Adding to what @JAAJ commented and suggested, in order to benefit from the LOA we have to do a pre work, otherwise youd end up manifesting more of the very thing you wish to change.
We have to deconstruct the image of ourselves we built throughout the years in a negative light:
Our self-worth
Our Worth for others
Our Innate Right to Be, Belong, Get and actively participate in this world
What we deserve
Etc
And we are talking about generations far back repeating and doing the same along our lineage and society.
It takes time to change all of that and thats what we fight against every day pushing a little more every time.
However focusing first on our little own environment (family, home, close friends) to re build strong foundation is key to go out there and conquer.
Healing traumas (as Jaaj mentioned)
Forgiving those you grew up with
Forgiving yourself
Commit to control the ego
Release subconscious blockages
Release the deep rooted ideas of:
“Not deserving this because i have this and i dont have that”
“Never getting opportunities because i dont belong here or there”
“My shortcomings stop me from going far”
“This is how it is and has always been”
Etc
My suggestion is to work with:
The Subconscious Limit Removal
The Ego Dissolution
All the Achemical Revisions (some are only on Patreon, some only on Youtube)
And check all suggestions in Jaaj’s daily love stack, if there are too many just start with some that resonate with you and increase from there
The Mental Health Album on Sapien
And since the Ego freaks out when it notices we are trying to change and get rid of it, it starts pushing harder until we get terrified, frozen and go back to where we were. We feel afraid of succeeding. So to stop that from happening, always ask for intercession in whatever you believe.
Do you believe in Angels?
Then loop Angelic Intercession
Do you believe in Saints?
Then loop Essence of Faith and Prayer
Do you believe in Jesus?
Then loop The Spear of Destiny
Do you believe in other higher beings?
Then loop Devic Intercession
if you dont believe in anything, thats ok too. Then just loop the higher self connections, it knows all about you from ever and for ever. It has all the answers for you.
And just a reminder that Autistic People are not broken or a failure or undeserving of the best (whether you believe it or not or just what you think society thinks)
This famous people are or were autistic and they didnt let others stop them from shining because they knew they had traits that made them special and ran with them to succeed: