Lol Wholistic thinking strikes again… I just had a very lengthy conversation that was multivariabled and expressed many of my faulty primal thinking patterns. I realized how I should give into primal urges less and be more giving because I will be on a completely different level soon and none of the little things will matter. That I should remain focused on my goals, etc.
Overall just a lot of introspection and self consciousness.
All in the span of less than a minute lol. I checked the time and was like wtf.