hmm…
i had an experience today on this topic and i am now in the opinion that the urge to use your penis whithout a woman, who would like to use your penis also (real desire from a woman in this account is something rear almost absent), is how to say it …a foreign input in us…
and well i am really really surpirised.
because i am used to define 70% of me with this urge and the search of means to (money, women, porn, where money goes for both)… and of course being in this reallity not getting enough satisfaction from porn,women and giving ever more money with hope to achieve satisfaction, burning energy to search, to flirt, to hope… love?..just so the pressure lessens and i be complete and happy.
but alas…the painful urge is the issue. women dont understand this. the real cause of the male damiging from sex in my reallity is that women dont choose the partner ame way the man chooses.
a woman interest in a man sexually is in 80-90% secondary to a whole lot of other things. they dont enjoy it, they are allways on the run, dont see the process and of course it means nothing to them…
then when you would go to bed with such a woman all of your energy balance after one such act (they call it sex, but is it? ) goes in the trash can. you suck up her negativity (also enteties) and give your energy to her…
then she HATES your ASS!
and you dont know why… she came many times during your …act…should be happy and grateful… not… all hell brakes loose…
then slowly and in time more quickly you are with brain fog and now will to do anything more after each act… she doesnt feel a thing and matters become worse and worse… but she is happy when you are not arround…she exists…
you make everything possible for your energy… she doesnt care about her energy and …so it is…
the post is a description only of my opinion based on my life experience.
i am brought up to respect all women and cherish them… the post doesnot change this fact.
it doesnot consern all women on this planet and certainly not the female members of this forum.
and you know the reason for all this @JAAJ . Women are women because of their connecton to our planet. the cannot escape what happens to our planet now and reflect it.
i dont forget. i remember other times in the past.
until something in the air changes the gap between men and women will grow no matter how we as men try to cultivate /save our energy.