The Crucible of Stored Trauma

When I put “mental trauma” into the forum Search engine, it gives me 50+ results (including this thread). Happy researching!

Would you use Crucible of Mental Space first, and then Crucible of Stored Trauma

With the caveat that I don’t yet own these, my initial thought would be I’d use CoStored Trauma first (get the stuff out of the cells where it doesn’t really belong) and then use CoMental Space (to clean up what wasn’t cleaned up by CoST).

That would be my first guess, but I’d really sort of play around and see how the fields affect me, which would lead me to my decision, if that makes sense.

Hope that helps.

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@SammyG @El_Capitan_Nemo considering this works on the physical aspects, and the ‘trauma brain’ being a physical effect, does this work on it?..

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Yes

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Also, been meaning to post this here. If you have ever gotten tattoos, then I would highly recommend listening to ‘Crucible of Stored Trauma’ and ‘Auric energy repair.’ Tattoos tend to create holes in your aura because of the pain inflicted to create them. The tattoo is a physical signature of the pain (stored trauma) and so, create holes in this part of your aura which can give way for parasites to enter to feed off off ya.

I think this tends to naturally repair for most people over a long period of time. But, in general, crucible of stored trauma removes the stored trauma of the tattoo and auric energy repair closes any holes in your aura.

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Omg, first of all thank you so much for answering! My first listen was really something unexpected, very calm, but then out of blue a very pulsating buzz in my brain started happening and it felt as though something was…reshaping. I genuinely think this is the first time a field really touches that, except for Microkinesitherapist, probably, but not as much as this one did.

And about the tattoos! That’s good to know, It sounds similar to what’s been brought up before about ecstacy and stuff! I have one myself and I definitely felt something in there!

Thanks Sammy!! :heart:

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I just want to check in to make sure I’m understanding you, you’re meaning here ecstacy, the drug, right?

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After purchasing this field, I have to say that this sound is my favorite and updated later

Give yourself a gift in 2022😎

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First listening feels pretty good, my targeted aras feels different. Still damaged, still a little painful, but something heavy is gone, I guess we’re learning to spot the nuances between regular damage and physical trauma.

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:raised_hands: read that again :raised_hands:
(note to self)

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The legacy of unimaginable trauma has left its mark on the DNA of people who survived the 1994 Rwandan genocide. Most jarringly, the marks of this psychological trauma left in the genome were also passed down to the next generation and could be found in the DNA of offspring who weren’t even born at the time of the horror.

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Also a great source for the CPTSD field that we’re developing, thank you for sharing.

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I was led to revisit this gem I have been avoiding lol but something told me last night that I should prioritize this field and that it would be a better ride this time and boy it was. Played this twice and immediately felt a massive weight that I couldn’t tell was there dissolve from my chest area and felt like everytime I took a breath I could feel the air going into and through my heart which just felt pretty good. I started to feel a lot of heat building up in my body but mainly in my chest, head and throat and my house is cold right now we have snow in my neighborhood so I was wondering why I was feeling toasty lol. Decided to open my windows to cool off and as I moved around my body began to feel more and more weightless with each step until I felt a bit lightheaded then just decided to lay down and meditate lol. I have been also pairing a lot of fields lately with kinetic quasi & sometimes imaginarium divine cause I feel like it talks to me which is kinda weird to explain but everytime I play it I know immediately which audios I need and what I should focus on within myself. I fell asleep unfortunately during my meditation surprised it knocked me out that fast lol but I just woke up and felt guided to play vibration of divine love, alchemical garnet, ruby, childhood revision & entwining world of beauty & joy. After a few loops of each of them was the first time I think I could really feel what love feels like. Love was one of those things that I could feel but it was usually a temporary feeling. This time however I not only felt what I think is real love but also felt like an energy was expanding continuously inside my heart until I became completely enveloped in a feeling of ecstasy and for the first time in a very long time tears began to flow out like a faucet and it was like one of those cries that’s impossible to hold back and it just kept flowing with a intensity for like 10min accompanying happy & not so happy memories I was so shocked at first cause it’s really I mean really hard for me to cry even if I want to it’s only ever been a few drops and I could usually control the output but not this time haha. After the tears stopped the feeling of ecstasy & bliss got heightened like 100 fold I never knew one could tap into such powerful energies of love really made me question why I’ve been missing out on this amazing feeling lol honestly feels better than any drug I’ve ever taken and I taken many things lol and I still feel super blissed out. My heart must’ve been blocked or something cause now I feel my heart more open than ever before I wonder if this is a glimpse of what nirvana feels like. Anyways sorry for rambling I am feeling highly ecstatic right now and just felt like sharing this amazing feeling I am feeling right now gonna meditate some more.

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I don’t doubt this but how do you know? What about significant other?

parents, brothers, sisters and spouse

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Is it normal to feel terrible after listening to this? Not sure if it’s purging emotions or something unrelated.

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It’s normal yes @ericwolfe

Keep going :muscle:t2:

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Just got this beauty! Love this track! Same beautiful track that is Elemental Alchemical Ability as well!

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