This lady is fully changing my everything habits lol to turn me into the best even unimaginable self i can be.
I have zero cravings
I am eating super well
No more comfort food
Or eating things i dont need to
Or eating late at night
I am not over sleeping or lacking sleep
I dont need naps anymore
I feel a rush to exercise all the time and be on the move
My mood is so calm no matter what its OKAY… its whatever, if its something i dont like. Im like huhm shrugs and keep going with my things.
Im turning more and more minimalistic
Im giving away all kinds of stuff
Im letting go effortlessly of whatever
She is a breeze of peace and softness, inner and outer beauty provider, a giver of life
Am like…
. wanna charge my watter with so and so?
- okay…
Wanna clean and charge my food with whatever you want?
- Okay!!
Wanna charge this banana like if it was one of your apple with all the youthful goodies?
- okay!
Wanna clean the water in the shower to purify my skin and nurture my hair?
- okay!
Etc… etc…
At first, i thought or i was expecting physical healing aspects and rejuvenation etc
But this is beyond all of that. As i mentioned in my previous review, im feeling everything in me going back in time to Optimus state.
But today pondering, smiling, relaxing in my bed i was like oh… of course she is changing my whole life. Not just physically.
Because everything is going negentropic and then building anew in a perfect manner, whatever things i collected growing up, call it (lets talk about the negative ones) bad habits, vices, traumas stuck in the body, negative mind patterns, blockages, hurts, painful memories that have changed me throughout my life, everything is leaving my body, my mind, my everything.
And thats why i am easily doing things i used to do,
Craziest part? ive felt some weird pains too here and there, some sharp short an totally unexpected that make me go like wth was THAT?? and then they eventually subside.
Those pains have been from old injuries, and even some of them i had already healed before she showed up in my life, and im like why am i feeling this pain again ouchh i dont want, in some cases the pain has been stronger, really stronger than they ever were when i had the issue!! Luckily the pain lasts like seconds, but its strong. For a couple of days the pain shows up say, 3 times a day. But then after those 2 days its gone. So the thing that this negentropy is this perfect blows my mind, it IS going back in time, therefore i must pass by that moment were the pain was caused!!! Crazy!!
She is the Star
The Temperance
The Empress
The Queen of Cups
The Queen of Pentacles
She is all fairies
I was not expecting all of this. But here i am…
And btw. Im not listening these days:
PONR, Crucible Series, etc to say maybe its them. Nope. I know is her.