Vibes #1
-Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
I did 3 cycles, first cycle was my first time ever hearing this audio; I could feel the vibrations moving, I was just amazed by the audio so all I could feel at the moment was a “wow, I really like this” effect and it felt good. 2nd cycle was slow to start because I was not keeping my mind quiet, but eventually a few childhood memories popped up and took me on a trip down memory lane, sad feelings, I released on them between 2nd and 3rd cycle. 3rd cycle was to really get everything out and checking of the work. Overall really calm and relaxed. I feel like something lifted off in the 3rd cycle (would this audio help during the goal release?)
-Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
The candle exercise was a little more challenging than I expected. At first I was thinking a lot, I had many thoughts just running thru my head about the exercise and how I was doing. Once I was able to silence my thoughts the flame seemed bigger and brighter; it started to move a lot almost as if it had a life of its own. Towards the end of the exercise I noticed I was dozing off but I kept trying to keep focus.
-Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
I chose security of all the three Goals. In the beginning of my 1st cycle it was hard to feel it or bring up feeling of “I Love You”. The “I’m sorry” and “please forgive me” steps did make a difference but I know with practice I will to learn hppv2 and I’ll get better. As I tried to dive into the feeling I got a lot of visuals and sounds very easily. As I settled into it more I got a lot of resistance, doubts, fear and anxiety. I kept working at it and and eventually I felt this line shoot up within me and a explosion within my chest area. Afterwards it was easier to bring up the feeling of I love you as well as feel the goal on command.
On my 2nd cycle I was feeling joy, good feelings overall and my mind was blank. As I got into the 3rd cycle to check my work I got emotional, I released it until I was no longer able to feel the negative feeling.
-Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
I forgot to end my tasks with giving my self love in the first few cycles of each task and I made sure to do it on the few last cycles. I did however give myself that feeling of love throughout the day and it felt amazing. I was being carried by the feeling all day like mini boosts of happiness. Everything seemed to flow thru the day with no effort. I also realized how many negative thoughts I feed into during the course of the day and now I’m able to stop them.
I’m still new to the audios and how they work. I did come across a brief explanation of how they work; that being said I tried the torsion field, plasma light and Schumann exercises. The torsion field was easy just thinking. Plasma Light was challenging as I kept losing focus on the feeling part and had to keep coming back to it. I really enjoyed the Schumann, I can see how each has its effects specially the Schumann for grounding.