Hello everybody. What you can suggest me to listen to become more kinder, purer and without having any selfish negative thoughts and etc.
I feel like I lost all of these my traits because of the toxic environment I grew up. And sometimes feeling like I’m faking these traits with people, thus it makes me even sadder
Ptsd added to the mix but read the instructions and comments in the thread as well
The Outlook Retrainer: Testimonials
If you can afford def
Thank you very much
Also where can I find descriptions for Cerebrum album’s audios that you’ve mentioned?
Each audio has a thread and the description tho not full can be complemented with all comments and info shared by members 
https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/new-release-the-plasma-flower/10631?u=psynergy
https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/new-release-the-essence-of-mantras/10797?u=psynergy
both of these are my favourites for my environment.
plasma flower helps with communication; breaking down misconceptions and misunderstandings.
essence of mantras is like a sanctuary where you can wash away the negativity that tries to cling to you and your environment.
also this helps get back into an unconditionally loving state!