So a lot has happened in the past month such as having to move last minute, getting ripped off my movers and annoying health issues on top of a lack of money. I live with my parents but am hoping to continue to pursue a esl job abroad once I figure out what is causing my health problems which I won’t get into on the this post but they are something that would make getting a job difficult. In the meantime…
What I am just asking here is the best way to deal with my parents’, specifically my mother’s negativity that is just getting worse. The energy is so thick you could cut it with a knife. She is panicking about it the end of the world, politics and the election 24/7 and I’m not exaggerating . Yeah the world is in a chaotic state but she is dwelling on nothing but negativity and it is wearing me down. She is Christian but doesn’t go to church because she thinks they are all too woke now. My dad is always busy with the business that isn’t doing as well these days and his church in the music department of it so he gets to have some time away at least.
I can’t afford any paid fields right now but is there anything I should play that might be more silent so she doesn’t know I’m playing but could some how deal with the energy and this constant harrowing energy? I have been using repel negative energy almost every morning before I get up but it feels like not enough anymore or just a bandaid. Maybe should make a morphic field with the sweet intention repeater because that could be more silent. Any ideas for phrases to use? Thanks everyone here for being so helpful. Sorry for the sob story haha.