Thatās great man! The feelings of anger ect will always be there. itās the awareness we cultivate around them, how we choose to react to them, and accepting full responsibility.
And good for you! I was off it for years and got sucked back in. Itās hard. I use it a lot to share music I make and stay connected with friends around the world. I do realize itās causing more harm than good right now, so itās time for a break.
Iāve been doing Yin Yoga more and Wim Hof breathing for practices.
I am feeling better today. More like myself. Had some good conversation with a friend today and now all of you awesome people here, so Iām grateful for that
Yup, people on Xtrememind talked of her. She was also selling servitors created by her/her husband. I just remembered about her today after many years! Not sure where she disappeared along the way ā¦
Thatās awesome bro! I agree. I am grateful for it too. Like sometimes it gets boring, and I am like damn, when will they find a gotdamn cure alreadyā¦and then I just think of how blessed I am, and I feel okay againā¦When do you estimate they are going to find a cure? Lolā¦Yeah, when I first came home from prison, I would love Facebook. Then when I seen just how fake people are on there, I just quit getting back on. Like I really donāt like when people lie to me or put on a front, so I just quit getting on thereā¦Focused more on me. I swear on my life bro, there have been old pals and females that would always try to call me(I know I am wrong for this) but I just donāt pick up. Or if they catch me off guard, I make up excuses. Like I am focused mainly on fixing myself right now. At first I was focused on fun, but screw that. Aināt no telling whenās the next time I am going to have all this free time on my hands, so I might as well use it to improve myself.
Yeah, itās a bad placeā¦ Itās not reality either. I have a hard time existing in the city at times too. I think thatās why I have very few close friends. I donāt go to the clubs or bars, I mostly run away to the mountains to camp and climb
Nothing wrong with that man. You gotta take care of yourself. You arenāt lying or hurting people deliberately, I see no harm. Iāve definitely avoided people in the past due to the fact I didnāt know how to handle them at the time. I remember feeling a lot of shame and guilt about it. I try to be less harsh on myself about the past and try to figure out how to grow into a better person today. Thatās all we can control anyways
Youāve inspired me to start meditating again btw
Man bro! This is the type of stuff I want to do! I am a city boy, and never have been able to do stuff like that!
Yeah, I just felt really guilty doing that. But pretty soon, theyād just quit callingā¦ They would text, āDo you have a job?ā , āAre you asleep?ā, āAre you awake?ā, āDo want to go eat?ā (With that mask on, hell no!) and I would never answer. And I only gave my freaking # to a couple of people, and that shit had spread like wildfireā¦lol
Awesome bro! Just start a little at a time. But be consistent with it. And you will notice your willpower, resilience, optimism, and patience, among other things will grow, and you will grow your chakras more and more. (And it heightens the audios and tags as well!)
My pleasure man. I see your interest have expanded at an exponential rate into many domains and open to yourself for mantras tooā¦great to see that. Dhyaanguru channel is good and has many followers.
You can also try their albums of Nandhiji mentioned here, I feel u gonna enjoy them. Only sample audios are being played in youtube videos. But he is mesmerizing even when he talksā¦ General Discussion
Hahaha, yeah man. The more I meditate, the more my mind becomes open and less rigid. Itās better to be open-minded about things. I just want to always do right and live good in life though. Thanks bro, I will be sure to check it out.
I forgot to tell you, something that popped in my mind out of nowhere yesterday, was that my boys @anon6431808 and another member of the forum, both have the Ascension tags and boosted them many times a piece, and it hasnāt been nothing drastic. And also, @anon6431808ās said theyāve both have gotten good results, so I think it just boils down to the person. It also says in the description:
āIf you are not ready, your ego will resist and you will keep running into situations pushing to change your ways of being.ā
So yeah, definitely, if you arenāt ready it can be quite a ride. But if you are ready, then it should be smoother, or not as drastic. Just thought I would share.
Also, he couldnāt have said it better. Heās correct about the āpalpableā part and the āclear as dayā part, as far as the subtle energies you feel from psychedelics. The most extremely intensive subtle energies I had ever felt in my entire life were from psychedelics, and they are way stronger(it all depends on the strength) than any morphic fields I had ever felt. Like subtle energies that you feel from some strong K-2(or X and etc.) canāt even be put on the same scale with any morphic field.(as far as intensity goes) I can easily say that the feeling is 6xās stronger or Iām sure even more than that, depending on the strength. Like while I listen to the audios from the course, I donāt feel anything. But afterwards, what I feel from the audios from the course, are like heightened awareness and sensitivity, and I do seem to be in a bubbly mood too. But meditation has made me like this almost always, so I am not sure if itās because of the audios.(I am planning on maybe 3 runs or more) But the only thing is, during duration of me listening to these audios, my ego tries to test me with my anger sometimes. Like itās already been 2 times today, where I had to check my ego, and in an instant, it was gone. Anyways, I am just rambling on. Food for thought. Also, all the meditating with the Gamma/Epsilon brainwaves, are paying off. I am started to feel the tags ALOT stronger. Itās addicting really. I will keep on. I think I will wait for the Divine Balance pendant, or wait until later to get the Ascension. I really want the Best Path and the Intercession tag right now. I hope youāre well.
hehe, give it time. (I got a few years on them with mine)
Ascension is like the new Energy Awakening course but it doesnāt stop.
As long as someoneās wearing it, itās going to constantly push them to accept more energy whether they like it or not.
So every few months, itās like all the ātestimonialsā from this course. Good and bad starting all over again.
This was Daleās way of saying you WILL encounter some tough stuff.
Everyone has ego resistance until thereās no ego and the universal energies WILL find them whether oneās conscious of them or not. Especially the unconscious stuff that one doesnāt want to look at.
Donāt get me wrong. You might have misunderstood my little joke to Sammyā¦
Iām know I gave positive, glowing reviews about the field. And I know, I also gave the same warnings here (in fact, these are less āscaryā).
I have no regrets about the field.
Also realize we didnāt have all these āalternativesā DW has created that do the same thing, in a much more, smoother manner.
A bunch of us asked Dale for a āHigher Vibrationsā field and he hesistantly gave us one.
This is before there was ANY audio fields.
We didnāt have a mass collection of all these other fields to make the ārideā easier.
In fact, quite a few of the DW fields exist precisely because of the experiences of the Ascension/Higher Vibes fields on those original users.
Lads, is it possible that estrogen reducer actually kills gains?
I use
Lgd 1x
Legs 2x
Upper body 2x
Muscle rec 1x
I notice that if I play estrogen reducer afterwards, I lose the bulk, and I actually lose strength aswell, like I get skinnier and its difficult to flex. Maybe lowering estrogen also lowers test , like the body compensates?
The mild reducer in the new testosterone audio is more than enough. Dream basically said not to use the other regulator unless you were taking roids or abusing the heck out of testosterone
I remember in the past using the reducer, testosterone, and dht 2x a day and I felt so fatiguedā¦ a very noticeable difference and the opposite effect of what I wanted lol.
They would text, āDo you have a job?ā , āAre you asleep?ā, āAre you awake?ā, āDo want to go eat?ā (With that mask on, hell no!) and I would never answer. And I only gave my freaking # to a couple of people, and that shit had spread like wildfireā¦lol
