I am I… a more refined and heart centered I !
@anon22855873 Thank you so much, Angel!! I’m truly grateful for all your time, patience and guidance.
I am I… a more refined and heart centered I !
@anon22855873 Thank you so much, Angel!! I’m truly grateful for all your time, patience and guidance.
Ah yes…I almost forgot…
a very special welcome home gif I’ve been saving just for @anon22855873
Great job Angel!
Ah so all it takes is helping over a dozen people skip 20+ lifetimes to be welcomed? Piece of cake /GodLevelSarcasm
Well it’s been nothing but a great experience here. Only 120 days and it feels like I’ve shed and grown into 20 different bodies and now a new one every 3-4 days.
So…
Thank you Did my best and ready to vacation inside myself for 8+ hours again.
I keep forgetting how fortunate I am to have reached this state when others 10, 20 and even 30 years older than me have still got no clue as to where to go in life or how to deal with their emotional baggage. I’m eternally grateful to you for that bro.
My SEE testimonial:
I’m just going to describe what I was like before and after.
Before SEE: I was a guy with a lot of identification with my worries. Also had many repressed emotions of hatred towards the world that I wasn’t aware of because I had driven them so deep within myself. I was just lost and truly lonely in every sense of the word with a complete absence of motivation to achieve anything in life. I felt like a plastic bag blowing in the wind. Aimless.
After SEE: The best result I have gotten is energy sensitivity. With this I have begun to be able to actually feel like a true member of the sapien medicine community, just by being able to feel the various fields and expressing my gratitude towards the sapien team.
In terms of personal growth, my mountain of anxiety has almost gone. I only feel it during really tense situations which I will eventually release.
I don’t feel lost, hopeless or purposeless anymore. And I have definitely been able to activate the “flow state” (state of just going with the flow) a lot more and think just a little bit less than I used to.
I feel like a plastic bag blowing in the wind. Just going wherever life takes me.
Same place. Different perspective.
Thanks again Angel. Hope to see you with new skills soon buddy.
Back to work now
It was a long road but, thanks to the unconditional support of @anon22855873 and @_OM, finally …
I am I and beyond
I want to thank you all
Sharing this journey with you has no doubt made it easier. Reading about your experiences allowed me to better understand and accept mine and to put them into perspective.
Special thanks to you @anon22855873 , for guiding all of us with tough love … and simplicity, efficiency and effectiveness
Thank you @_OM for kindly and patiently accompanying me on the last part of the road
A new road has now opened for me and I can’t wait to SEE were it will lead me
So happy for you!
No welcome gif, it was all for nothing …
And thank you @anon37166570 (not sure the little hearts/likes are significant enough)
You’re welcome!
Since @anon22855873 is on vacation, I get to force my way into substitute teacher until he returns.
So I saw the list of polarities he gave you which are kinda heavy to do when just starting out.
I would start from the bottom and work your way up to the more existential ones.
Like the ones above will probably be polarities that you’ll want to revisit several times to collapse as your sense of I grows and deepens over time
I’ve been busy collapsing sensory overload for a week using my I. I currently have an autism spectrum disorder so that means I’m just way too sensitive. While I’m waiting for the autism audio to get my excess neurons pruned, I’m collapsing my emotional reaction to the high sensory input so it doesn’t affect me as much.
I actually went through periods of extended clearheadedness today so it must be working.
Change in perspective: I could still get wayyyy better at the physical act of clearing out an emotion once it’s been detached after saying something. I’d even say my ability now is crap.
BUT, my ever so slightly more direct experience of the truth makes me realise that those crap emotions truly don’t matter!
For example, I was in a situation where I experienced a lot of fear and panic today. But I could see more clearly that it was my body experiencing this fear reaction (the trembling, the palpitations and the faster breathing). Not me. And while it took longer for me to clear out the emotion than the average SEE member, I was fine with it because ultimately that fear is illusory.
I now truly understand why the only job I have is to identify with the Self and let go of everything else. Dare I say, further solidifying my identification with the Self will improve my clearing ability.
So more pro tips…
Since you’ve done these, now do the “shadow” or seemingly opposites of them and see what results they yield…
Of course, others are able to utilize these as well.
Just more ideas to expand everyone sense of I-ness.
Is this course still active?
No, it ran just once, but anyone can do it by themselves :)
Definitely gonna have to use some audios to bring things to the surface. Not sure if my period of using trauma release and forgiveness are making it harder for me to bring up emotions because me visualizing the situations no longer comes with a feeling