Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. I just HPPv2 everything that I was feeling. As usual, I felt really peaceful after.
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes. I did a 15 and 10 minute session. The candle exercise is getting easier. I have noticed that my eyes aren’t straining like they used to before. The reason for that might be that I was paying attention to my eyes rather than the flame. I also didn’t really entertain any random thoughts today.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. I just released whatever came up after saying security. I didn’t try to identify what I was feeling. Whatever I felt I released. After the session, I felt a sense of neutrality.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes. Yes. I feel great overall. There was one time where I was giving myself love, and I started to tear up a little bit.
Anything else you wish to add…
I became a little bit discouraged today. I released that feeling, and I kind of wanted to cry. Anyways, I don’t feel like I am doing the process correctly, but I don’t know what I am doing wrong. I am confident that when I’m releasing I am not thinking and only feeling. All in all, I won’t quit! I will keep on practicing!
-Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
I let the tone play in the background multiple times thru the day before I could feel anything. At first I was clear no feelings but I felt something creeping up slowly. My muscles started to get tense, specially on the shoulders and lower back and I was a bit fidgety and then boom I felt the resistance. I did multiple cycles as it led me thru different feelings. I was bothered by something early on during the day. I kept trying to release but I kept messing up the steps. I wasn’t focusing properly, I would lose focus during the “I love you” stage, I would forget the thank you stage, I was telling myself what the feeling was instead of just feeling and I was forgetting to give myself love after. I was able to collapse the feelings eventually but I believe because of that I was having trouble and just made it more difficult for myself.
-Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
It took me a few cycles to be able to get the exercise done. I released a few times on being really chatty in my mind. But once I cleared it, I instantly went into focus. I’m gazing at the flame move, no thoughts, I feel really calm and as soon as I think “I’m doing it!” I lose focus. I was however able to go about 7 minutes straight focused.
-Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
I ran cycles on security thru the day, in the beginning I was having trouble for the same reason as the amygdala cycles. When I finally focused there were moments were I only felt my breathing really slow, relaxed. I lost sense of my body and felt like I was centered around my face/head. I was able to hold the feeling in different cycles but of course just like the candle exercise I lost it once I had the thought of “this is soo cool”.
-Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
I did try to give myself love thru the day but had difficulty bringing up the feeling of love. I also kept forgetting to end each task with love. I checked my work for errors, released and was able to complete each task properly.
Did you do your exercise with candles? How did you find? Is it getting easier?
Yes, definitely, it was a more bearable process, I was able to concentrate a little better than yesterday, in general I can say that my level of concentration is improving slowly, but gradually. I like to be sitting watching the fire, it is as if I was observing myself.
Did you do your Tonsil and Release cycles? What did you experience?
A great fear, deep and that I did not know where and what time it came from but that felt like a peak within my solar plexus was found and released today, I have felt very happy to have been aware of having found it and having worked in it, (I think it has to do with rejection sessions as a child).
Did you cycle through your target release? What did you experience?
Yes, evidently I made two launches on my target, I only focus on the feeling of my wish already fulfilled, only on the feeling, I avoid visualizing, although to be honest for fractions of a second I see things or my muscular body, but immediately I focus again to feel that. A very clear voice came to my mind saying “Yes, it can”, I must add that doing that is making me get up very early in the morning and is making me train constantly.
Did you finish your tasks by giving yourself Love? Did you get that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel in general?
Throughout the day I am giving myself to give myself love when I remember the task, but little by little that feeling becomes more conscious.
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
I had an interesting day today.
I decided to take this course because I was aware of a lot of limiting beliefs that I really wanted to clear. Satori wasn’t actually my goal although I thought it would be great even though I’m not exactly sure what it is lol. It hasn’t even crossed my mind in the last couple of weeks, I’ve just been busy doing the work.
But yesterday I read Angel’s comments that he has chosen the first three people for Satori – and I wasn’t one of them lol. I was surprised that I felt quite triggered. My ego was telling me I needed to study the entries of the three selected so I could figure out what I needed to do/say haha. My heart was telling me I wanted it to be solely my own experience without any influences.
When I woke up this morning it was there. I could now label the real feeling behind my reaction - fear of failure. It felt big. It felt like a big chunk of coal in my stomach. I could see that it had influenced my life in many ways. As I thought about it, other fears started coming up – fear of not being good enough, fear of being a fraud, fear of success and on. And there I was just yesterday declaring that I’d cleared all my fears hahaha. Gotta love the cosmic sense of humour hey!
As I went about my morning I felt glad that I had a day off and decided that, whatever it took, I was going to clear those fears today. I envisaged probably spending hours doing so. I had some resistance to taking on such a big challenge so procrastinated somewhat. I did the candle exercise first to try and focus my mind and then I began playing Amygdala and bringing up the fears. First was the fear of failure which I collapsed in literally a couple of minutes. I was like, hang on, what just happened, I can’t find that fear anymore. Even though I’ve proven to myself over the last couple of weeks that this works, I could hardly believe it could be gone so fast. I moved onto the other fears with more coming up as well as some related issues. I collapsed everything all pretty easily. I felt the love growing over the session which took about an hour and a half. When there was no more to release I stopped and re-checked the fear of failure. It was just gone. I actually started crying – very unlike me. I’m not even exactly sure why, relief perhaps? I just sat there and cried on and off for the next half an hour or so. It’s hard to describe what I was feeling. Despite the tears, there was such a sense of joy, but joy from the deepest part of my soul. In that moment happiness seemed superficial. This was so much deeper than feeling happy. I felt serene and just sat there bathing in love.
It came to me that I don’t have to struggle any more, not just in this course, but in life. That I can just “be”. That I can do my best and that will be enough. Because I am Enough. And everything really is going to be ok, no matter what life might throw at me, no matter what it might look like from the outside. I have what is within me. And that is Enough.
I didn’t want to move. I felt like I could just sit there for the rest of the day basking in the love and tranquillity. I’m sure that “I am Enough” was one of my affirmations from back in the day but I never came remotely close to experiencing it. But I did so today. It has touched me deeply and I believe it has already changed my life.
Did you do your Candle Exercise? Is it getting easier?
I did 15 mins this morning but was a bit distracted by what I thought was going to be a long, difficult and probably painful session. Nevertheless I managed a few moments of real focus here and there and my mind was a lot calmer by the end.
I did another 10 minutes this evening which was a bit better with more moments of longer focus. I’ve definitely improved since Monday but I still have a lot of improving to do on this exercise so I’ll need lots more practice.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
I ran another Goal Releasing cycle on Relationships. I was feeling pretty emotionally drained from earlier so only did about 15 minutes. A few things came up which I realised pretty quickly.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes. I gave myself lots of love today. I sat on my couch for a long time just basking in love. I felt pretty full of love most of the day even without specifically giving it to myself.
Anything else you wish to add?
Where to begin? How do you put into words your gratitude to someone who has given you not just a new way of living but of being. Angel, your system is amazingly simple and mind blowingly effective. This method is like having our own personal kryptonite against negative feelings, event and traumas, large or small. As well as releasing feelings of lack underlying our wanting, hoping, dreaming. This is awesome beyond words.
Imagine a world where this is taught to children, where the last few minutes of school or work or before going to bed are spent releasing the events of the day? Imagine everyone living from a place of love. Our world would be wonderful.
Also untold gratitude to Dream and the team for not only creating this forum and allowing this to be possible, but also for all the incredible fields. I believe they’ve played a huge role in how far I’ve come in just the few short weeks that I’ve been here.
Thank you all so very much, from the bottom of my heart.
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
This release I had towards driving, i made a thread 2 months ago regarding what fields i should use to control my thoughts because i everytime i was try to visualize driving i couldn’t help but visualize crashing, even if i tried super hard to control it i just couldnt. Today i didnt have any fears in the car or thoughts ,i kinda brung it up and just didnt really have that emotion that it use to give. Super happy
Did you do your exercise with candles? How did you find? Is it getting easier?
Yes im getting better at it, focus goes in and out but today felt really good
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
I released on my anxieties regarding relationships and i noticed today when i saw an old mate i havent seen in a while, i didn’t even think that much when i went over to talk to him, it just came out in a flow. Usually i think really hard and try to read there energy to see if they think im sounding interesting or not but i just did my thing, super happy with this result :)
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yeah i kept doing it today, was fulled with love most of the day intill tonight, i had to release on some fustrations which are resolved.
I’ve realised that the above, though effective requires a tremendous amount of effort and concentration which would not make it simple. I’ve lost my sensitivity to feelings again today.
But hey that’s okay! I’ve fixed my speech which was my main issue. Some of my anxiety has dissipated. And I’m finally energy sensitive now after not having received any results with the fields for 5 months. For a guy in his early 20s with chronic anxiety and no prior spiritual experience, I think I’ve done pretty well.
I’ll continue with my candle training everyday, join the mass meditation, redo HPP v1 until I’ve fully mastered it, experiment with torsion and plasma and of course, resume my star exercise. Hopefully those will improve both my focus and my sensitivity to my feelings eventually to the point where I’m finally ready to realise that I AM I.
Any final specific tips about emotion sensitivity training and how to more easily feel those emotions (and get out of my own way) would be greatly appreciated from both @anon22855873 and @_OM if you guys wish to do so. If not then that’s fine as well, I’ll figure it out on my own eventually.
With that being said, I wish every single one of you the best with your emotional release training
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
While doing my cycles, I realised that the “blockages” from previously were resolved, and most of the ‘coarser’ ones were gone. The subtler ones were harder to sense. I released them and I would describe today as more of a kind of peacefulness and stability. It was a softer form of joy, not so coarse and exuberant as previously.
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes. I let my mind settle. I realised that it was about staying right here in the present moment, in this sense of presence. If mind wavered away from this presence, thoughts would proliferate. But that focus on the candle became effortless as I absorbed myself into that moment with the candle flame.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes, worked on Security and Relationship. I felt more tranquil and peaceful. Compared to the fear, there was a bit of coarser blissfulness when running these cycles.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes. It’s about continuously turning towards positive vibration, love, peace and joy. May be physically tired but my spirit is full and calm.
Anything else you wish to add…
I’d say even daily interactions with people tend to expose a lot of other blockages. Doing it continuously, releasing and polarising it. The random-word is so useful, even on the fly.
I’ve spent the week trying to understand why I don’t have a lot of specificity coming up when I am doing my Amygdala Fear release, and I realize this is super long (humble apologies) but I think I’ve got it. In short, while I’ve dealt with a lot of surface items over the years, and some bandaid approaches, the underlying issue is that I’ve always felt like I was not enough…and this is simply not true.
I came across Dream sometime in late 2013/early 2014. I’d been a lurker on Xtrememind since at least 2008 (I looked back at my email history for receipts of orders and I have record that I ordered Kundalini Activator I Sept of 2008, EP3 slightly later, and a half dozen other things from that site…not Dream items, but I am laying out the timeline that I’ve been doing self-work for awhile). It’s possible I may have been involved even earlier, I can’t recall, and I did switch email accounts around this time, so I don’t have any history prior to that year.
But I discovered Dream from there and I reached out to him to put a couple fields on my wedding ring in Feb of 2014 (Glory and Eternity). In July of that year I ordered a hard copy version of the Psychic Cards and I still have them and use them. I used to participate on the old Dreammagick forum, though I’ve never been a prolific poster and made a number of purchases on Dreammagick during that timeframe.
I’ve purchased numerous audios, ebooks, sigils, printable fields etc. from Dream over the years, and I am a current supporter on Patreon, have purchased a number of tags as well. Suffice to say that of all the various options for self-work out there, I’ve voted with my dollars that Dream is at the top of the pile. This journal entry would be twice as long if I mentioned all the other things I tried, but they are not worthy to mention as they are not of the same efficacy as Dream’s.
I do physical internal energy work too, yoga, Angamardana, Qigong over the years (either 8 Brocades, Dragon and Tiger, Primordial Qigong). Yet I felt like I wasn’t doing enough.
I practice Semen Retention but I’ve treated it like an epic failure when I’ve had relapses.
I’ve been meditating for years and yet still the Candle work is showing that my focus can still be improved.
I’ve done years of crossfit and kettlebell training and I would say my fitness level is as good as the most-fit near-50 year old guys. And yet I worried that I wasn’t healthy enough.
I’m financially successful thanks to working in the same career for twenty-one years. I’ve worked my way up from entry-level to senior executive. And yet I worried that I wasn’t putting away enough money for me and my family, that I NEEDED to pay off my house IMMEDIATELY so that in the event of a downturn we’d still have a place to live.
I’ve been married for nearly twenty years and have three great kids. I have few friends by choice, but good one’s. Yet I still felt like I wasn’t doing enough for my relationships.
Through this all I’ve had this nagging feeling that I am not enough…that I’m not doing enough, that I’m often inconsistent, and that I am not authentic enough, that I don’t have enough. It’s a self-imposed curse.
SEE system is allowing me to work through these latter issues one by one but also to collapse the cursed feeling of not being enough…I am in fact enough. It is not for me to compare myself to others. It’s my path, and I am deeply blessed to have come across all of these wonderful resources as they are part of the path. This realization has been so freeing and I walk lighter in my shoes this week because of the SEE system. So while I am still working through my day 5 Vibes journal (it’s early in the day where I live), I’ve found that my path to collapse Security this week is leading me to collapsing insecurities around this ridiculous thought that I’m not good enough. If nothing more comes out of this part of my journey, it’s that this realization brings me peace.
This is so relatable.
This was one of the concepts I started working with in week1 and I can’t say I got very far that time.
I think most people feel this deep inside, though not everyone realises it.
Another similarly universal concept, in my personal opinion, is “I messed up”/“I did something wrong” as well as fear of failure.
Just because you worked it out in your mind, doesn’t mean you worked it out in your physical and emotional body. That was the case for me. A lot of the releases I focused on during this course were things I I had previously addressed and accepted prior in my life. What this course helped me to realize was, I was still carrying the manifested energy of those things - and I didn’t even know it. Here I was walking around with my big ol heart and smile, all while still feeling the weight of all polarities. I thought this is what it was to master your duality. I was wrong.
HHPV1 helped me to finally breakthrough in learning how to hone my own energetic system. It feels like performing reiki on myself and clearing energy in each chakra center. Towards the middle of week 1, I could actually visualize the transfiguration that was going on. Most of the energy I was working with looked like black tar, (Visual metaphor, although I wouldn’t put it past it if it actually was). I start with “I’m sorry” visualizing the color of my root chakra, moving this energy upward to my sacral and solar plexus “Forgive me” moving it up to my heart chakra “I love you” and through my throat chakra “Thank You”. I then saw blue butterflies coming out of my mouth as I took the energy completely out of my body. It’s hard to find the words for this. I’m just so grateful this method was had grew to what it is and is presented here for us. HHPV2 is pretty advanced work for me. To do this method in a simplified form took me a lot of practice. I found my ego to be putting up more of a fight during all these releases. When I exposed myself to more light, more of the distortions within me revealed itself. I felt more tired after these releases but when I was able to rest, I felt more integrated as a whole. The feeling of lightness is becoming my new default. It’s everything and nothing at the same time. And from what I’m told, this is only the beginning.
Lastly, I have read everyones journals and I always feel joy from the progress you guys are making even on the painful days. This truly is important work. I give thanks to all you who are courageous enough to stand up to your self wholly. I will never not be rooting for all of you.
Many thanks to Sapien Medicine, although I have only used 3 of your audios during this process (Live Meditation, Amygdala, Schuman Res) I found it to be an extremely helpful guide to assist in my focus for all of this energy work. I’m looking forward to trying other fields that have been recommended in this forum.
Angel, Thank you. I have known you for many years and the way you are evolving and always bringing people with you is Gods work. From my highest heart, BLESS you over and over. I SEE you <3
Vibes #5Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes - I’m able to release easier today during Amygdala. Spending some time focusing on the love feeling alone in the last couple of days has allowed me to pull it up more easily on demand. This was a big step forward and has made the releasing with HPPv2 much faster and easier. Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes - 10 mins with the candle is now easy and I enjoy it - I’ll up the time over the next week and keep doing this for my own personal progress. Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. I released on some financial goals and had two major positive financial events since the start of the week. Feeling confident. Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes - this is getting much easier and more fun now as I mentioned I’ve sat and spent time just focusing on love alone, so it’s now easier to drip it in at intervals in the day. Anything else you wish to add…
Enjoyed the ups and downs of the week. Glad I’m making progress again.
Those with Satori Appointments coming up, no need to post anymore journals!
Troubleshooting/Comments of the Day:
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And this is why I rather wait for what you write, one day you “see the light” and the next you’re confused. Your messages are full of stimulus and emotion. This is what I will give you, start from the first lesson. Master all of that in a day or two. Move onto lesson two and master that. When your messages stop sounding so “pushy” and full of a need for recognition, you’ll actually mellow out and create results. Around that point, we can talk about the next steps. Even with your constant need for attention, look at the results you have… Imagine when you get out of your own way. All your goals are about how others perceive you, you need to learn to listen/observe so that you can begin to find the answer. The first step is to do the same course that has given everyone here the answers to all your questions. If you want my brutal suggestion, disconnect from the forum for a week and learn on your own. I’ve done this to OM multiple times he can confirm, anytime I feel like we are talking too much and I see myself in a visceral cycle, I unplug and I come back with breakthroughs.
NO. ONE. CAN. GIVE. YOU. THE. ANSWERS. BUT. YOU.
I’m only a provider tools.
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Similar answer to Dewbob, disconnect, review, master, and we talk about the next steps.
Edit: Just saw your update. Great work, continue until Tuesday
A few things I’m not a fan of when it comes to you and @Desiree. You guys did your own thing fully, you guys are doing the exercises for what it seem together and about each other instead of a self-discovery process. Relationships are cool and all as long as the participants are whole on their own. Since both of you guys are the renegades of the process, as a “penalty”, I will have someone else Process you guys as their “training”. Your task, both you and Desiree, post journals all the way to Tuesday and then I’ll decide. Get to work, both of you.
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Different salts are expulsed in your tears depending on the emotions. Same answer to Dewbob and Ben.
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Yes… yes you are
FINALLY you’re getting somewhere. Do me a favor keep posting journals until Tuesday and I’ll assess you then. Keep going, go deeper, you’re getting the real effect. . Review both lessons if you need to because NOW you’ll understand it.
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You’re doing great but I want you to continue all the way to Tuesday! Glad to be of service in your triggering
Catch you soon
You’re doing great as well but I also want you to continue until Tuesday. You’re almost there.
Time to upgrade you, we’ll hang soon. You’re still holding some patterns but you’ve done enough uncovering that we can begin to work.
Catch you soon.
My pleasure. Satori Appointment Contact soon.
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Yes you are . Upgrade session contact soon.
Good work. Satori Appointment Contact soon.
Definitely will have more. Today’s message will click with you brother. Satori Appointment Contact soon.
Please continue until Tuesday. Push harder!
Continue until Tuesday also, now you’re getting progress.
Satori Appointment Contact soon.
Please continue until Tuesday.
You’re almost there, please continue until Tuesday!
Took a while to really take in your message and just allow myself to get flooded with your intent. Teared up in your message, goosebumps, and that is my goal Sazza. That’s where I am leading little by little but first I must finish healing myself totally or else the ego will muddle the work somewhere down the line. Thank you for trusting in my experience.
I was already tearing and you did me in with this one. Nothing but a pleasure in this journey with you.
. Review both lessons if you need to because NOW you’ll understand it.
