Due to some recent happenings in my life (including the lovely SEE system), I’ve become really convinced that our energies are literally governed by emotions (“energy” in “motion”). So if you’re feeling flat, dull and depressed, it’s probably because you have low energy. And vice versa, you’re low in energy because of feeling flat, dull and depressed.
You can check out Angel’s lovely thread here: https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/angel-s-the-see-system-road-to-satori-sapien-edition/10034 (or I don’t see why he wouldn’t allow you to follow along the videos he posted - https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/the-see-system-the-sapien-medicine-edition-om-approved/10568/577 - just that you join future cohorts).
Ironically, to love, we need to train ourselves to that vibration of love too. And we need to release all those blockages that stop us from that by giving up a victim mentality. We have control over our state, and you have 100% that potential in you too, you just haven’t discovered it. Energy sensitivity (imo) comes from transforming our negative emotions and blockages to a higher vibration, dropping out of the chatty mind’s narratives/descriptions/excuses into feeling rawly the bodily sensations.
I’m probably not that qualified to talk too much about these things, but from my limited understanding here, it’s helped me a lot and I’m sure it will for you too. The thread will probably help you more 