Sounds like emotional release is really going to be a good one for you, then. I agree with MonkeyOwl… just play it in one or two minute increments and see how you feel. You’ve grown over the months as well. You just recently did the curse removal field, which probably will help this time around.
I found the forgiveness and release field to be powerful too. Play around with them in small doses and find the sweet spot for you.
Gave this 3 listens today. I feel emotionally like a kid again. I mean not literally like a immature kid. But I feel scar free (emotionally and mentally) also I was getting back various memories and feelings associated with them from the past.
I have this weird anxiety like feeling creeping in my digestive tract and legs. Idk if it’s because of this or not. I’m also using PP 2. I have this uncomfortable tickling inside of me.
I think I had something similar when I started the Plasma Protocol.
It turned out to be part of the detox.
One of the fields that changed my life the most
So I promised I was going to update this as I gather more experience with it. So, here goes.
This field still works in ways I don’t fully understand, but I can assure you it goes very deep (no puns).
My first understanding was that healing was happening on a surface level and genetic patterns, but the more it goes by it still is continuing to grow more.
Currently reached depths I haven’t experienced much, other than previously reaching an enlightenment state or a Zen State of Consciousness. But still going further.
It started to communicate with the unconscious a lot more through dreams and such, and actually rearranging the patterns I have always had (but didn’t know) - the CORE of things. Oddly enough, my ego is being manifested and battling this too, because a few days ago I started to have healing through dreams.
This happened after something in my core got “changed” thanks to the Spell Removal audio.
Now blueprint has been going deeper and deeper and taking charge of things, especially during sleep. My EGO hates this, it really does, and it is putting a real fight, alongside the unconscious.
Nonetheless, it has sided with an unkown part of me inside and my inner child is healing, she loves this field! 
For those more visual, the healing I am experiencing is from this life, as much as other lives . It is going through all the predicaments and ailments I have and coding them, but climbing, and climbing… Trying to get to the root cause of the issues I have! I’M SO F* HAPPY!
I might still have an entity lurking around putting up a fight(since quite young), and it is powerful, but I’m really so hopeful and grateful for this, I can’t even explain it better. So, there’s a visual at the end of the field getting to the Core.
Basically the field grows or climbs unto your essence trying to really liberate the best you that you have inside. The real one. Whilst changing your core (reprogramming) for you to be a better one! The conscious mind is battling it out, the unconscious is teaming up with blueprint… And I’ve been having really wild and tough dreams. Huge detox symptoms, and I really do feel drained, because it is soo severe whatever is down there.
the ego is being tormented down there. This unconscious thing, unknown dark figure, is at the core of my person. Deep ingrained. And it created a sort of settlement and grabbed a bit of the ego, where it reigns. The audio knocked it off and sent it flying. And the ego lost a bit control.
After having access to this, all the emotional turmoil, the pain swept under the rug, and such started to come out. And I mean things from other lives, not this one. It is so weird, because the dreams I am having are not from here. And no, I don’t know where the hell I am from.
Thing is, at the same time, I am listening to Blueprint and Plasma!
Blueprint is working in the core of my being rearranging it while Plasma is picking up where Blueprint has left.
From my understanding in Psychology, Psychiatry and some Spicy Spiritualism ,we have at least three powerful events happening here, which did really throw me off:
1- An entity is/was indeed there placed, keeping my inner child closed and feeding from all of this.
2- The inner/unconscious me is trying to regain power at all costs and burst out.
3- The conscious side of it (this reality) is battling this with all heapons in hand
When the entity left, my subconscious started to communicate badly with me. And I do really mean badly. It is like a prison down there for it, and the guards felt asleep and are doing everything to wake me up. Something huge they are trying to tell me. I mean, I’m having dreams, number synchronicities, unnatural events, coincidental situations, psychic events…you name it.
It used every single thing to get my attention. It was driving me mad and lunatic these past few days and still is, to certain extent because I can’t fully understand them, it is too much conceptual 
“too much conceptual” I wonder if that’s a thing ahah
At the same time, my higher self was speaking to me telling me what I should do ( he speaks in english, I’m portuguese btw) and my ego was creating these illusions to trap all of this because it upsets and unnerves him.
So, during dreamtime I started to have shadow’esque dreams. Where shadows portray something you don’t realize - unconscious. I was either chased, felt naked, hands removing a blanket from my face…Etc, etc, I will spare the details, especially of the more wild ones.
I know we say this a lot here, and I’m not hyping this as much as it deserves really, but this might just be the most powerful field Dream has ever released @El_Capitan_Nemo
Anyway, since I don’t have conceptual realizations, all I can work around is IPF , SLR and Ego dissolution. So it will take a while more to heal and understand the lessons that my unconscious is desperately trying to burst out.
Every single time I fall asleep I dream. Quite vivid dreams, usually seemingly “nightmares”, 4-5 days in a row now.
As for the entity, it got knocked off but something is still off, I don’t believe it is finished. But we’ll be taking care of it in the meantime.
This is too long, but as for the latest, I’d suggest to get Conceptual those of you experiencing healing through dreams. And this field does grow and expand, be prepared, if you let it do its work and reach depths, you have really no idea what’s down there.
All that is left is to look towards my shadow self. I believe that is the last dream or something I will have.
TOO LONG DIDN’T READ: This field is great, buy it.
TOO LONG, TOO WOO-HOO: It works.
See you up there, this is where I fight,
Hi Neo 
After you get the entity out I think you should lucid dream to see what you look like in a mirror 
. I might be making a connection
I had this playing for about an hour last night. Started feeling tired and went to sleep. What I experienced next was unexpected. This field actually dug up experiences that I hadn’t conciously evaluated before they were absorbed. Meaning it dug up unconscious thoughts and feelings from my subconscious to my concious mind for me to view and release.
Let me give an example: recently i had completed a project for work and submitted it to management. One of the managers then said to me did you have your colleague review this before submitting it? This field shined the light of that fact i had unconsciously felt jealousy at that moment which i didn’t even notice at that moment 
conciously i would never allow myself to feel that way and plus i like that colleuge and value his opinion.
Anyway my point is wow this field is really deep and truly points out to us whats not in harmony even unconsciously so we could fix that and grow. Helping us not just become better human beings but accelerate our accension process.
Again Thank you Captain 
Thanks for your feedback.
I’m curious, in your experience, do you think that BoL helped you fix that thought? Or did it just make you aware of your thought/feeling, leaving the fixing all to you?
Either answer is great, as it created a beneficial and meaningful experience for you.
Thanks in advance!
I can tell you for sure BoL encourages you to release inharmonious energies within yourself. It pulls them so deep from within and shows you how they don’t benefit your greater good but I think ultimately it is up to you to make the decision to change. I mean you could view the experience that you have a right to have that inharmonious feeling because of one reason or another . Where the ego is in control making that energy reintegrate inside you.
I understand.
Thanks for sharing that additional piece of your experience!
for this amygdala + crucible
Thanks for that link. I’m already spamming the hell out of that combo. 
But your post does inspire an idea within me: BoL + Internal Alchemical Crucible might be a nifty combo. Hmmm…
Thanks again.
If you want to take this suggestion…
My journey is leading me more down my issues with lack of empowerment and a sort of self… not quite loathing, but just not liking myself. It never quite showed itself in my face like this before. But it feels… nice. A sort of pleasant background feeling underlies these concepts because its finally and actually being seen. It’s cool.
And it brings myself to the echoes of the past slave experience I had. It’s a little hard right now for me emotionally though. But I’ll be okay and work in some internal alchemical crucible after my round of BoL.
You guys are right, this digs into other lives and stuff.
I dont know, I just find myself liking that I finally feel this way as opposed to it being a background thing that ends up showing itself in all kinds of ways that ended up just becoming my new normal. Cynicism, self sabotage… I’m an only child and smart and “supposed to have grown up to be the super successful one” (no one said it but I know that’s the case) and all kinds of things that ended up not being that way because I pursued different avenues that I felt would pay off in spiritual dividends well before I even got into spirituality, I just wanted to better understand the world and people and be able to, when I’m older, relate and be relatable and be able to help people and stuff. Some stuff people just would never get but take smoking for example. Its like I would purposely make choices that would put me through metaphorical Hell so I could come out and understand it better. (Addiction was a big one because its been a big family issue and I wanted to understand it and be the one who overcomes it)
But all the “I’m not who I should be” internal conflicts stacked and stacked and finally its unraveling.
So grateful for fields, especially this one.
That got really personal but I honestly really needed to let that out.
Woke up today with a major strain on my back, and a difficulty breathing through it. Almost 100% sure this is due this field because there’s a major generational curse and a massive soul splinter/blockage at the point where it is, deeeply embedded in my genes. So that’s good. Feels like my back is finally expanding to be able to hold my energy.
i played this for a friend without telling him what it is and his description of how it makes him feel is exactly spot on to sapien medicine’s description (but in his own words).
after the mass meditation i’m going to meditate with this as it kept popping up in my mind and my forum browsing.
Hey, was this field removed from the shop? I’m not seeing it anymore 
