Yh, that’s what my guess too. I think it’s more about you than the docs.
I mean, if his docs and fields just attacked everyone and everything then no one will use it.
I used his fields in the past, even the one with entities and dark stuff ( I won’t go into specifics but let’s just say the one you saw was nothing compared to what I used lol) but it didn’t worked on me. Same reason as you do, I grew up in Abrahamic Religion and the values just didn’t align with me.
I didn’t feel attacked tho, maybe because I’m not afraid of it (and I’m naturally just a black sheep/rebel/curious little shit jk for lack of a better of a word 
. I mean I was afraid of it first, but so was using Sapien. First I’m afraid of Subliminal, then not anymore, then Sapien, then not anymore, Quadible, then anymore, SZ, then not anymore etc…It just snowballs until I get used to this stuff). I just feel something inside me is resisting it so I kinda have an idea what you felt.
I mean, SammyG made a post about entities and stuff and said that they only have power over you as much as you allowed them to be. They live in a different realm than us so this physical plane, our mind, and body should be our home territory. Don’t be afraid of them and they can’t scare you.
