The SEE System: The Sapien Medicine Edition (_OM Approved)

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That’s a good way to put it and you’re starting to get the full clear of the field, keep going. It’s going to take long while for you to not waver, the point is just to get better not to be perfect. Correct on silent seeing analogy. Yep, naming it or knowing about it doesn’t matter, this is why the comment is just to get the ego out the way not to know anything. Make sure that your “random word” is about the feeling and not just some word you picked out of no where.

Good choice :slight_smile: but just know that a field is fully cleared and you can feel a clear vibration of the field in your whole body that requires a good level of sensitivity to perceive, that takes time. 747, :joy: :joy:. People expect that the skies will open up a gaping hole of holy light or “Jesus saying come here bud, here’s a hug” I guess… Feel something less than positive collapse with love? you did it. Want to intensify it? Hold that feeling silently until it takes over.

I did two hours and change last week :wink: Alien looking grasshopper :woozy_face: Multi tasking is a myth, isolate a moment, do it, and keep going about your day. Don’t get me wrong you’ll get to the point that you’ll be walking and doing it but the truth is “the body is walking, I am loving”. Yes you’re getting to know yourself, that’s what silence and seeing the things you have to take care of is all about :slight_smile:

Focus on the feeling, that’s the whole point and why you guys are doing the candle exercise. It’s wise to just focus on your task and get better at it instead of talking about how difficult xyz is. You get what you choose to have. Want to mentally masturbate how much of a problem you have? Cool have at it. If you’re saying “candle candle…” you’re not doing the exercise, silence is both outside and in. Stop glorifying your weaknesses, it’s stupidity, choose the outcome, and work towards it. No one said that the love vibration was always going to be a stimulus. Stimulus in comparison to being completely heavy last week? Sure but your reaching neutrality is what we are looking for.

How do I know you’re finally getting there? Your writing patterns completely flipped, less bullshit. Now you see you don’t need to speak in poems to affect people or your environment. Doesn’t mean you’ll have my temperament (and neither should you, being the asshole is not for everyone) but you won’t have to force one either. When you feel that it’s making it worse, do a 5-10 minute session of just love over and over, you’ll thank me later, you know you’re there when you’re fully neutral. Cold showers is the original ego dissolver as OM puts it :slight_smile:

Good observation hence why fields are great tools, they not only trigger but clear the situation as well, we just do it faster and deeper with these processes. Ah you’re starting to feel the hemispheres light up :smiling_imp: goooooooood, very gooooood. But you can release that too, help the field to it’s work always. Don’t have finish line mentality on any of this just enjoy the daily benefits and keep going that’s why this works there’s a daily and weekly compound effect, focus on that and not finishing anything particular in the tasks. Focus is always the issue, if you’re talking or seeing stuff in your mind, you’re not doing it.

You should rewatch the lesson multiple times and learn each skill, many things are telling me you’re doing your own way of these skills hence your results.

Your focus is where it needs to be :upside_down_face: Congrats you’re on of the first three I’ll be processing to Satori. You’re there. While this level will provide for manifestation, freedom is where you’re going with all this. I’ll contact you soon. Keep going in the mean time.

That’s fine it comes up in my releases too but your constant adding to this, not sitting still and doing the sessions just for what it is, uncovering things and not fully resolving them, and having your own judgment of what you should do or how it should look like is what is stopping you from progressing. If you enjoy the results you have, then fine, but if you review the comments on the people I am saying that they are there or they are doing well, you’ll see the difference. I am focused on getting people to the experience of Self and freedom not to entertain phenomenons.

Good work you’re understanding that even intent is a thought in a way. Which is also why you being relaxed and saying your Goal is working as well. You see, you had nothing to worry about you’re doing very well. Keep going. As for the slight pain, release it as it comes and keep on loving. You’re also “writing” very happy, your patterns are simpler. The more we get away from the mind the deeper our focus in doing these things so we can take care of things that are way more subtle along with being about to recognize it, that’s why we must “do” less to be more.

I think I mentioned the importance of the comment enough. Do as you wish. Going slow is going fast, going fast will ultimately end up slow.

Let it go, focus on your own process. We’ll talk about situations like this later.

Been there more times than I can count :upside_down_face: Fun fact, that situation is still one of the few situations that make me feel some sort of pride in the work I do (which i soon after release :joy:) I love it every time I see someone breakthrough, It’s not love, its a step higher. Consciousness recognizes itself and it will meet you where as you let it through. Bravo on morphing into. Layers on layers and the solution is the same :heart: Be glad to know that you have no imagination on how powerful the next steps are, it’s a blessing from God itself honestly. Overall, amazing work Saan.

My pleasure, I’m the same hence why I designed the course this way :slight_smile:

:raised_hands:t4: :raised_hands:t4:

Ah yes… the art of digging deeper :slight_smile: Keep going, you’re almost there.

You’re one of the first three that will get processed. Contact you soon. Keep going until then.

One of the first three :slight_smile:

Time to teach you how to really use Satori :upside_down_face: Contact you soon. By the way, go check your first journal, feel that out, read today’s, and feel that out. You’ll notice a few things. I decide by patterns I see and you’re getting there. Silent confidence starting to bubble up bit by bit.

Most definitely! Good observation, let it do what it does. No need to take it off. If we are going to travel 100 miles and you have a car, I’m not going to tell you to walk. Believe it or not, you’re almost there. You just need to do a bit of work on the doubts you have on your own ability along with clearing a bit more of the goals. Push harder, go deeper.

So it was a great session :slight_smile: You’re almost there man, keep going. About Flower, wait until you feel it with Enlightenment :upside_down_face:

Let them and release them, drop the “hard” demeanor you’re not doing yourself any favors. When you breakthrough that, you’ll be almost ready for the next step. Dig deeper, drop your defenses, and let yourself get taken over by these things. Don’t be a (enter demeaning word here).

You’re doing good, keep going.

You’re almost there man, don’t let up.

In the words of our eloquent and passionate countrymen, “Coñaso por fin!!!”. Don’t you dare slow down now, go deeper! Do not let up! You can be ready by Tuesday if you keep going at it since the sensitivity is kicking in.

Don’t need to, just let them go. Release the emptiness as well, logically doesn’t make sense but just feel the emptiness and do the process.

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** Vibes Day 3 **

** Did you do your Amygdala and Release cycles? What did you experience? **

Fear around my arms, a little pressure on my chest, and finally a lot of love and peace.

** Did you do your exercise with candles? How did you find?**

I did it with many distractions around me and noticed that I was able to concentrate much better, I added to this a comfortable posture.

** Did you cycle through your Goal Launch? What did you experience? **

At this point I made my throws with respect to my goal which vibrates very well in me, even today something happened that I did not feel even in the first week, I felt a love, indescribable, I cannot put it into words but I felt that My chest lit up for a few moments and I vibrated in love, I could say it, even though I don’t know if it’s the right thing to do, but I felt a love on another level.

** Did you finish your tasks by giving yourself Love? Did you get that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel in general? **

I feel more familiar with the awareness of this task. I have felt it easier and full of love at the moment in which I connect with this feeling.

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Vibes #3

-Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

Today I got this really heavy force pushing down on my head. It was a interesting experience, it took me 4 cycles to collapse it completely and once I did I felt full of joy.

-Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

The exercise has gotten really easier to focus on flame. It was very calming like a release of its own, 10minutes felt like 30 seconds.

-Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

Today’s cycle was really interesting and fun. I started my cycles on a different plane, as I got into it I felt like I was glowing and felt really good. I also felt my third eye pulsating a lot. I only got to do 3 cycles but every time I said security I felt a boost of energy within my chest area.

-Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

I ended all my tasks with love and it made every following cycle feel more of a sense of relive. I felt really peaceful and joy the entire day from the moment I woke up before I did any cycles

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HPPv2: Vibes #3

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

I ran Amygdala twice, by the second listen I started to recall my younger years (3-5) and remembered how I didn’t really speak much. I was always quiet and later got the nickname “mudo” later on I started to identify that with “oh i didn’t feel the need to say something.” It was almost like I took everything in and analyzed it and if it deem worthy of me saying something I would if not I wouldn’t. After listening to this audio I’ve been hiding the true reason why I wasn’t speaking all those years. I focused on the feeling and embraced it, I’ll probably have to do a lot more regarding this topic.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

The candle exercise is getting much easier now, I’ve been doing visualization and my focus has been improving in both regards.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

I worked on security and focused on being patient while creating my goals, every few hours that pass by I get a bit anxious and so i focused on that and released it.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

After the amygdala audio, I started to really give love to myself especially the child within who lacked it. It’s almost like I created this safety net to protect my inner child from past events.

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Some points of clarity (for better communication and so that I can get better help, not to be defensive)

Definitely not mentally masturbating about how difficult it is - I’m asking for help - this is (I think?) a place where I can ask questions for help and pointers - How do I troubleshoot without stating what the issue I need help on is? (not rhetorical, if there’s another way I should be posing help questions, I want to know)

I’m not saying that lol :slight_smile: - I was making a joke, in my journal, of staring at a candle. Light humour, nothing more. Certainly not a description of chanting I was making while looking at the candle lol. I’ll maybe exclude it from now on if it creates confusion.

Okay so I’m understanding from this that reaching neutrality when bringing in love is not a failed ending but actually what I’m supposed to be heading towards. I guess seeing people write about massive positive feelings and huge sensations of release, I’ve formed an idea that this is what should be happening with me too, but it seems not. Listening to Audio today has made this more clear, thank you

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Vibes Entry #3

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

  • Yes. Two feelings of uneasiness arose. I couldn’t really make out what these feelings were. I wanted to release more, but the rest of the session was just filled with a sort of emptiness.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

  • Yes. I did a 10 minute session, and I am noticing that I am definitely getting better at the candle exercise. I encountered the emergence of some random thoughts, but I didn’t pay any attention to them. Towards the end of the exercise, I entered the zone. It was nice to experience the zone again because I remember entering it a couple of times when I was playing basketball back in highschool.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

  • Yes. Security is my goal. Similar to the amygdala and releasing session, I wasn’t feeling a lot. I only felt one feeling of insecurity. I used the word unworthy, and then I released the feeling. I kept on repeating security and feeling for anything, but nothing arose.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

  • Yes. I did give myself love throughout the day, but I could have given myself more. Overall, I just feel really peaceful. I have observed that sometimes when I am giving myself love I start to hear a sharp ringing for a couple of seconds. I think this might signify that I am entering another vibration, but I am not completely sure.
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HPPv2 Day 4

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

Yes, I did in the dark again. This time, I really tried to experience the Amygdala audio as its vibrations. It exposed areas where there were pockets of fear and clinging. Feeling the feeling, really getting into it, I then random-worded the feeling and felt tightness drop away, after which I shone that loving quality of purity, joy and soothingness into it. There were also some areas where pain arose - actual physical pain - and I ran through the process until it was collapsed to love.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

Yes it is getting easier. There’s a delicate balance I’ve found, where if I’m trying too hard, it is an ego trying to control, effect change and “make things happen”. If I’m letting too loose, the thoughts come in. So there’s a certain stability or resting that happens as “silent seeing” happens, which lasts for a few seconds or minutes, shakes a little, then returning back to it again.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

Yes, I ran it on Relationship again. Felt an eager desire, transmuted it into love again. Had a significantly fewer number of cycles to run as compared to the last few times. I found myself at a state where I was fine with anything. The peace is fine. “Wanting” felt like strain.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

Yes. I realise that even my last post was a bit stupid. I was allowing another narrative to take over my mind, thinking that it makes me ‘emotionally open’. Any story the conceptual mind comes up with is just a another stupid habitual story, a repeated pattern of self-sabotage, an excuse to indulge back into blockages, into negatives, etc, no matter how it’s “dressed up” as. The rest of yesterday I was diving into that feeling, releasing and collapsing it into love.

Anything else you wish to add…

Yes I had vibrations and tingling, but they’re beside the point. Starting to feel like Goals are desires, Fears are aversions. It’s like the polarity of trying to pull or push away, and that they are in the same essence of just resting in that “Space” where nothing is modified and just dissolved back into love. No pulling, no pushing, just being.

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“Overthinkers unite” is the source of my direct comment. Look I’m not trying to be a dick even if the delivery is brutally direct. I’ve been there as well, what is in humor ended up being a clear sign of what’s my next focus to let go of. The thing is this, I give you the answer but since it doesn’t process well with logic (mind), you can’t see it so I’ll be more detailed.

Stop entertaining your issues and put your focus on the solution, your mind will naturally look for the pattern to create the conditions necessary to pull it off. If you had a deeper focus on having a deeper focus, you will do exactly that instead of making the distractions an issue. The distractions now become an asset.

It wasn’t a cute philosophical saying when I said, you have to have, in order to have, and then you will have. You MUST imagine yourself with what you choose and therefore you’ll have the feeling of it. If there are blockages believe me they will pop up and then you MUST do the work to let them go.

I’m literally taking a break from exactly that as I write this to go back at it in a bit. So to recap, it is wise to just focus on your task and not entertain anything else but the result along with enjoying the process of overcoming the things on the way there. Anything other than that, you’re just talking for your own comfort (mental comfort included).

I was making sure. “If you’re saying…”

I’ll explain this just to ease you a bit. There’s a tilt from an emotional high to neutral to a deep enjoyment of a state of being. You’re not there yet, you’re starting to reach neutrality which is a sign of you processing things outside of the mind. This will go up and down throughout your process and each level you will enjoy.

As we have observed I have three “settings” right now: Joy, Zen like presence with little thought or talking, and Calm with an obvious lack of thinking. Joy being the lowest of the three fun fact. The calm is an observation mode that allows me to just see what I’m working on without judgment and gives me ease to get to work. Zen is my preferred but that’s where I can spend 12+ hours sitting or meditating and not doing much

(No, it’s not something everyone will experience nor is it easy to get there. Review the first part of this message, I had to do that to reach that state.)

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Vibes #4

First things first, I realised that I had gotten myself stuck in a masochistic “my pain is what defines me and I will keep getting up in the face of being beaten down” situation. Therefore, I had created a condition of “Having difficult scenarios” and they suddenly started to pop up in hordes. Today is the day that changes.

I HAVE an infinite source of powerful love.

I HAVE a single-minded focus towards my goals.

I FELT what each of these did for 10 minutes and once I was familiar, I decided to do my homework.

The following is what happened.

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

I did this exercise last. So I knew to focus on the CONCEPTUAL FEELING and NOT the tingling feeling in my midline. First session: Got real results for the first time. A fear immediately erupted. I delved deeper into that fear and said “OMG what is that? Fear of losing my powers!”. Immediately focused on love until it shot up through my skull, obliterating this fear in the process. Amplifying thank you was all too easy after this. I repeated the exact same process for another fear that popped up and this turned out to be “OMG, fear of being left out”! Gave myself love after this.

I’ll admit I was pretty shaken by the fear for a while and my love had temporarily weakened and I held onto it like a scared child. But I remember that that was sending the signal to my brain that I “WANTED it” thus weakening it. And so I let go for a while and got into the “I HAVE an infinite amount of cosmic love” state again and everything got fixed again.

Second session: I released “Fear of disappointing those I respect” and “fear of letting go” in the exact same way as described above. I gave myself love again after this.

Schuman resonance made me feel conceptually calm again, adding on to my final love give after the second session.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

First, I vibrated “I HAVE unlimited focus”. In addition to being able to ignore distracting thoughts (which I already mastered), I was able to have that extra energy to block out the surrounding distracting noises (wind blowing, cars on the road, women talking outside). Did this for 50 min btw.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

Firstly, I vibrated, I HAVE the quick ability to amplify and collapse any emotion. Everything became as I intended it to be.

Yesterday’s “I want to be sexy” quickly ended with “Vibrations in my feet” and I got “I wish I was taller”.

Kept focusing on the deep conceptual feeling of what “I wish I was taller” meant to me while ignoring focus on the tingling feeling of it. Then I said “upside down arrow” and here’s how I managed to focus a tremendous amount of love in about 5 seconds à (vague subtle love concept, focus only on conceptual love, love, LOVE, LOOOOOOOVVEEEE and then BOOM, collapse). Collapse left me with a relief, and I used the same technique of focusing on the relief which turned to gratitude and cemented the feeling. It came to the point where it vibrated my skull.

I now understand what it means to no longer feel a goal. It means thinking about the feeling of a CONCEPT (NOT tingly feeling) gives you less of a feeling until it completely disappears and you feel bliss in the face of it.

“I wish I was taller” grew weaker and naturally morphed into “I wanna be stronger” and I took it from there….

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day?

Yeah, now that I have access to an unlimited supply of quick and intense love, I basically did it every chance I got and will continue to do it throughout the day.

Update 2 hours later: I kept amplifying love to the extent where any and all negative emotions have been eradicated at the moment. My feet have this pins and needles sensation but in a good way. The most amplified “high” sensation had a high frequency to it. As I calmed down, I got more grounded and the bliss became more apparent as well. It’s all quite voluntary at this point.

Later discovered and gave myself Super Amplifiable Love today lol

How do you feel overall?

Nuff said…

Anything else you wish to add…

The key to amplifying and collapsing any emotion (love) is to focus on the conceptual feeling, NOT the physical tingling feeling. This doesn’t just amplify and speed up love faster, it makes it EXPONENTIAL! So the more you focus intently on the concept, the faster and stronger it continues to become. I am now interested in testing the limits of this.

It seems manifesting the HAVING state automatically fixed any misconceptions/misunderstandings about the technique that I had, that 10 reviewings of the presentation couldn’t fix. Difficult to understand if you use logic and will leave you with more questions. Create the feeling of already having understood everything and the correct concepts just flow into your head. It is indeed simple. GAHHHH why didn’t I realise this sooner.

Also the shorter the “HAVE” statements and the simpler the concepts, the faster and easier it is to amplify and go deeper into them and ultimately vibrate them all over.

Edit: While I’m at it, I might as well answer all my questions in case I need to look them up in the future:

  1. Why doesn’t focusing on the tingling get it to work? Because focusing on the tingling signals that you WANT tingling and so you DON’T HAVE love. And it basically kills it.

  2. Why is silencing the mind important? Because the mind has a tendency to focus on random thoughts, most probably the negative ones that you already have now. Since negative emotions (at least currently for you) tend to be stronger, they outshine positive emotions (love) leading to less love and more anxiety and so you “HAVE anxiety” and “DON’T HAVE love” and you simultaneously increase the anxiety and decrease the love. Both amplifying exponentially in the opposite direction. Painful stuff.

  3. Why is keeping it simple important? Because complicating the process again signals that you “HAVE a difficult task”. And so complicating it will have an exponential increase in how complicated the process becomes until it becomes impossible to come out of.

  4. Why did you always ‘regain’ your powers when you did the candle exercise? Because that was the only time you were truly focused on something (the flame) and also the only time when you weren’t focusing on the vibrations. Which gave you powerful vibrations.

  5. The GOLDEN QUESTION: Why did your speech problem start in the first place and continue to get worse? Because you focused on “DON’T HAVE fluent speech”. By focusing on the sounds that were difficult for you, you reinforced the idea of “DON’T HAVE fluency”. The same can be said for “DON’T HAVE strong respiratory muscles” and “DON’T HAVE clear mind” leading to difficulty breathing and brain fog.
    Fix these permanently by manifesting the ‘having state’. Then look for the fears that pop up. Detach yourself from them. Focus on unlimited love and eradicate them. Done.

  6. Both not trying (giving up) and trying too hard, equally vibrate the “NOT HAVING” state. The state where you HAVE stuff is in the sweet middle. Try but don’t try too hard.

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Vibes Day 4

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

Yes I did two sessions which were both very similar. I started with Amygdala to see if any fears came up but there was nothing so I just sat there and enjoyed the feeling of peaceful bliss. I then ran the Anxiety field and a few things came up which I released fairly easily and quickly.

I should add that I did a lot of releasing some years ago on many issues and also released some fears in HPPv1 last week.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? Is it getting easier?

I did 15 minutes of the Candle exercise morning and evening. I definitely felt that I could hold my focus for longer periods and my mind has been getting calmer each day. I’ve felt a tingling in my third eye most times I’ve done this exercise but it felt a bit stronger today. I also felt pressure along the bone under my eye, mainly in the outside corner, which I haven’t felt before.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

I spent quite a while on this exercise today. As I brought the word Relationships to mind issues came up related to feeling of unworthy which I felt pretty strongly in my chest and stomach. It took a fair while to release this as it’s been an ongoing issue my whole life due to my childhood experience. This then morphed into other issues which I also worked on releasing. Some released fairly quickly while others took a few rounds. I’m still finding the love feeling much easier and faster to bring in and felt enveloped in love at the end. I suspect there will be more work to do on this issue as it has many layers.

When I finished my session I decided to play Schumann then Grounding. Around the middle of them I needed to go to the bathroom (sorry TMI!). When I came back Grounding was playing. I felt so light and happy that I couldn’t help but bop around the lounge room to it with a big smile on my face.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

Yes I gave myself a lot of love after the tasks and throughout the day. It feels well, lovely, but also very grounding and brings a sense of peace. The sense of peace and tranquillity seemed more pronounced today each time I did it. It feels like a secret weapon to be able to center and ground myself anytime I want, regardless of where I am and what’s going on around me.

Anything else you wish to add?

Each day it’s becoming more obvious to me how incredibly powerful this system is. I’m so grateful to be a part of it. :two_hearts:

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DAY 4 HPPV2

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

Yes i ran a whole hour of it, i came out of it feeling more satisfied with my releases. I experienced deep heavy feeligns alot in my lower ribcage areas and in the middle of my chest. I feel good and motivated to go more into it which im going to do more releases soon before i sleep

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes its getting easier to sink into the flame alot more now but my mind still needs practice shutting up, i did it first thing in the morning which helps start the day in a clear way when i would usually just go sit down and just blob out to a coffee in my hand. I did it once today for 15 minutes.

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
I experienced alot of releases. Near the end of the session my whole body was having waves of warmth and electric shocks (of love) especially in my hands. The electric shocks i think could be related to using negentropic jing an hour before i woke up ( i wake up and put it on then go back to sleep for an hour). I spent alot of time on relationships today and felt clean minded nd calm afterwards.

One of the deep feelings i could feel in my throat (adams apple area) was actually phsically painful, like a bruised feeling , very hard to release this one. Words that came out of that feeling turned out to do with alot of masculinity problems which im so happy to be releasing cause it makes sense to the root of my relationship problems.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes i did, practiced it when i was in the car and when i remebered. I felt love but nothing really overexatering, like i just felt calm. The emotion caused me to take the rest of the day easy. It’s so nice to be able control emotions on the fly.

Anything else you wish to add…

Feeling really diffrent inside my self and the way i talk recently, alot to do with the ego. Today when i was on discord with my friend that i havent talked to in ages, i had no feelings to be something or someone , i just kinda didnt care about shit, it felt like i was just trying to ‘communicate’ words nothing else. I think this correlates to the relationship releases.

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Vibes #4

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. A few unexpected subjects came up. I was able to release them but the releasing takes a little longer than with HPPv1 at this point, the music distracts me. The candle exercise is something I do in peace and quiet, it does help my focus, but given the choice I do all other releasing etc in total quiet which I find much faster. I know I’m not supposed to focus on what is hard - but I’m also supposed to write what I experienced and this is what I experienced. I’ll keep practicing this to improve releasing with the music playing.
Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?
Yes. Getting easier every day still. I’m noticing faster when my attention moves away, and bringing it back sooner. I’m starting to experience a weird sensation of ‘being’ the flame. Or being ‘in’ the flame. Trippy. Like there is no distance between my observation and the object.
Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?
Yes. Again coming to feelings of neutrality or nothingness after releasing on goals and other subjects.
Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?
Yes. I’ve been ending with love and doing that for myself several times a day too. Today I sat for an extended period of time and just focused on love and was able to create some nice pleasant feelings for myself, so hopefully tomorrow that will be something I can reach back to during my HPP sessions for use.
Anything else you wish to add…
Nope.

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Vibes #4.5

This is just to further enhance my abilities:

“I HAVE heightened sensitivity to conceptually feel”

“I HAVE a heightened sense of discernment”

“Numbness” -> “Blanket” -> “Love” -> “Relief” ->”Thank you”

“I HAVE effortless release abilities”

“Difficulty releasing” -> “heart ache” -> “Love” (Could feel love from my calves to my skull, heartache dissolved away) -> “Relief” -> “Gratitude”

Result: Much less focus needed to amplify emotions. Heightened sensitivity to differentiate between and single out target emotion.

This just in: “Ahh what’s that emotion?..uncertainty” -> “I love you” -> Collapse and relief -> “Thank you”

Update: I can now see the colours and shapes of emotions. Love is purple, uncertainty is a brownish pinkish rod and Gratitude tends to be on the whitish side of things. Ability is still developing though.

Let’s upgrade our love ability

“I HAVE super amplifiable love”

Vibrates for 10 min to attract from the HAVING state

Just got my gift guys. And man am I excited to review it.

Super amplifiable love is basically the more trigger happy version of its predecessor, aka needs less focus to amplify (think of focus as a lighter). It also has a more potent scent (the intensity of the feeling is big right from the get go) so you need less focus to even find the feeling/scent. And man it just fills your body with a tornado of love taking away all dem negative emotions with it. Damn, I like my gift.

Just tried it on “Fear of losing love” -> “Racecar track” -> “Super amplifiable love” (fills your entire body within seconds not minutes) -> “Thank you”

I invite everyone to manifest, receive and try super amplifiable love. :100: :100: Will not disappoint

Also troubleshooting 101: Anytime there’s any difficulty…STOP. Say to yourself “SEE is simple” and vibrate this. And don’t force anything. Just clear mind, hear the sounds of the words, feel the feeling that the sounds give off, focus, hold focus, and bam. Vibrate it for a while and you’re back to normal.

Troubleshooting step 2: If no matter what, you just can’t feel it. Forget about trying to feel stuff. Get the statement and put all your focus on it. Shut everything out (including the initial tingling you get). Eventually you’ll feel something (remember sounds/images plus focus equals feelings).

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Ah happy to read that Dew Bob :wink:

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Oh yeah I got another feeling and was like, “Uhhhhhh what’s that? Impatient dragon” (don’t ask me why), then released using love and thanks.

For me now, I just have to visualise that purple colour and then I feel love. Thank you is the natural progression of the relief from clearing up everything. I don’t even need to say the words now.

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Vibes #1-3

I ran a few cycles of amygdala healing with Desiree after some relationship fears came up in my head, it took 2 listens of running different scenarios of the same topic followed by continuation while no listening

Each time I tried the candle exercise I’ve been highly sleep deprived lol i average 3 hours of sleep a day so I’m in like deep theta each time I look at the candle, sometimes i get these waves of what feels like bliss just coarse through my body like once or twice every now and then when I’m really really sleepy, wish I had more sleep haha

I released some goals regarding relationships as well, i felt in total peace with my goals at the end of running the cycles, i just ran 2 goals though lol the insecurities behind my goals where completely let go of and I don’t even feel like i have to worry about the goal itself any more

So where i usually feel the “i love you” part is in and around my spine, i feel as though my cells vibrate with energy and it’s total bliss, when i inhale and intend to increase the energy it expands through out my hole body and i can feel my body get lighter

When I say i love you, i imagine the words/thoughts coming from the center of my body and i kind of place the words up and down the center and it’s like it’s summoned

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Vibes Entry #4

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

  • Yessir, another day with a total of three listens! I stuck to the HPPv2 process in its entirety rather than toying with jumping the gun (Angel’s right with how slow and steady wins the race here), focusing intently on a complete release with both the phrases and feelings of ‘I love you’ and ‘love’ and then ‘thank you’.

  • The first listen of the field dug up a deep sadness/grief I wasn’t expecting. I disengaged my ego with an objective statement observing how low I felt at that moment and proceeded with the release.

  • The release itself ended up being equally as intense as the initial feelings - I worked through as the throbbing in my heart center slowly collapsed in on itself. From there a warmth and tingling grew and spread both in my lungs and heart, as well as in my head/scalp. It was definitely one of the most profound releasing experiences to date.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/Is it getting easier?

  • I did! It will likely become a staple of how I start my weeks moving forward. Today was another fifteen-minute candle exercise start (before the Amygdala+ release), and my mental space was clear and precise. I was only interrupted by intrusive thoughts around eight-nine times the whole fifteen minutes, which is much less than before (there’s also a little afterburn in my vision from the flame :sunglasses:).

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

  • Security, security, security…This is where a bulk of my progress was this entry. With the HPPv2 releases I did last night and after ‘Amygdala+’ I feel more freedom to do what I please and what will bring out the best in me. I am less blocked energetically in my approach to life, as if a massive load has been incrementally removed since Saturday.

  • Ironically enough, collapsing my pre-established ideals of security has in reality shed light on a) how good I have things now and b) how my conception of ‘security’ has been based on self-imprisonment, rather than freedom.

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

  • Beyond how I was feeling during the Amygdala healing session, I’ve been feeling elevated and joyful! This is primarily due to me giving myself love as soon as I feel a dip in my mood. Along with these tasks, I listen to a stack that includes ‘Plasma Light’ and that elevates the strength of both the releases and the unconditional love to a crazy degree.

  • (Definitely feeling spaced out at times, so ‘Automated Grounding’ and ‘Schumann Resonance’, along with grounding cord visualization has helped me stay at least partially on planet earth, lol).

I also took some time last night and re-watched parts of video one and two to refresh myself on the process. The times I try to force myself with performing perfectly the less I feel I get out of it, so my approach today was more laxed yet immersive.

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Vibes #1-3

Sunday through Tuesday I spent a lot of time getting through the four steps, by the time I had completed all my rounds it was +38 hours of that… Around the 18th hour mark I went on with the goal releasing with the goal and topic of connection/relationship with authentic self… It wasn’t until I talked to Dewbob about it that he explained to me the right form to do it… once I got through the four steps It was like I had activated a portal of resolutions that streamed their thoughts to my head!

Did you do your cycles of Amygdala and Releasing? What did you experience?

I ran Amygdala for an hour and 30 minutes… I usually find the field soothing but for this time, for not having a set of goals (fears) to release, all fears started showing up… At this point I directed the field to work on them separately while I wait on for the fears that “hit” to show up…
And they did! Situations started coming up into my body while the others were still being worked on. I released them one by one and I felt they were going out through my head. I was soo wanting to be at the Holding the I love you phase because it was so hard to intensify the forgiveness part. The I love you part was really longed for each time I released a situation. I enjoyed holding, intensifying, and sending it through me, and even flowing through it. At the end, I felt like I wanted to “group” the fears and release them together at once until the end of it… I followed with forgiveness and release (and I think halfway through Amygdala) and the releases were smoother from there.

A few fears that I have released were that of deadlines… I have realized how I have some sort of association with “incompetence” with that… two feelings that had to go… I have also tapped into that of acceptance and self trust… and that of having to be around my family real soon… I also released a fear I didn’t know I had for it has been my goal for long now, but then turned out to be a fear and a goal; getting to know myself. Also, a list of fears and associations came up with quitting smoking and weed. I released the fear of smoking, but then the fear of quitting smoking, and then the fear of not being a smoker? I was amazed at how one topic that I’m actively working on has those many sides to it.

Did you do your Candle Exercise? How did you find it/ Is it getting easier?

Yes!! The candle exercise is what has been making everything go smoother for me. It takes my mind away from any “doubts” I have. I have already been lighting a candle for the ‘mind eye stimulation’ part for the first week. Sunday evening was the first time, I wanted to start off with it but then I became sooo sleepy and I drifted off right after those 15 minutes finished. I slept to Amygdala that night because that was next on the list, but not to sleep to! My thoughts were all about doing ‘mental things’ with the flame and integrating with it— but that I had to draw my focus away from for then. For the following 11 minutes, it was all about observing the beingness of the flame, but that too, as much as it had less thoughts, was that in nature.

I ran three more sessions of the Candle Exercise and this morning, I started off my day with it! I tapped into the state of Focus before each exercise and it’s taken it levels up!

Did you run cycles on your Goal Releasing? What did you experience?

The goal releasing is one part I look forward to! I love the state I’m in afterwards and I love the fact that all my “random words” and comments are in compliance to what I want, and I’m not forcing it. My first one was (Relationships) connection to authentic self, a situation from earlier came up, released, felt real immense love and freedom. The second was Body and I felt this voice coming from my own body where it says “I have been working with you” I zoned out right after for 30 minutes and I felt like my body was being worked on… The third time was when I woke up at the middle of the night and I thought “security” — that didn’t follow with the rest but I worked with it and released my upcoming trip to family’s house. Now, I think it was a different thought that showed up itself in this way!

Did you end your tasks with giving yourself Love? Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day? How do you feel overall?

I just did this as I’m writing these words and!! My feet lifts off the ground every time I do it!! I literally feel like I’m flying out and in and it feels so grounding! At the same time! It’s amazing! It goes through my body and circulating around it!! I inhale the love in and exhale intensifying it out! And then (and while) I place it over my head letting it in and around! I think it’s how I should start off all my days! As a lil practice for the forgiveness part I do Forgiveness using the same way :)

Anything else you wish to add?

Thankful I can use this outside of the sessions every time something comes up.

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HPPv2 #4

Goal cycle?

Today was all over the place to be honest. I think the reason why I was shaking so much and why I wasn’t sure if I felt love or not was that I created multiple little versions of myself and I always acted from one or the other I think this got a bit better after today not sure but could still take some time. The thing is I didn’t really get to the goal releasing and spend time on that today. Security did pop up too though. I was crying hard while laughing. Sometimes I cried and the next sec I laughed. Then there was a part where I just laughed. Tears burned really bad in my eyes dunno why had to go wash my face.

Amygdala cycle

I’ll watch the lesson again today or tomorrow I probably screw up somewhere. To be honest I wouldn’t be surprised. From the start I didn’t want to do the exercises so maybe I remembered something wrong.

Candle exercise

I forgot about that today… wait I’ll edit that part later on 10 minutes don’t take too long lol

Did you give yourself love?

I’ll do that later on… will maybe edit this part too if I feel something noteworthy

Anything to add?
Just a thank you. The system brought some deeper stuff up that I didn’t see before

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Vibe 4

Did you do your Amygdala and releasing?what did you experience ?

I did 2 cycles. I experienced so much just appreciation. Before I started I was a little anxious in my mind about a business goal but after I feel like I just took a hot bath. I had tears in my eyes from the beauty I felt and it just made me feel really good. I felt the lava lamp sensations all through my stomach and heart region.

Did you do your candle exercise? Is it easier?

I did only one cycle of the candle for 10 minutes but that was super easy. Tonight I will do another round when I get off work.

Did you do cycles of goal releasing? What did you experience ?

I did my cycles of goal releasing on security still. The words that came up today from my feelings were home, basics and freedom. It’s starting to feel automatic to just switch right back into love now. It feels more peaceful in m mind. I have faith that everything is ok

Did you end your task giving yourself love?
Did you give yourself that feeling throughout the day?

How do you feel overall?

Of course it’s habit to give myself love now. At first this kind of felt uncomfortable but now it’s just normal to feel this love and be able to hold it throughout the day. Also people around me seem to be a lot more pleasant.

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