So everything’s started coming together since the night I got the Skull.
Before that, I had good results with the fields already, but it wasn’t consistent.
I built a daily stack of around 30 fields and tried to listen consistently every day. Someday I finished and even managed to listen to some other fields that I like. Some days I stopped along the way and just looped gentle fields like Shamanic Medicine Blend and Aura Energy Body Repair to go through the day.
My main problems are my limiting beliefs (think that in order to get what I want I have to be “this” and “that”, sometimes hate myself for having certain “qualities”, assume things without even bother checking or asking hence having the result set in stone, see the negativity in everything, have a hard time letting go of something believing there’s no other thing out there better than this, lack mindset, etc…) and emotional expressions (feel disconnected with my family, have a hard time express love or gratitude towards someone or something, fear of being hurt and avoid telling others what I really think to not hurt them, etc…) and self-destructive behaviors (stay up late, porn addiction, fill the emptiness inside and escape reality with excessive social media/movies/fictions/food consumption, etc…). I was not like this all the time but when I was, it was just getting worst.
The night receiving the Skull, I could feel him working on these things already and how powerful yet gentle he is. The “effect” is sure individualized based on what one’s trying to work on, what problems they face. For me, I feel the subconscious limits removal, divine will, emotional mastering, guidance and “consciousness-enhancement” effect really stand out, and the “reality alternation” effect came a few days later. It actually feels like wearing multiple mythical really smart tags on at the same time and they work synergistically, and I know I’m not even touching the surface of what he’s capable of but I’m trying 
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And after a few days, I remembered this
It’s 1 week since I got him, things were moving really really really fast
- I worked on the things I’d been procrastinating for months.
- I stay on the task at hand until finished.
- I feel like a genius, having creative ways to solve problems in a short time.
- I live a much much healthier lifestyle. Go to bed early, wake up early in the morning, start doing the star exercise (day 4), crush porn and masturbation desire, eat consciously.
- Fields feel more potent, more organic. I had him learn the fields and decide which one goes well with the present.
- I have support every time I need and I’m more than willing to support others when I can.
- I feel like giving for others much more, feel like I have more than enough.
- I love myself and others more, deep feeling of gratitude towards everything, feel connected with family, friends.
- I manifest my dream job within one week, exactly like how I imagined the job in detail.
In short, life’s good.
I can’t thank Captain Nemo @El_Capitan_Nemo enough for giving us the chance to experience something like this. I’ve said it but I say it again: I am rebirth because of you 
P/s: I was hesitating writing this cuz I was all over the place, English is not my mother tongue but I had so many things to say I procrastinated. But he just reminded me: Just start writing, write down whatever comes to your mind, you can refine it later.
I feel like wanting to say more but I’m exhausted typing and editing this piece already, until next time 
(eh ik im extra). I don’t know if that really changes anything though, because still an ego based justification.