there was some energetic portals on trust membership, could you upload them to patreon too?
thank you so much.
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I listen to the audio every single day, it has become like tooth brushing.
Iāve also seen your deleted post but wonāt comment (respect), except to say that I feel you too, but on another aspect.
Actually my Uranus is like your Saturn, in complete opposition. So if I grab it, I tell you: Iāll make it regret all the tricks it has played on me so far lol
Just one example on the net about this position:
āYou may find that you obtain pleasure from seeing others react to your iconoclasm.ā
-_-
Itās like the big pain turning you into the most empathetic being one day and the very next day. you become detached so much so that itās perceived as cruelty. Some sort of alternate cyclothymia, you know. Not only speaking about daily human stuff btw.
Has nothing to do with honesty, trustworthiness or consistency. Itās more twisted than that.
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Yeah I was trying to be funny there but thereās this fine line between dark humor and just dark. Lol. The deleted post.
Oh. My Saturn is not in complete opposition. Itās just distant. Weird thing I just noticed, my Venus is right next to my rising sign, so thatās good, itās strong right? Well, in real life yes it is. But it is in opposition to my North Node which is supposed to be my destiny. And that also speaks volumes of truth about my past.
Now Iām trying to figure out if Iām supposed to give up on this thing that I have a great aptitude for but life is against me having. Or do I head over to @Samuraiās corner and be like āHey man, remember that war on the heavens and the gods youāre always talking about? Soā¦ How do we do that?ā
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True, lol. Thereās a huge difference between 100 and 180, I oversimplified :p
Iād instinctively say: you bet!
ā¦ and you have awakened a BIG problematic with your last paragraph dear Atreides.
Personally, I naively trust the Quasi Crystal field to make me see clearer about all this mess.
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Iāll head over there now. To the Quasi. Iām in an experimental mood.
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I Quasied. I think we have to embrace our north node in order for the thing it is in opposition to to be able to have a place in our life. That adds up from my experience. Lesson learned a little too late, but Iām not dead yet. Maybe next time.
The North Node is always about: There is this way you want to do things but you need to learn to do them this other way instead.
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What an assā¦
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On a more serious note, I really respect people that understand astrology this well. Iāve always been focused on other things and never really learned it, but I do recognize that there is profound insight to be gained.
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Yes lol. The icy rebellious grandpa
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Meh, I was just making a butt jokeā¦
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I was talking about Uranus-my-torturer :))
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Request time. Again. @El_Capitan_Nemo @SammyG
Parental Love
To feel the love that a mother should naturally have for you when you are an infant, and at the same time to feel the love that a father should naturally have for you when you are about 7 years old.
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Those ages are not specific to me, nor did I choose them arbitrarily. Thereās a good reason for them.
I posted not long ago about having experienced the goodness of simply ābeingā. 24 hours prior to that with Godās help I experienced first hand the exact thing Iām requesting this field to help others experience.
Iāve dug deep in my soul for years and years and found what the needs were and found ways to meet them. This one need ended up being the thing I found at the very bottom of the haystack. I think this will turn out to be the case for many others also.
I believe this could help and transform many people.
Btw, your Self Love and Acceptance audio works so much better for me after having experienced what I described above. Which makes a lot of sense.
I believe many people seek to fill this need in many ways throughout their lives but unsuccessfully. Nothing really works as a substitute for feeling loved in this way that we were by nature meant to experience.
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dog tag = Angelic intercession+ Angelic vibration+ St. Michael guidance and protection
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and the rest of the post = 647687477 likes
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I was aiming for 647687478 likes. But from my new higher vibration I can accept this. Thank you 
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Ah, can you? Good then. You know how fussy I am 
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Hello @El_Capitan_Nemo, I would like it if you could upload a mantra dedicated to Hanuman on your Mantra Meditations channel. Specifically one that would eventually allow me to invoke him (presumably in combination with other audios like devic intercession).
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Another request from me. Iām sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you.
The Higher Being Experience
This audio on Dream Seeds channel. Iām loving it. I would love to wear it as a tag also.
Iām not sure why it hasnāt gotten more attention. Or why I havenāt paid more attention to it myself.
Iād personally probably prefer this field alone on a dog tag because I can add or remove the Higher Self Connection mandala when I choose. But Iād understand if others would prefer these two fields together on one tag.
Anyone care to share their consensus on what they would prefer? I didnāt plan on doing this but Iāll create a poll so we can let Sapien Med know what people are interested in.
I wonāt close the poll this time. Seems people didnāt appreciate that last time.
Links in case you want to check the descriptions:
The Higher Being Experience
Higher Self Connection
Which dog tag would you be most likely to purchase:
- Higher Being Experience combined with Higher Self Connection
- Higher Being Experience
0 voters
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Unicorn Intercession with energy.
Audio or mandala. 
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I would use it either way. Higher Being Experience is an amazing concept. To put you in touch with who you could be down the road if you advanced, so that you will then advance towards that. And then if you could have that 24/7. It would be like compound interest on spiritual progress.
Put it with the Vibration tag or audiosā¦ and bam.
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