joy.

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listen to ā€œThe Black Mirrored Stone Shieldā€ before listening to ā€œthe crucible of the pastā€, you will see it works on another level.

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Clearing your cache is what this field does for you.

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So far I notice the inner heat while listening. I am deeply fatigued to the point of my body feeling achy and Iā€™ve been excessively yawning. Also my feet faucets are turned on (cold feet with tingling sensation). I have played grounding/heart coherence but I think I just need to give it time to release.

Iā€™m looking forward to feeling lighter :)

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