Hey bro, here is my understanding:
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“Sexual energy” is one of the many expressions of the universal Life Force.
The word “sexual” implies a split into genders.
So when Life Force is expressed as “sexual” it means it takes on a gender polarity depending on its expression. It becomes Life Force energy with an added gender polarity attribute.
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When Life Force/Sexual Energy is exchanged between souls, this creates an experience of bliss, intimacy and unity.
The energy is flowing between the souls.
There is connection and this feels good.
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While incarnated into a physical human body, this sexual life force energy is almost completely tunneled and channeled on expressing itself according to a certain gender, certain genetic and certain hormonal setup.
This very specific tunneling and focusing of that Life Force / Sexual Energy is part of the human experience and makes you want to exchange this energy with other humans only under these very specific conditions. Hence why most humans only find one gender “sexually attractive” etc.
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While being a soul on the astral in your astral body, sex becomes “less physical” and “more energetical”, so the what is heavily channeled into specific setups on the physical, becomes a little less channeled on the astral. Astral beings can still choose, depending on the level of the astral plane, to identify with a certain “gender” etc.
For example most humans on the astral have also a gender and preferred sexual expression, as do many of the Deities we are working here with. For example Aphrodite is “female” because that is the current preference of her soul, etc.
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If you would be aware of all your parallel incarnations, you would probably become confused with how to actually channel that sexual energy, since you would have all the sexual setups all at once coming together in your head lol. Obviously, this would be counterproductive for the Higher Self to experience incarnations as “male” and “female”, as “hetero”, “gay” and otherwise.
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Imagine how Higher Selves exchange Life Force energy between each other.
Imagine how Life Force is exchanged between souls who can choose from more than two main genders etc.
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To answer your question about “having some gay thoughts”.
In the end this means nothing really.
You have parallel incarnations as female who is attracted to males.
As well as a male attracted to males and as a female attracted to females.
Probably all the possible combinations.
The only reason this question makes people on earth a little uncomfortable is simply because as explained in 3.) their sexual energy is heavily channeled and focussed on expressing itself only according to the genetic programming and find all other expressions repulsive. It is programming that is part of the human experience and also to ensure re-production of the species on the physical.
In the end, it is just “game code” and the Life Force energy follows this code while the game is running.
