Well I discovered sapien 2-3 years ago and it was about tinnitus. My first audio that I use from sapien channel was that only and…then slowly I tried attract love. Using it for couple of days and then I saw some big result. Back then sapien also have that whitening skin. Tan skin as well to brown one. Genetically it changed your skin over time.
I use the whitening one. I had very big results. I always loop it every night for maybe 4-5 months. This is I think around 2019. And suddenly now it got removed :(
Results from it still in me today. I didn’t tan very easily now. And I like it.
And I keep coming back since then. And now I’m still here lol
It took me one year to even take me to use such mandalas. Sigils. I didn’t even know what that is and still my limiting belief firmly very strong enough. Especially with my religious background at that time was lingering. But I’m pretty much still open minded.
I guess anxiety as well playing big role but I remember I think my first time me trying to use mandala is around 2019. My first printed mandala was fame mandala 
. I didn’t really know how to use it but I kept it my pocket. And use only when I go out. I didn’t see much results because I wasn’t really consistent with it but I remembered that I had some huge result from it. I went to my father friend’s wedding. I carried the fame mandala. Put it in my pocket. And just forgot about it. Then I went to the wedding and I got hella stares. It’s like I’m the star itself. People focused on me rather than the married couple and then I asked myself why I got these people starring at me 
. So I tried to calm myself try to hide my hands in my pocket and then I realized oh wait. Why this printed mandala here! And just looking at it. Wait this is the fame mandala. 
and just starting to think. Could this be the reason why i got so much stares… Lol so from there. I’m a collector of mandalas. Printed lot of them. From fame to Kitsune. To luck mandala and thor and even made my cat some luck necklace from resin with luck mandala in it.
And it keep expanding to the point I went to this forum. Back then I didn’t really want to join because like I said. I’m not too familiar with these stuff. But I read very interesting topics that caught my eyes and I just liked it since then. I gained much better understanding of things. What is sigils. What is sevitor. What is this and that. Then I decided to join this server and here I am. Lol
I’m still learning. And will keep learning. Sometimes I just read people threads for hours. Everyday. If I really like the topic. I could go read it and even studying it. Searching the meaning of it. This is only if I find it interesting though.
It’s also funny how much I learned of Understanding the energy work. How to apply law of attraction. Energy work in general. Compared to the old me before. So there are lot of results. Better understanding of energy work. And understanding what is sigil and sevitor. Even with Google. I didn’t really understand it much because they don’t really show you the experience of having the sevitor. Rather it showed me the opinion on what is sevitor. So it got me into confusion. But from this forum. I can understand it better because the experiences from people who Owning it. Now even owning myself one.
The journey isn’t stop just yet. It will keep going. To understand it much better and better. And it will keep doing that till the point of no return. And idk what the future brings. But from what I learned.
Things slowly getting better. Miracle happens every day now. Less sadness. Not saying there is no sadness. There is but it’s lesser. Financial problems improve. My mom that used to be in debts for many years suddenly the debt just fixed in one day. What a miracle indeed
… and ran out of budget … it’s still there in my wish list … and I was taking time to get the hair field for the fear of shedding only and meanwhile bought others lol 
