I think is the the first or 2nd time the most ive played a new audio combined with others.
I did it because i had this strong pulled to do so
I played Alchemical Zircon & Danburite first a few times because that one not only feels like the Blue Print of Life for the astral to me, bodies/mind/consciousness but it always feels like a vacuum/primer or maybe is because it feels like an ascension push, anyway.
After like 20 minutes of this one then 20 mins of Manhattan Method
That was last night before bed.
I did the same this morning.
My God im all over the place!!
What a PUSH.
That combo, opened/unfolded doors in my mind and consciousness like flicking through a big book
“Check this out”…
“Understood that part?”
- then here, see the second level of this thing’s depth"
And it continued digging and unfolding for each thing đź«
Ego is kicking ass
Scenarios being played in my head
Heart exposing hidden feelings
The fantastic part about this field
(yes this one, Manhattan Shows in different way i cant put in words but i know the difference)
The beautiful part is that i could see the difference like split between “thats ego” and “thats the truth” the ego responses, images and feelings where all swirling in my body, the truth from Crystal of Insight was like from the expanded consciousness.
Very well defined.
It got me tripping tho because it was a lot that showed me, shaken a lot of beliefs foundations etc
Which is funny because i just remember i saw this last night while listening to it and just now im understanding:
“We do not see with our eyes, but with beliefs”
And im not talking about general/world/family/ society beliefs, no. I am talking about the truths (big BS) i have believed as truth. Thats why the ego and feelings were all over.
I was not expecting such a big leap, this field is like 10 years in 1 loop kinda advance.
At the end when feeling all rambunctious inside i played the Flower of Life and i felt embraced by the Mother. All is well.
Big shout out to the Shorse Servitor as well, because before when pushing/brain, mind, upper chakras i would get overwhelmed at times or mental fatigue (no pain no gain) but id had to fix that for a couple of hours, rest and extra eat.
I feel nothing, like this big thing never happened.
Also i felt the strong hold while i was hit with all the things i was looking at.
Really really amazing field. 10/10 recommend.