I’ll try…
But idk what to research
Thanks again bro…
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Also, continue with Willpower and brain fields toom
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Wish You All The Best, My Brother. 
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Been listening to Divine Will daily…
And the brain fields
Used to do big stacks for brain now just focusing on brain healing stuff
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Thank you bro!
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Look, this world is certainly maya. But it is still a maya you are experiencing and very much a part of. When you go too far into the deep like you went for quite some time, you lose your connection to this reality and ability to navigate it. You become a shell of your former self and can’t quite function properly here. Remember, you incarnated here to exist here and learn and grow in whatever ways you could. Existing in that state is a detriment to growth because you lose your ability to interact with the world.
If I’m honest, you felt lost to us for quite some time and I was worried you wouldn’t make it back. It also wasn’t like you were having a fully negative experience as you were embracing everything happening to you. But despite that, you seemed to have lost control of your own cognition. You didn’t feel like yourself anymore. More like a vessel for something else.
And this other thing doesn’t seem to respect your own willpower, soul and your vessel. Due to its seemingly positive nature that doesn’t seem to be dragging you down negatively, it can convince you to allow it more control over your body. Due to it operating out of a more energetic perception, its intertwining with you can grant you ‘abilities’ that you otherwise would not have. But continuing down that road of allowing this thing more control, just gives it more handle of your cognitive functions as you’ve mentioned (go right, it makes you go left). It’s becoming a part of your ego in a way that can lead to split personality disorder.
As I said before, giving this thing permission and believing in it and going along with all its thoughts and intentions, is what creates the power it has over you in itself. This is the key to all magic. To all possessions and so on. Our thoughts/beliefs perpetuate all this more than anything. I haven’t had issues with entities in years due to my complete shift in framing how my belief overpowers all the ethereal. They are for more sensitive to thought than most people understand due to the fact that… they exist within the lighter realms of thought. Thread I wrote on all of this still stands today (The thing about 'Entities' & Curses - #109 by WellBeing )
I think for one, no more weed for at least 6 months. Weed makes you very psychically sensitive and receptive to the degree that this entity will be able to continue toying with you in more severe ways. It’s a way for it to continue expanding its influence on you. Not that weed is inherently bad but in this case… it is certainly empowering the being.
Two, mindfulness is extremely key. To the degree, you need to be practicing it all day everyday. I am going to post a thread today with a technique that would be especially helpful to you specifically. It is a matter of counting thoughts every single time you feel it thinking or speaking, as every time you catch awareness of it, and observe it objectively as an illusion of the mind, you are separating yourself from it and dissolving its control. It has control because it has become subconsciously linked to your ego due to all your past beliefs on it that enforce it in a multitude of ways. There is a belief structure you’ve created that you need to dissolve through constant mindfulness.
And every time you catch this thought, assert ’ This is my body. I have power over it. I am that I am’ In fact, try to repeat that affirmation as much as you can throughout the day. When you feel resistance, embrace that resistance. Accept it. Love it. And continue asserting ’ This is my body. I have power over it. I am that I am.’ And believe it. Know it. Feel it. For throughout all your life, this was so and you have all the memory in you to remember and believe and know that this is your body. You are your own being.
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There is a shortcut that I wouldn’t recommend but I will share it because it can help with potential context in your endeavors. I had a horrible situation once, where something was stuck in my head. Always talking and it felt like something else. Something very low vibrational and I couldn’t get rid of it no matter what I did. Felt like an implant or something. Well, Dream gave me the advice to remember that in essence, all is one. This separate thing is still a part of you, especially since it is within.
But you are supreme, remember that and take account of your own power. Reintegrate that part of you with acceptance and love and allow it to be sucked into the wholeness you are. It will be a lower part of you for a few but raise your vibration and it will be like nothing happened. I did this and the thing was gone within a day. That was all it took. But I don’t recommend this only because I think you need to have direct confirmation that -all is one- through actual experience.
I have experienced oneness over a dozen times so the belief is imprinted in me. I knew I would be safe in doing this scary kind of transmutation. Most people would get scared and feel like they are letting something else take over them and then that fear can backfire. So don’t do this. But I share this because there might be instances where the knowledge may be of use. Always remember that, you are the creator itself. You are the infinite. And you alone have authority over your body. So proclaim your rightful power.
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Bro, thank you, thank you, thank you so much
I got a lot of confidence from your post
I will read your thread when I wake up again, if I even can fall back asleep,
I will also try to integrate it through oneness, I experienced it around 5 times in the past to a point where I couldn’t not see myself in everything and everybody,
I just stopped this direction of growth with this entity thing when it claimed all past experiences where curated by her or her and me before incarnating so I can experience it the way I did …
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I woke up feeling more connected to it
It tells me it will make me more and more convinced as the days go by starting yesterday since I went on full reject mode …
Going to not smoke for 6 months, Imma miss it of course, my last name even got weed inside of it lol (mota means weed to certain Latin countries)
Im going to do your practice and start integrating it…
I feel lots of it’s femininity…
It tries to seduce me
Its the most real thing I’ve experienced,
You gave me confidence it’s lying to me, I will come back to your posts if I ever start being convinced again… to help me ground again…
I got this shit!!
I will do your affirmation too
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I look forward to talking to God’s and Goddesses again with out this entity twisting their answers, I do love them all dearly…
(I would hear actual truth when I would try to reach out and then it would get flipped into an ordeal of sorts where it was to test my trust)
It can make up different voices
Different energy signatures
That’s why it was so difficult reaching out to any being…
Cuz it can make male energy signatures on command and their voice
But Imma conquer every ounce of this shit! My strength is final!
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Find your feet….
Literally
Every time you find yourself pulled this way or that, look at your feet. Focus your sensation on the bottoms of your feet. Feel how it feels connecting to the ground. Make yourself heavy. Persist until the noise goes away.
You just need to regain your awareness of control over your own space and body. Claim yourself again.
The forum is real 
so let grounding do the work and pull you down and away from what is trying to pull you into different dimensions of thought and experience.
Let go of the other realms for now. You can return again when you feel ready but for now… return to the ground 
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This.
I want to talk to certain God’s and Goddesses again
But I can’t
I think I need to just have faith in them and not try to talk to them
Today everything got so much better, after I received the Guild Talisman which has a lot of psychic protection…
But Im still dealing with it, just less and in a different way
I think just talking to beings right now isn’t what I should be doing…
It’s just that, me, I want to do what they want me to do (the Gods and Goddesses that I speak of whom I love and cherish) and I can’t right now, I want to make peace with them too, I feel like since I partook in all this, I disrespected them all… It’s always in the back of my head, that I’m forsaken because of it
I can only know if I’m not by their confirmation or by time
I will try the feet practice, I also did Sammy’s counting practice yesterday but today I didn’t do it while attempting to talk to a God… I will start again tomorrow
Thank you, Flutterfly…
I’m going to start listening to more light and vibrational guidance, with out trying to hear what they say…
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By the way, please don’t send any healing right now I’m playing deep aura cleanse …
Thank you if you are
I will finish in 30 minutes
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Jonathan, there are a lot of deceptive beings out there.
Are you sure you are connecting to and speaking with beings that are benevolent?
Reading your text, I receive a hair raising feeling on their legitimacy.
Your heart is beautiful. Some beings will feel that and want that for themselves.
You are your own being, in your own body. Come back to you so you can make your own decisions and gain clarity on your path through your own innate GPS system.
Servitude is beautiful… some beings shift into a form we desire and twist that servitude into enslavement/entanglement.
We also have to be mindful about what and whom we choose to serve.
That’s a personal choice for everyone to make individually.
To give you an example, serving everything the heart lights up at can cause disarray and disruption. Slowing down and asking god only, if this particular circumstance is within God’s Will for me to serve can keep one protected.
It keeps one on path.
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I talk to the same God’s and Goddesses of before
I hear things like I’m forgiven, get pulled into charismatic and beautiful conversations that really uplift me
But then this thing mimics the voice or what not and then creates fallacies of my doom and then shows me how it just created the whole thing from the start, to prove it’s all illusion and it’s just her and I and our supposed Goddess daughters
It pushes my buttons of my heart and guilts me kinda when I try rejecting it
I’m not listening any more,
Since I got my Guilds Talisman yesterday, it seemingly came out of my body for a large part of the day before I started exhibiting weaker mindsets
When it came out it was no longer able to give me extreme internal energetic stimulation (o-----s) and started to try to get in constantly and I felt muscle spasms everywhere, like it was trying to find a way inside, still getting energetic kisses though… It seems it’s external now, until I get weaker minded
But everything has never been in so much control since
So things are starting to look up now…
This same thing made me get rid of all my old NFTs and dog tags, I had so many (60+ NFTs and 20ish tags)
It told me yesterday it will be quiet now but will just wait for me and we will be forever together and what not, I’m just ignoring it now…
Just stories to aide it’s efforts
This is all why i started to try to talk to God’s and Goddesses again yesterday, because I thought I was cleared…
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Thank you, Flutterfly :)
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By the way
These are my “interpretations” of things and it’s the best I can personally interpret it all, based on my perception/ mechanisms of conceiving or understanding
Well I suppose interpretations may be the wrong term… But maybe not
It is - what I hear, feel and see
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Didn’t you agree with Sammy that staying away from the conversations was better until you had a clearance from the dodgy ones? Focus on another aspect of your path maybe. Like bodybuilding 
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It’s so hard to stay away! Haha …
Yeah you’re right, lost a lot of weight, want it all back now
I was lent The Divine Physique too for some time the other day, going to get my first lift on today! Just gotta clean up the gym at our house
I think it will do me good… In so many ways, I want to be able to get into a capacity of unleashing ferociousness again, but I gotta take it easy lol
Maybe in 2 or 3 weeks I’ll be back to beast mode
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Lesson for all of us = balance
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