I overthink much and I fear making wrong decisions that could lead to bad outcomes that could change my life in a negative way. I fear so many imaginative future scenarios. I am already listening to higher self connection but now I start to doubt that my higher self could know everything and give me the best decisions. Doubts, fears, fear of making the wrong decisions and overthinking are my problems. I would be grateful if anyone could give an advice who maybe walked that path already. Keep in mind that I can only listen to free fields for know.
Maybe you need to find that yourself by experimentation this overthinking might be from an entity, emotional stagnation, subconcious resistance, unconcious clutter, not sleeping well, imbalance in brain receptors or chemical imbalances, energetic imbalance, vitamin deficiency, overusing audios, aura leakage being ungrounded and maybe many more if I forgot. Everything you must experiment with if you dont know them by instinct. Sapien,Dream seeds and energetic alchemy have many general fields and specific like politics of the body for general healing of every organ and specific fields like dopamine and serotonin audios for better focus relaxation etc ocd is good for intrusive thoughts but I wouldnt recommend it seems to me it makes me be ocd and not heal me lol. One of the few that made the reverse effect but itâs ok.
Please proceed immediately to experiment with yourself as people giving advice without knowing your situation will 99% fail to give you a good playlist or advice and give you based on their opinion.
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Silent Mind from Sapien Shop
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What do you mean a bad outcome? or your life changing in a negative way?
I mean⌠Unless you make the decision to do heroin right here right now then yeah, thatâs first-class ticket to a terrible life.
But honestly, calm down first of all, second, understand that you can grow yourself when your life is going in any trajectory.
then ask yourself; What is the default trajectory of your life right now? Is it an actually bad outcome? Is it something that will be truly satisfied with?
(By default I mean when you donât make conscious bold decisions(decisions that are scary, uncomfortable, and difficult. The ones that will challenge you and push you to grow))
If the answer to the last question is no, then what are some bold decisions that you can make that could make you truly satisfied with your life?
If you donât know, then you need to find a purpose. Then make decisions that will grow you and that aligns with your purpose. Even if making those decisions hurt. Even if you have to move to another country and leave your family behind. (Of course, it wonât be all âbadâ)
And about the fear⌠What is it that threatens you? what are you so attached to that you canât leave your comfort zone?
Danger is relative to how you view yourself so what is scary? Do you have limiting beliefs? Do you feel lonely? You have to ask yourself these questions. Itâs your life on the line after all.
There are tons of free fields that can help with that.
This one is pretty awesome
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The Essence of Mantras from Dream Seeds is also a mind eraser!
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I had some mild traumatic situations. I have glasses and when I was in school it was being said to me that I shouldnt get into physical fights because the glasses can break and they were expensive. Now I am a guy and guys sometimes come into a conflicting situation in school. I feared to defend myself because my glasses needed to be safe and at the same time I wanted to defend myself because my conscience couldnt believe that I cant defend myself because if my glasses would break I wouldnt be able to learn for school properly. Fears arose. I feared that I could make a bad image before my teachers when I was involved in conflicts. There was sometimes a bit of bullying of other people. Thats why I fear making the wrong decisions. I sometimes fear defending my things or I fear doing something wrong. I cant buy fields due to a certain personal situation. I could buy it with ready cash but not online. I fear of makimg somethimg wrong. Thats why I often overthink. I analyse situations to strong and dont know how to act. My body is very healthy and I have a very good life but this psychological problem is my main problem. I also have good habits(training, healthy food, reading books etc.). I dont know if healing the old wound in the past would really solve the problem because if such a situation would happen I wouldnt know what to do and I think it could traumatize me again. Its a feeling like as if there is not much hope and that I could then get into a worse situation. I need two things: Knowing whats the best decision and getting clarity trough wisdom and knowledge about life. Maybe I also need to heal myself from underlying traumas. I dont really know.
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Cannot emphasize enough. To me, all problems solved with it
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Youâd be a rare human being if you hadnât had any, so (and I say this kindly) welcome to the human race!
Fortunately, youâre on the Sapien Forum, where we have lots of tools to heal those traumas. And since youâre telling us that part of the reason you overthink is itâs your old solution to navigating your traumas, doesnât your logic tell you that, when you heal your traumas, it will be safe for you to do something other than your over-thinking?
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I already listened for some of these fields. I listened to the confidence field for over a year(I had massive results, I am actually VERY confident know, itâs a great field.) I also listened to amygdala healing for almost 2 months if I remember it correctly. I also listened to the flow of jing and to SLR for a certain but it didnt solve the problem(I mean, the flow of jing fills me with life force, is there any correlation to trauma and fears?)
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Is the Silent Mind a permanent field? If yes , thats great. But I am not able to buy any fields online in my situation right now.
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Fear stores in kidneys, as a theory I do not believe myself so I put it there.Jing helps the kidneys and adrenals. Better be safe than sorry if you ask me. If all is good with confidence while also good in body, good in energy levels, good in everything else then the next this I can offer as an advice will be the cord cutter and the exorcism rite as the others are eliminated without knowing your general mental state as being depressed or feeling low which being good in body takes most care of it.
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Yes. Captain has confirmed that, by neurons that fire together wire together, it totally effects on neuroplasticity. From my experience, it literally silenced the mind the moment I got the NFT ownership
I already listened to cord cutter field and to the exorcism rite in the past. I tried it already. If I remember correctly I even listened to emotional release and trauma healing for a month or something. I actually think that the higher self connection could help but I dont know if its necessary to always follow the advice of the higher self. Has the higher self a larger picture of situations in life than our conscious awareness of reality from our perspective?
Then with all the options down best recommendation for the higher self connection is Imaginarium Divine from patreon. Better,faster,stronger connection with subconcious and higher self.
One things I remember ,what about grounding, sleeping patterns, overstimulation from social media/porn/watching the news? if not then continue with the audio I recommended
I have good sleep. I deleted social media( I only use youtube if I need to(yeah I know I am disciplined but I love that). I dont know how to test if I am grounded or not. But thank you for taking the time and writing me 
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Use Trauma Release and Healing
Or The Crucible of The Past whenever you have the money
That makes sense.
Itâs okay not wanting to fight. Itâs okay not wanting to break your glasses. Itâs understandable really. I was never the one that wanted to fight but when I had to then I did.
You should definitely learn some self-defense, I bet thereâs youtube videos on how to fight with-if you have glasses. What you shouldnât be doing is looking for something that you havenât lost. (I mean looking for a fight) lol.
And if a fight does happen, caring about what anyone or the teachers might think should be the least of your concern. You need to protect yourself and make your safety a priority in a fight.
I already told you above. Bad things will happen but you can learn and grow from them.
Letâs say you get into a fight, you end up winning. Now other guys wonât bother you anymore, you will feel A LOT more confident in yourself. BUT some grown ups are mad at you and think all of that was your fault. Unless you had it like me which NOBODY ever believed me(even my own parents), it will suck but if they believe your side of the story then thatâs a big fat win. Either way, the worst is now over right?
I already gave you a piece of advice above, but it doesnât even have to be a whole life purpose, it can even be a simple small goal, do whatever will truly benefit you the most, even if it brings something âbadâ with it.
Itâs good that you do those stuff, especially reading books, soon it will be you to advice other people 
Then keep reading books and keep an open-mind. Donât fall into dogmas and ideologies.
Not maybe but definitely do that. Whatever you went through absolutely and totallllly shapes your worldview.
Good luck bro
Ok bro thank you for your advice. I sometimes philosophy about life. There are and were other beings in the past who also suffered or who also suffered more than me. I sometimes have sympathy for others who went trough other difficult situations. I think we can consider ourselves lucky to have food, to have sth to drink, to be able to listen to fields etc. âŚAnd maybe we will once evolve and heal ourselves so much and be able to help and heal other people?
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Trauma = Disharmony / âSchizmâ / Cracks
Theres connections between adrenals, kidneys, and fear. Through trauma we get a sort of fight or flight sensation(s) and so that affects our thyroids from the Kidney and Adrenal glands excretion of the stress hormone(s) which flow through our blood and the memories of our experiences get stored in the Amygdala and our parasympathetic and sympathetic nervous systems. This in turm affects our heart as well (and spiritually anywhere else in the body (even DNA) - such as fascia and muscles- bc âpainbodyâ)
Some readings Ptsd Mental Instability - Adrenal Symptoms | My PTSD Forum - PTSD CPTSD Peer Support Community
Iâd do the following fields in addition to whatâs suggested. And make it most effective with Plasma Light Beach before & Cosmo Volt after in the stack the other healing elements then end with Mana Circuits, Five Elements, and Fa Jin Gong AND DNA Repair System (to restore and reset our cellular memories) (Thanks Luna - Stacks Guide)
Relief - neutralizing
- Amygdala Healing
- Vagus Nerves
- Emotional Release
- Angelic Vibrations or Bushman Medicine (release and burn)
Bio Reset and detox - pair with the relaxation and circulation below
- Lymphatic Drainage
- Detox billary
- Endocrine healing
- Serotonin - energetic alchemy
Brain
- Add OCD help
- Oxytocin Neuropeptide trust (post)
- Oxytocin Diver trust (post)
- Addiction help (dopamine receptors for our modern day tech users)
- attention & focus
- mindfulness
- parkinsons help
- And nervous system healing
- Corpus callosum (aligns chakras to center as well)
- celestite
Being tense all the time?
Gentle release through massage and blood circulation (helps with emotional release too)
- Politics of Body album
- Spa Day album (itâs ok to sleep overnight with this)
- Enhanced Blood Circulation / Nitric Oxide
- Far Infrared (Hello saunas! This is why detoxing through sweat and exercise is important)
- Vitamins C
- [D3]
- Photosynthesis & Sun Gazing
- (Spend time with nature - Serotonin⌠itâs in our ânatureâ to be outdoors)
- S.H.Mutant
- Omega 3 (Brain regen has it but i suggest getting supplements)
- Bali Beach Portal (extreme relaxation & release)
And anything thats from the root chakra to the heart (focus on heart for deep healing)
So you may also need core restoration to help close up any leakages when it comes to your boundaries (confidence)
âAnxietyâ can âreachâ/be stored in the heart to digestive system and nervous system and overall the body.
I shared my solutions (2 decades of trauma) - take it one step at a time: The Childhood Trauma/CPTSD/ACEs Group - #134 by Divine_Heroine
Most importantly, listen within so you can adapt and stay true to yourself because youâve always had the power to know whatâs truly happening and connect it all. Itâs everything as a whole instead of parts when it comes to your healing. The body takes in the experiences so listen within through mindfulness (self realization series) and grounding (the tree experience) for everything to âfallâ into place and be aligned and balanced
Oh btw youâre going to detox a lot so be sure to drink plenty of water (charge them too) @ThePath
Also being calm and confident and hydrated helps a lot with repairing your eyesight
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