Thank you @Kalacakra
It’s just physical thing doesn’t work very efficient to me, but the mental stuff works like a charm.
As you said, i should not have a mental barrier block that only NFT works better. But being as a new technology on distributing the energy/field, i am biased to think that it is a better method to get result.
Yes, always compare to myself rather than others on the progress. This is very true, as i know someone is very hardcore and loop the track for the whole day/night. I think my energy body is not strong enough to do something like that. Thanks for your words once again.