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Vibes Entry #7
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
- Slightly easier, my mind is less and less chatty.
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
- Instead of expelling the shadows that came up, I went back to HPPv2. As the shadows were filled with love, they turned grey, they lost density and they vanished. There was not much shadows though, compared to yesterday and the day before.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
- I released some more regarding Security. I still sense things that need to be released, but there is also a happiness that fills me when I say “security”.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
- Yes I did. Love is taking root more and more inside me. The feeling comes almost instantaneously and spreads throughout my whole body. It also stayed with me at a low intensity most of the day.
Anything else you wish to add…
- The peace core inside me is not completely immutable, but it is still here and it holds most of the time. Stressful thoughts sometimes come but they just go away without me noticing.
- I feel more at peace than yesterday.
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Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
2x2 rounds.
In the morning I felt nothing for a long time… I’d say “it felt kinda neat” but that does not convey too much information… It was blissful, my mind empty, just enjoying.
Then in the end I decided to direct my attention to the fear I encountered and wrote about yesterday and felt myself react. I did several rounds of releasing, it was mainly a throat chakra blockage, again.
I was busy during the day, but in the evening I did the chakra audios + the amygdala again. Several rounds of releasing, not much during the last amygdala round. I think my throat opened a little as I felt the energy pulsing through to the third eye causing some activation (borderline pain) but then it went away naturally or one of the releases, I don’t know. (Yay :)
As a check, I did the same (non-SEE) exercise that freaked me out yesterday and there was not an ounce of fear, although the exercise itself was actually stronger. (Yay :)
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
The first round I did was more difficult, the second one went by in a second. I am starting to see the pattern that very early morning it takes more effort for me to direct my focus and keep my head empty.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
I re-watched the video a couple of times in the last 2 days.
I decided to shuffle my cards and choose security.
I was a bit surprised by the topics that came up as a reaction, they were to do with physical security as in “war” and related things; and childhood/family stuff. (maybe bc the word in my language is more oriented towards physical security)
My question is… Does this matter? If a memory comes up, do I then do rounds of release on that memory and ALL related memories (or concepts, whatever)? Or should I go back to the original word ‘security’ in the next round?
For example, one of my “reactions” was a vision of me being chased (not real), running for my life. Now… Let’s say my goal is financial, how/at one point does this translate into focusing on that? Is it when nothing else comes up when I think of ‘security’ and I consciously decide to think of financial security/goals then?
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
It is basically automated now. when I am focused/relaxed for a few seconds and think love, I can feel it in my body.
I had a super day yet again. Because of home office and relative isolation, I have not interacted with people so much in real life for the past 2 weeks. Now that I had a very social weekend, I can see how much my experience (of life) has changed, I feel love/acceptance towards people and in situations where I would have been reserved and somewhat self-conscious. It’s light and blissful, and my day was again full of laughter. :)
Other:
Definite increase of psychic functioning. Probably a combination of amygdala healing + the releases. I will not write about this again.
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HPPv2 #7
I listened to the Amygdala audio for several loops both in the morning and in the evening. Most of the uncomfortable feelings were at the back of my throat which sometimes dropped to my chest. The throat ones felt like I was coming down with a cold and my throat was burning up. I love how my body tingles when I collapse an uncomfortable of painful feeling. It’s almost feels like bubbles popping here and there as each one is collapsed and released.
My alarm is set to go off at 8am on a Sunday, my only day to sleep in. This morning I was up at 7am to go do my candle gazing in the lounge. Was able to hold my gaze for much longer, than I held it yesterday! I’m very happy with my steady progress.
While working on my goal “Security” the same major resistance that I had yesterday surfaced again. It took a long time to collapse. Was quite uncomfortable, felt like bad heartburn. It also felt like it had tentacles. The initial resistance was felt strongly in my heart but as I worked on collapsing it I could feel it pulling our from around my back as well. There is still some small resistance left, this is now all at the back. I should finally collapse this tomorrow. This one put up quite a fight but I came out tops!
It is now a norm to love myself after each session. This is always happily done!
Overall I’m happy with myself. Glad that I preserved and whittled down that big resistance to my goal.
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I may need to edit what I’ve written in case there are any grammar or spelling mistakes. Thanks to another power failure I’m currently sitting in the dark using my torch (the candle isn’t bright enough) to give some light as I quickly type my journal on my phone using my precious mobile data.
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Vibes #7
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Did 6 rounds today.
- stayed in trance nearly all the time
– not all visions, sometimes just a feeling emerges
– constantly feelings of (light) fear were emerging
— one instant of light panic
— one jump scare - everything was easy to clear
– only a few blockages, that appeared after a release
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes. First session was 10 minutes long.
- focus was much better than yesterday, but not at it’s peak
- but I felt refreshed after the session (second time this happened)
I was compelled to (prob BPiL tag) open up “Eye for an I” again just after the session. Didn’t finish the book and haven’t touched it in months, but turns out I could continue at the perfect section, where Hawkins talks about the mind. While reading parts of chapter 7 something clicked and I had about 60-70% less thoughts floating around my mind all day.
At night I did an additional 15 minute session and another 10 min one right after.
- both sessions were better than the first session
– though 15 min session’s beginning was shaky and the end was unstable - second session was better
– only mid section shaky
– but could regain control and end the session stable
Didn’t feel refreshed afterward. Most likely to the lesser thought density in my mind.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. Managed to release Chakras today and could morph the goal to the next topic! Getting easier and easier.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love?
Yes. But it was surprisingly difficult. Rest of the day was wonderful. I think lack of activity and certain media consumption right before the last candle session lowered my vibes…
Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day?
Yes more frequently than any other day.
After waking up I found it nearly impossible to create a feeling of love. But then I used my E.E.S and Fae Servitor to heal and re-balance all my chakras. This made all the difference. I could sense love again and after they worked for a couple of hours I could finally feel love nearly throughout my body.
Oh and for the first time unc. love was bubbling up inside of me, without conscious effort. Was happening after the long Amygdala Healing session.
How do you feel overall?
Feeling awesome. Much, much more love and positivity. Oh and now I have less difficulties getting the love feeling. (did the last exercise ca. 20 minutes ago)
Anything else you wish to add
- I’ve started seeing visions, when using other fields
– prob. thanks to the amygdala exercise
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@anon22855873 Amygdala healing stopped inspiring fears. Giving me calm spaced out almost on the verge of falling asleep feeling. Want me to continue with it or switch to all purpose anxiety removal?
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Yep. Back to the cave with that audio. 
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Vibes #8 (monday)
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. The things that come up now during the audio are less intense and once I’ve found the relating feeling they’re easier to HPP away. Otherwise not much has changed, it’s just getting easier.
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes. Nothing new to report about the candle exercise. When my focus slips it’s more subtle and can be brought back quite easily. Like before, sometimes I’m getting a weird experience of ‘being’ the candle (that’s not accurate but it’s the best way I can describe it right now).
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. As with Amygdala release, the stuff coming up is less intense than last week. I feel calm around this subject and a lack of anxiety.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes. Enjoy bringing up the feelings and getting physical sensation (normally results in goosebumps on arms) as I’m walking around doing things in the day.
Anything else you wish to add…
Feel good, definitely experiencing law of diminishing returns at this point. Will keep going.
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I AM I
Whew…took me ninety minutes to be processed for Satori but what an awesome process. Funny thing is, it felt like almost no time had passed at all and at no time was I stressing that I wasn’t getting it. All though I’m sure Angel was feeling the time…
I am still light buzzing from it and it’s amazing right now.
To everyone that goes through it, just relax, say what you feel, not what you think.
Many blessings to all.
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I AM I. Trivialities have fallen away. There are so, so many stories that we tell ourselves, often contradicting, but little do (or all that) we know they are one in the same.
I’m usually very reserved about sharing my work, but I felt called to do so after such a powerful experience. It is called “Tree of Life (Angel Oak), Johns Island, SC” and it’s about the tree I have in my profile picture - I wrote it a while ago but the Satori experience put it in a new perspective.
“Tree of Life (Angel Oak), Johns Island, SC”
‘I released all reservations:
The tree stood a hundred feet wide
Tens and tens of feet tall
Ivy draped across bark like shawl
A behemoth of a presence to shadow them all
Tell me have you seen something so bewildering?
She was monstrous yet graceful
A labyrinth of limbs stretched into the air and ground alike
Kissing the soil as it caressed the sky
Pounding the Earth - dirt fertile, slightly undry
She knew how to draw a lover to stop by
Dwarfing me by my mere existence.’
Much love, and congratulations to all of us for the work we’ve put in. Facing yourself is not easy, but I can tell this will be life changing.
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Vibes Entry #8
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
- Same as yesterday.
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
- Physical sensations, and shadows and emotions (anger and helplessness mostly) when I searched past the physical. I released part of it.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
- Again, at first I felt a happy feeling with “security”, but I went after the subtle discomfort I sensed yesterday. Well, it was not so subtle and it was angry. Then there was sadness. Both released. Then there was something gross and insect-like. It was difficult to release it so I used Excorcism and it went away and it felt great. There was another one, smaller, that very reluctantly went away (I think) with Love and the banishing frequency.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
- Same as yesterday.
- Actually, I also give myself Love during the night. For a few nights now, I’ve been waking up regularly with a clear mind and I take these opportunities to Love and release. I fall back asleep rapidly and wake up well rested.
Anything else you wish to add…
- The peace inside me is growing. I can feel clearly how I’ve changed, as stressful events do not phase me much and I’m able to work on releasing them quite easily instead of being overwhelmed and weighed down by them.
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Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
2 in the morning, 4-5 times in the evening
The first about 4 listens, maybe 1 or two small releases per audio
Then something started happening, I couldn’t put my finger on what was coming up because it was almost just like… Activation and energy flowing through, not a blockage. I thought that was interesting so decided to listen a few more times and WOW.
The last 1.5-2 listens it was like… My body was vibrating with the audio on a cellular level. Like each cell was buzzing with the field. I still felt my throat but not at all like a blockage, it was like physical vibration/stimulation on the inside (I don’t mean just energy level), like… Some insects in my throat basically - but very gentle, the feeling made me swallow a lot but definitely not uncomfortable. I just enjoyed and brought up love a couple of times, nothing came up to be released.
Again… WOW!
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
This time I did it after work with really giving myself proper time to do it and I think it went very well. :)
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Had to take a break after amygdala because… I was just sitting, trying to bring up something around security but nothing was coming up, I was feeling too… Content.
Then I did several rounds of releasing around physical security/childhood topics and then I realized I needed to use another expression in my language to convey the financial aspect. After that the topics were more as expected, the main feelings I faced were fear and envy and some uncertainty. The main topic collapsed into 2 so far.
After the amygdala experience it felt like I was going through the releases with a bulldozer lol…
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes :) I don’t forget about it now, even when I am working, it’s become much more natural.
I’m calm and just… Going with the flow and feel good and VERY grounded.
E.g. I finished work \3 hours later than expected, but didn’t feel bad about it, I could have kept going, the only reason I stopped was bc I didn’t want to get too tired/sleepy for the releases I had planned for the evening.
Anything else you wish to add…
Yeah so I gained about 5 kg in the past 2 months.
I do want to lose it, but I realized today that I don’t actually feel bad about it. My main motivation is that this means some of my clothing is uncomfortable :D
Even a few months ago I would have hated myself with this weight gain, obsessing about it. But when I look in the mirror now - yes sure, I see that I have objectively gained, but I still feel good about myself which is probably the first time ever.
Also, it’s midnight here and I am still full of energy. Will probably do some more rounds of releasing now 
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HPPv2 #8
I looped the Amygdala audio for about 5 or 6 times but I experienced no fears. So I played the Anxiety audio and still nothing came up. I’m glad that is all cleared up.
I am able to gaze at my candle for a bit longer, I think I’m up to about 2 minutes now. I know that’s not long for some but it big for me. Felt lots of tingles around my crown area when I stayed focussed. I am happy, each day I notice my progress.
I really thought I would be able to collapse this uncomfortable feeling I get when I say the word “Security” this is the left over from yesterday. It’s not an immediate feeling, I almost feel like I’ve cleared everything and then slowly it reveals itself. Each time I collapse it I feel the tingles and I know that I’m succeeding, I even feel it shrinking. Just when I think I am winning it will morph again and come back stronger. At one stage it was under my left arm and as I loved it and worked on collapsing it, it moved across my back, such a weird feeling. I eventually thought I had collapsed it and let out a huge sigh thinking shew it’s finally over. I even felt a slight euphoric moment and then bam its back again under my left arm and the process started all over again! It has a lot of resistance to being loved. I wish I could continue working on it but unfortunately for me it is now 1 am and way passed my bedtime. But I won’t give up, tomorrow is another day! I know this is the final hurdle I have to clear to achieve my goal and so I will persevere!
I suspect this same sensation has been lurking for a while. In the past I have felt a similar feeling on my left shoulder blade area. Most of those times it felt like ants crawling on my shoulder blade. For the last few days as I work on collapsing it I’m getting those old sensations again.
Question:
I wonder why it’s putting up such a fight? Is it because it has been a part of my life for so long? Yes! Would I have met the same resistance had I chosen a different goal? I think yes!
Loving myself after each session is always awesome I always do it with a big smile on my face. 
Overall I feel happy with myself.
I’m still amazed at how this process has impacted on my life for the better. I see it in my work ethic, my thought process, my attitude, my outlook, the list just goes on!
Thank you again!
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Nah I’m too deep in my own trance to feel the time as well. Learned to do that in the first few processing where I didn’t like to wait so I go into a state where a part of me is guiding the person but the other (majority) is releasing my own things.
Keep diving into it 
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Vibes #8
Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes did 2 cycles. Again with mild fears and visions. But then I couldn’t focus anymore. Because of that @_OM and @anon22855873 advised me to use All Purpose Anxiety Removal.
So I ran the “All Purpose…” 4.5 times and this one was a trip.
- Probably the deepest trance I entered
- 3 fears popped up, that I banished to the deepest parts of my subconscious
- Could even feel things happening to me, that I never experienced in my life
- even with the fear reduction of the field the feelings I had were more intense, than those in the Amygdala Healing
At the beginning of round five:
Only one light anxiety state happened otherwise some visions, without any feeling, focus was getting worse again, so I ended the video after 8 minutes.
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes. Did a 15 minute round. Was okay-good. Mid section was shaky again, could catch myself, like yesterday, and the last 3-4 minutes were really good.
Decided to do another 10 minute round and magic happened.
- 3-4 times I stepped into the place behind thought
– was pure witness - when I returned thoughts were pretty quiet
Could achieve this state one more time, after the 10 minutes were over.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Worked on the next topic Meridian and managed to release it today. The process felt super comfy. Couldn’t morph into the next topic, though I didn’t try for long. Gonna do another 5-10 minute session, to find the next topic.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love?
No. I did the candle exercise last and my success let me forget about giving myself love right away. But I did it a few minutes later, when I realized my mistake.
Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day?
Yes. Again difficulties in the morning. But not impossible and no healing required. Got better and better throughout the day.
How do you feel overall?
Really good.
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I AM I
I can see my real self, probably for the first time. I KNOW who I AM.
I now know what matters in life and everything else is inconsequential. I feel like I can finally start to live.
It wasn’t always an easy process but it was so worth it. The changes in me in just the last two weeks have been astonishing. And the best part - my journey into this wonderful new world has only just begun!
Congratulations @anon47982696 and @dreamingheroes - and thank you so much for sharing your beautiful poem with us 
Thank you to all who have shared this journey and have inspired me so much in sharing your hearts.
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