Hi, welcome to the forum!
It may have some relation to an earlier phase in life/past circumstances, might be best to use some revision fields to help with the root cause…
https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/alchemical-revision-of-inner-self-love/41980
https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/the-archetype-of-parental-love/12387
https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/the-alchemical-revision-of-childhood/40947