I have stated my view on judgement and our role as human beings in a society in another topic, which I am just going to quote here
This is where I am at right now. I view the actions of people that hurt me as one of infinite potentials, and I don’t mean this in a denying, self-delusional way just to make me feel better.
What I have come to observe is that there tends to be a form of loneliness in people like us who dive into spirituality. The loneliness to know that other people don’t really understand and probably never will. (Except this story with the empathy-orgy-cinema after your death is true)
When I was sick with Corona these past few weeks, there were people who told me that I have gone nuts, because I refused to take medicine and said that I would deal with it on my own.
There are other people, relatives of my friends and colleagues who got infected and suffer and don’t know what to do. Part of me wants to reach out and show them what we do here, but the other part of me knows they wont listen. In the worst case they will tell others I have gone nuts and then people would start to treat me different from before and that would be unbearable.
The worst part of my existence as a subliminal creator is to watch people suffer and not being able to reach out to them. Sapien probably experienced the same.
Imagine what people would think of him if he told them what he was doing.
And I think this is the same for everyone on the spiritual path. Sometimes I really think Jesus, or Jeshua if you prefer, was one of the loneliest people. I can only assume that his biggest frustration was that he was trying to show people that the power lies within them and they just wont listen.
There is deep suffering in this spiritual loneliness. Maybe it is this suffering that keeps us seeking the answers.
To make a full circle to this topic; I don’t think I am someone special. I don’t think I am part of an elite who are the only ones who feel this way. I think everyone does, but most people are just very good at drowning this suffering and numbing it out.
Look at all the best-sellers in spiritual literature.
Neale Donald Walsch. Eckhart Tolle. Cafe at the end of the world.
The message is the same in all these books and people absolutely love it and buy them in the millions.
It is because these books and stories verbalize something that their soul wants them to know, but they can’t hear the voice anymore.
We act “tough”. We have learned in school that we are better than someonee when we point out their mistakes and publicly humiliate them. And it works, somehow. And it has gotten us cold.
Someone who does bad to someone else suffers along with their victim because their soul can’t recognize itself in their deeds and being.
In the end, all we ever want is happiness, freedom and peace.
The sooner we recognize this, the sooner we can let go off of this weird weird delusions and come back together.