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Vibes #5

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

Yes, 5 circles.

  • hardly any blockages to release
  • immediately started entering a trance and seeing visions
  • several pictures popping up
    – but no feeling
    – could associate some with fears, but have no idea with others
  • two big releases in my heart area
  • felt huge amounts of positivity during the end

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

Yes.

Did 12 minutes in the morning and had a realization about holding my focus, during the last minutes of it. Began a second 10 minute candle meditation right away and it went even smother than the first.

Not the refreshing feeling from yesterday, but I did the exercise right after waking up.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

Yes continued to work on Energy Body and was able to release it completely. Then the goal naturally morphed into Chakras and worked on that for 8 releases.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love?

Yes and it felt better than yesterday.

Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day?

Yes much more often, than the whole week. Though I see now, that my problem is depth. I need to make some time to hold the feeling longer, whenever I give myself love.

How do you feel overall?

Felt really good, nearly all day. Day to day focus is getting clearer.

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Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes, 2x. Lot of release in the heart area.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
I only did it once, actually this time it didn’t go that well, it was a bit too close to the start of the workday so it was more difficult to keep my mind empty.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
No… I did however follow your recommendation Angel, went back to the first lesson.
I realize now what the biggest issue was for me - you do say to start easy and I did the opposite - this was not on a conscious level (“I’ll do this differently!”), rather just… My brain didn’t notice that piece of information or I didn’t realize that I was doing it wrong when I put the list together.
Anyway, I made a new list and released 8 items, related to food, bullying and relationship.
Feels like if I bring up love strong enough, really with full focus, one or two cycles are enough per topic - I do however have to keep up the LOVE and focus for quite a while to make sure it collapses. I would say I do 1-3 minutes of the love part each round. If I do this strong enough, it’s pretty hard to find the negative feelings after. However I did notice that sometimes the original sensation is gone, but another comes (for me it seems to be original sensation with these topics in heart, it’s released in the first round, then second round throat)
Also I found myself quite often with a slight smile on my face :)

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes, yes.
Overall I felt calm, I had these bursts of love through the day which were random. I went outside to get some fresh air, I do live in an objectively beautiful place with mountains and lake, but this time I was just looking at in like wow… Woww… if it wasn’t for a meeting I think I would have stayed standing there for a long time.

Anything else you wish to add…
The plan is now to collapse the rest of the 20 topics tomorrow, as well as review the 2nd lesson and specifically the goal releasing. The added difficulty tomorrow is that I am spending the day hiking in the snow in the mountains, so I’ll be dead tired… I wanted to do more topics today because of this, but by the end I was too tired and kept losing focus.
I also did a round of each chakra audio while releasing (I did randomly have tears in my eyes here while releasing something); also released the full hour of Project Kundalini in the morning. It’s a meditation I was going to do anyway so I figured I might as well try the method.
Ehm… Im a bit shy to mention this but I notice also some increased psychic activity.

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Vibes Entry #5

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

  • I did, it kinda felt like yesterday. I had moments of silence amidst invading thoughts that I can shut down more or less easily. Some thoughts are just whispers that I can barely hear.

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

  • Well, this evening was quite uncomfortable. I didn’t have to dig at all, after a few minutes in the first round I started to expel black smoke from my abdomen by breathing out heavily. It went on endlessly for about 3 rounds. Then I felt something solid to expel, and it was like I was about to (really) vomit, I had spasms trying to eject that black thing. I successfully got rid of it then expelled some more black smoke. It finally started to thin out during the fifth round and I took the opportunity to fill myself with some well deserved Love. Then I felt another chunk of solid black and I painstakingly vomited it. Then more shadow. Then I felt black goo in my belly and it took loooooooong minutes to evacutate it. After that, I stopped, feeling empty and exhausted. I filled myself with Love again and rested blissfully slumped in my armchair while my belly was gurgling. There is still blackness inside, but this is for another day. And it doesn’t weigh me down. I feel its presence but I’m fine with it, like “oh ok, today was round 1, let’s meet tomorrow for round 2, going to bed now, bye :wave:”.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

  • I released security related things during the day, related to situations I encountered. I had planned to do a more thorough session after the amygdala exercice, but … oh heck, let’s do a quick “security” release.
  • Well, focusing on “security” made me expel some black shadows again. So, to be continued tomorrow.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

  • I gave myself some Love throughout the day, after my session and I will in a few minutes before sleeping. After the amygdala exercice, this Love felt more natural than it had before.

Anything else you wish to add…

  • I totally approve of waiting until Tuesday. I still feel too much turmoil inside me (less now, though). It was also an opportunity to release some ego bullshit :wink:
  • Thank YOU for all your help and kindness and for sharing your story and your knowldedged with us :heart:
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HPPv2 #5
I listened to the Amygdala audio twice this morning and twice again this evening.
Today pains were centred more on “fear of not being accepted”, “fear of not being chosen”, “fear of not fitting in”. I collapsed and released each one as they revealed themselves. Ended the session lovingly telling myself that I am good enough and that I am worthy of being accepted. It seems I haven’t yet fully released what I was working on last week.

Since Sunday I have found that each day I am able to gaze at the candle for a bit longer. I think yesterday I was trying too hard again but I was a lot happier with today’s session.

Today I collapsed and released all resistance that came up with my goal “Security” Tomorrow I intend to go through each of the comments I jotted down over the course of this week and see if I have successfully collapsed them.

Loving myself at the end of my sessions is becoming a treat for me. All pains are still in my heart area. Even though I tried gently loving one particular ache I found a lot of resistance, so I decided to use HPP1 instead and it dissolved quickly. It seems this one needed me to say “I’m sorry” “Please forgive me” to it.

Overall I feel good. I felt I got a lot done today. Even though I still need to practice learning how to focus for longer periods while gazing at the candle, I found that at work I focused a lot more and crossed off most of my to do list.

Observations:
I feel truly blessed and honoured to be one of your students. I have been wearing BPIL for just under a year. I know I was guided to this Forum just as I know I was guided to do your course. You came into my life at the perfect time!

Each day I look forward to the day’s video. I found yesterday’s one to be very motivational and made me excited of things still to come. Today’s video was spoken from the heart making it more special. Thank you for opening up and sharing your journey with us. I like how I can relate to you because we seem to have similar pasts.

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Vibes #5

-Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

On today’s cycles I felt a sense of calmness and tingling sensation all over. I was so calm I fell asleep twice and woke up feeling like I was on a cloud.

-Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

Today’s candle exercise felt like I was in a trance. I was completely focused with minimum interruption. I see the difference from day 1 and how much easier it has gotten.

-Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

I released on my goal the entire day. It was the first cycle I did as soon as I woke up. By the end of the day I felt like I was radiating that security I released on.

-Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

I ended all my tasks with love, and made sure to randomly give myself love. It was like coasting thru the day.

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Vibes #5

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

I ran the cycle twice, while listening I couldn’t find a feeling and didn’t want to try and bring up anything “forcefully”

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

Today I noticed I was a lot more distracted when doing my candle exercise, like something/someone was trying to get my attention and I wasn’t able to focus for more than 4 mins at a time.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

I released my goals of “security” with how my new few months are looking I’m feeling extremely secure despite the pay cut I’ll be getting.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

honestly, didn’t really give myself much love today.

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Vibration Input #5

Did you do your exercise with candles, how did you find it, is it getting easier?

Yes, I did it was better than before, I feel that little by little I connect more with that flame, it relaxes me and makes me feel at peace with myself.

Did you do your Amygdala and Liberation cycles, what did you experience?

To be honest, today I released it.

To be honest, today I didn’t release as much as before, I felt more at peace, very calm, nothing deep, just at the beginning some pressure in the chest but then it went away quickly, vibrating in mor and gratitude makes a big difference.

Did you run cycles in your target release, what did you experience?

What did you experience?

Peace, tranquility, centeredness, in fact I consider that I am at a point where I feel that I have already worked enough on that goal at the level of emotions, I already firmly believe it and it is for me something that is manifesting in reality in a way not seen before. I feel that I take that goal for granted, however, I will continue until Tuesday with the same goal.

Did you finish your tasks by giving yourself Love? Did you get that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

Giving myself love has been a norm during the day today, I feel it becomes more natural for me to be in this state, there is no need to remember it is a chore, I just feel in love, most of the day, sometimes automatically, I connect easily with this feeling.

Anything else you wish to add…

Today 5:00 am, in the early morning I had a great learning, the #1 thing I started with during HPPV1 was harassing me all this time, in fact it did for years, all that accumulated shit is over today! for ever! today I realized that I was asleep for so many years, today I realized that I am really in charge, today I realized that I took back control of my life, today I woke up from that damn nightmare to never sleep again!!! I am sorry if this is hard guys but I am really convinced of that, these are not words and I am not repeating anything from other people, everything I say in this part are my words, today I took back control of my life and I am in command of my ship!!!. If this whole process brought me to this point and if all I could accomplish with me this course is to have brought me to this point, (I know that this course has much more to give of course it does) then I could say that I leave satisfied in a 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% because this realization, I did not achieve it even in the best university of my country, even paying almost the money of a whole new car! With this I say goodbye and thank @anon22855873 for helping me to get to this point!!! it was what I really needed to enjoy my true freedom!!!

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Debrief regarding Vibes Entry #5 and my evacuation of blackness yesterday evening, after a good night sleep

I’ve always felt my stress, anxieties and fears in my abdomen and in my chest. They twist my guts, they cling to my insides, they fill me with tensions, they ruin my appetite. They’ve been all over me for a few weeks and I could shake them with HPPv1 and 2 but they still clang. I could feel peace at times but they were there ready to plant their claws inside me a moment later.

When I woke up today, there was a center of peace in my belly. It felt immutable, it felt powerful, it felt liberating/liberated. At last ! I thought of stressful things and sure I felt their claws, but there were nothing or little for them to cling to. They mostly washed over me. Not completely, there was still blackness to evacuate. But the result is already phenomenal !

Emotions used to shaked me pretty easily, also. Like a reed in the storm. The peace in my belly is a rock. I feel it anchoring me down, I don’t feel like a reed anymore, I’m a tree now ! Well, a tree in the making :wink:. But it feels so good !

Thank you so much @anon22855873 ! :two_hearts:

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Vibes #6 (Saturday)
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. About the same as yesterday, no major shifts, but definitely easier to release than a few days ago.
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes, this is easy like routine now, not a hard task, and when the mind wanders its easy to pull it back.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. Not much coming up to release but a couple of small topics, feeling neutral afterwards.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes this is fun to do during the day now. I get a physical sensation. Sometimes I confuse the love feeling with a sort of joy/laughter feeling which sends goosebumps down my arms but I guess there’s not much harm in that - it’s pretty positive either way.
Anything else you wish to add…
Great to hear your story Angel. Interesting to understand how things have pieced together over the years for you and the challenges you’ve faced. Congratulations on everything you’ve overcome and thanks for sharing everything with us. Onward and upward.

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Vibes Entry #6 (aka Cleansing Day #2)

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

  • My mind seems less chatty after yesterday’s cleanse. It’s still not easy but there’s progress.

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

  • Same thing with both : blackness to be expelled as smoke, goo or solid chunks. I expelled regularly during the day but there are still much to do.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

  • Now that a lot of shadows are already gone, the feeling of Love comes more easily and lasts longer.

Anything else you wish to add…

  • I’ve been thinking about my expelling process today and I’m not crazy about it. I remember what @PeachiMichi said about her own transfiguration process :

    Before expelling, she collapsed her own blackness. And that is the point of the SEE System. I don’t collapse anything when I get rid of the blackness like I did yesterday and today. Okay, I gave myself Love after, but still. So I’m gonna work toward cleansing myself by actually collapsing all the shadows that want out.

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v2 #6
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
This went by in a heartbeat. 3 major releases.
Afterwards something happened which made me realize something that has been a major fear for me and holding me back from really opening up and letting things “happen” for me spiritually. It has to do with psychic functioning and also now I understand why part of me was like “no no no” when I had that tag in the basket… Even the site froze and paypal didn’t let me in with the (correct, as I used it just the day before) password.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes, though only the 10 minutes. It went okay, nothing major.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Goal releasing, no.
I released my list however. It was interesting, because some items that I thought would take a while, were released quickly… While another one, a memory from a looong time ago, took me about an hour. I didn’t even had this on the list originally, only added when I saw someone write about their experience that even things that were not actively hurtful and have been “resolved” still brought up a lot to be released.
I have added some new items to the list of things to be released which I will work on step by step, but my focus is shifting to goal releasing from tomorrow.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes.
I spent the day with people doing sporty stuff. I tried bringing up LOVE while doing the physical exercise (mostly cardio type), it was not the right state for it, I think because my focus was too much on the physical activity. Anyway, I this was just an observation.
I had a great day, I got a bit annoyed once but quickly turned it around. I felt lighter than usual, there were more smiles and laughing than my usual self.
I still have bursts of love, e.g. when I am writing this, I just felt it so intense it brought tears into my eyes.

Anything else you wish to add…
I didn’t write is yesterday, but the last message was really sweet, Angel :)
I don’t mention it anymore but I have a lot of body sensations while releasing, as well as muscle spasms, it’s the baseline.

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HPPv2 #6
I looped the Amygdala audio four times this evening. Most of the uncomfortable sensations were in my throat. All to do with fear of speaking up for myself. I lovingly collapsed and released each of them.

After the 1st mass meditation had ended I started prepping and cooking a meal that I would be taking across town to my mom and aunt for their dinner. While I was busy cooking I continued playing the meditation audio on my blue tooth speaker. Towards the end when everything was simmering away I thought I would quickly do a couple of rounds of candle gazing. As I sat down my favourite meditation audio started playing, I took this as a good sign. It was the one with the guitar playing in it, it’s also the one that is slightly louder than the others. I know you said no audios while doing our sessions but just for today I wanted to take advantage of the mass meditation audio as there were still 20+ people listening. I really enjoyed my candle gazing session while listening, it felt like I was meditating again. Yes I am improving, I was able to focus longer than I did yesterday. As long as each day is better than the day before, then I’m happy!

While working on my goal “Security” I noticed that 4 of the comments that I jotted down were very similar to each other. I even questioned whether I had had fully collapsed the first one or if it had resurfaced under a similar title. The comments I jotted down were “you don’t have any”, “you have none”, “you have nothing”, “you don’t have enough” The last one was really painful, it took me a while to collapse; it kept morphing, each time I thought it was fading it changed and intensified. I grew up never having enough so I can understand that the suppressed pain had been part of my life for a long time and that its claws were deep hence its resistance to being dissolved. I don’t think I have completely collapsed it, tomorrow when I have more time I will clear it completely.

I ended my session loving myself. I start off smiling and I have a huge grin on my face by the end my sessions.

Overall I feel great, life is great and I am happy!

Observation:
In a space of two weeks I have changed so much! I am becoming more and more aware of myself, what makes me tick and why I do the things I do. All very subtle but the picture keeps getting clearer. The more of the old programming I remove the more I am in awe of myself. I am becoming an observer of myself and noticing things I don’t think I ever would have had I not done the SEE course. Thank you for guiding me back to myself.

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Vibes #6

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

Only one body release before entering a trance with non-stop visions. Some increased my heart rate (slight feeling of nervousness) and two made me a bit scared.

No positivity, like yesterday.

I think I’m chipping away layers and slowly but surely getting closer to the serious stuff.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

Yes I did one 11 minute round. It was worse than the previous days. Shaky beginning okay-ish middle part and pretty bad last 3 minutes. (felt like 3 min.)

But my concentration muscle was most likely overwrought from the Meditation Livestream earlier.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

Yes, continued with chakras. This time only feelings at or near the chakras. Went pretty well. Felt a minor goal release, but sensations were still coming up after that one. I think I’m only a handful releases away for the full release.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love?
No unfortunately I forgot it this time.

Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day?

I tried throughout the day, but really struggled to sense love until the evening. Only exception was the second Mass Meditation.

Felt like a veil was over my emotions. Either I’m getting sick or yesterdays meal wasn’t that fresh, caused by bad sleep… my energy body feels a bit overwhelmed, that might be the cause. Most likely the energy body.

But I could give me more love starting around 6 p.m.

How do you feel overall?

Extremely neutral in the beginning of the day. But clearing up bit by bit. Now I’m feeling more positive, but not as good as the days before.

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Vibes #6

-Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

Today’s cycle was very relaxing, once again dozed off a few times. There were minor things that came up but once released I couldn’t remember them.

-Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

This has helped my focus extremely. I went for 15minutes today very easily.

-Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

Woke up feeling extremely good ready to work towards my goals. The more I focused on my goal the happier and more at peace I felt. There’s also this feeling that shoots up from my abdomen up to me shoulders and spreads continuously.

-Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

Giving myself love has become an almost automatic habit thru the day. I ended each task with love as well.

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Vibrations # 6

Did you do your Amygdala and Release cycles? What did you experience?

If I did my throws, I have not noticed many changes in this regard, I feel very peaceful, I do not have that deep feeling of fear that I had and felt before, I feel more at peace with this exercise.

Did you do your exercise with candles? How did you find? Is it getting easier?

I feel relaxed with this exercise, the candle focuses me to focus on the present, I just feel comfortable with this.

Did you cycle through your Goal Launch? What did you experience?

YES, the launches were very beautiful, every time I make them I feel a feeling of a lot of love and certainty that I will get them, I feel pleasant with this too, I feel that I am flowing better than before.

Did you finish your tasks by giving yourself Love? Did you get that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel in general?

TBH today has been one of those days where I was able to vibrate with love for most of the day but unconsciously and when I checked how I felt, I realized that I was in love, that seemed very good because little by little the feeling / vibration is anchoring itself in me, I feel that it becomes part of me although I must continue to improve, day by day.

In fact I wanted to share that that feeling made me achieve a work goal today, it brought me thoughts and opportunities full of abundance, I confidently connected with this and voila, a work goal was satisfactorily met.

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Excuse The Delay Folks :slight_smile:

Went on a releasing adventure, it was an epic duel with the ego.

Needless to say with some help, I am back :upside_down_face:

You’re ready sir. Added to the list for Satori soon.

Keep on loving, don’t let off.

Un gusto hermano, estas listo para Satori. Te contacto pronto.

Keep going! Progress! and thank you for listening :slight_smile:

My pleasure to share Saan! Keep going! You’re basically there!

:raised_hands:t4: :raised_hands:t4: :raised_hands:t4: You’re going at a great momentum. Keep going! Rooting for you! and thank you for listening :slight_smile:

Nothing but a pleasure Jenny! I’m glad you feel your initial enthusiasm to take this course paid off. You’re almost there! Just keep going!

Keep going man, momentum is building!

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Thank you Ziggy! Just trying my best and still growing along side you guys!

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Vibes #7
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes - again finding it easier to do the HPPv2 release and introduce love as the days go by. I’m finding less negative stuff comes up each day so I have to look a little further inside to find something to work on.
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes. Easy now, nothing to report. Enjoy the concentration exercise.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. Today nothing really came up to work on, I just felt relaxed from start to end.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes as per yesterday I’m able to give myself a positive physical feeling regularly now.
Anything else you wish to add…
Nada.

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I AM I
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@anon22855873 @_OM :joy: Thank you

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