Hi anon2.
Welcome to the forum if you havent been here before 
Great suggestions up there.
Mine would be:
As soon as waking up:
New Release - The Internal Alchemical Crucible x 2
Subconscious limit removal x2
New Release: The Essence of Mantras x 2
The Outlook Retrainer: Testimonials x 2
And
Evening / before bed
Subconscious limit removal x 1
Hope and happiness x 2
Eessence of faith and prayer x 2
For at least 2 weeks
If you can at least buy one thing:
Book of cards on gumroad
Get familiar with the cards
And create the fae servitor
Check the posts about the book and the fae
Once you start feeling happy with hope and better perspectives then
Imaginarium divine on patreon like twice a day.
It will help you find your way again and purpose in life