Gonna try Freedom soon.
Wow, I felt quite the shaking from this:
Some brief recollections from my past (not for everyone, don’t read if you don’t like sad stories):
Summary
I made a vow to help my aunt a long time ago, to not let her die (yeah, I was very young, but still, I wanted to help her), the I broke that vow years later, as I was the one to tell her to go out of our home when she was sick and close to dying…
But I did that due to trauma, as her and her family betrayed my mom and me, took a business only for themselves, etc., they broke our trust, yet she came to ask for help when she was close to death…
And I had mercy for her, for a while, until she started demanding stuff, for me to close my tv and what not, so she can sleep at night…
And I couldn’t take it, I made a huge a huge scandal and told her that she stays only if she agrees to the rules of my home, otherwise she can go, and she left…
She died just a little bit later, then my health started deteriorating to the lowest points of my life.
Anyway, I also done something far worse, before the incidents and history with our relatives, as i made my parents broke up, due to certain big flaws of my dad, although otherwise an amazing human being, he loved alcohol and…
Well, when I was 10 years old, we left him and other troubles arrived in our lives.
A few years later I tried to save his life, by praying and by anything that i knew back then…
I couldn’t, as he died from cancer, and I felt so sorry that I left him.
Back then I used to promise and say stuff and even curse people, some attachments were definitely created, some Vows were made, etc.
Later, I tried to make some agreements with some Deities, and maybe even Entities, quite the mistakes on my part lol…
Oh, well, it’s time to remove any contracts, Vows, agreements, etc., that don’t help me, that are hostile, parasitic or just unfavorable to/for me.
